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Chasing The Sun

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tell me if it’s mutual 
tell me that I got you,
I’ve been riding round the town 
im searching so I pop 2 
don’t know what is wrong with me 
just tell me you don’t want to,
don’t know what is up with me 
just tell me that I got you 

you would shoot me right now if you were right here right next to me ,
bitch im laying back in off the dope im off the exctasy,
I don’t hang around that many people I got enemies,
they try and drag me down but im so up, and they so envy me

I’ve been feeling like a ghost do u remember me?
and I don’t think so cuz the smoking blur ur memory 
and I’ve been distant from the ones I call my family 
and i dont think so cuz the smokin blur ur memory

how u ride with a enemy,
crawling over like centipede 
this been all of my destiny
I’ve been tryna new recipe 

I’ve been seeing new entities 
I’ve been silent assassins creed 
I will take down my enemies 
all the devils are watching me

got u [tiresss]

lyrics ⬇️


figurative language



im lonely as often as you’re in my head
thoughts been depleting my every last breath
and i know
last year was cold 
reminds of every time i never told you so

said that i couldnt love you like the other ones in my past
you also told me if you dropped me you would never want me back
did that for a month
now its been minute
used me as crutch
til you left cuz you were livid

cut ties with ur enemies cuz ur trippin i could not
then ill be with my homies til im dead and ima rot
maybe everything you said to me was way wrose than you thought 
way too heavy like an anvil please oh lord just wish me gone

wish me gone
ima leave the same second you push me off
you made dive me off that cliff and i hit the bottom i hit the rocks

wheres the applause
 i thought you wanted me out of the universe up me in the stars
somehow it always feel dark
wish i could tell you that i could restart
but i can’t 
every night you talk to me i feel like you want me to feel like i’m an ant
step over me like the part in the pavement 
i feel like you want me rant


i ran out on everything you tried to fix cuz i couldnt pick up ur hand
watch me go down the list as everything i want just wont go to plan
i roll in the rubble and sticks i know that they can’t understand 
if you gave me one more wish then i would wish that i was them

i cant play pretend
cant go through all this again i know ill get revenge
eventually ill explain to everyone what i did
what i did

you scraped away that memory on skin with 
broken glad
tempted to exempt myself from everything i had

dont remind me of that addiction 
everytime i was there in an instant

now atleast where im at im reminded I exist 
sorry that its killing me i wish that we could live

pushing me and honestly i hate when you persist
but i been here ever forever so i cant even resist
i wish that every night you went out when u been drinking outta line wit all ur friends

switch up the top i don’t wanna slip
im off the bottle i wish i had bliss
i was out fully far in the abyss
if we departed id turn to a man and realize that everything you did was

switch the topic (everest)

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

every day the same bullshit
what the fuck is you pulling
you aint give em the context
you aint showin the full clip

everyday the same toolkit
who the fuck is you fooling
why you worried where im at
dont threaten me just pull it

who are u when im not around?
you wont ever make it out that town

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

sell me thru the goddamn payphone
co-drive in this rally race u didnt get the pace notes
anything and everything ill take it to the face smoke 
god i hate this place and i dont wanna wake tomorrow
 
[notahero]:

tryna quit these drugs is so hard
i know you can’t hold my hand through it all
i’ll keep singing through the fall
till the end of it all

but it’d be so much easier if you met me half way
i think i left a piece of myself at that lake
i wake up throwing up with my pale green face
nothings coming up from this sorrow i cant break

i heard you’re doing better now i hope you break a leg
i hope you break your face

before i go to sleep 4 pills to my face
when i wake up i feel mad that it’s another day
i’m puffing a medical cart this shit feel like it’s fucking laced
i’m fucking describing this shit to you let me go at my own pace

let me go at my own time
i know you love me by the way you take my jeans off it’s time to fucking dine
yea it’s time to fucking die

tell me who was your favorite person when you were alive
cause mine is you

i will not hesitate for smoke im like a juul
i can see the stars in your eyes ill put stars on your roof
she saw me crying im like babygirl nah im cool
nah im cool



context ft. notahero (jolst)

honestly never really processed you were gone, but day by day i get closer to accepting it.

Lyrics:

S/M, & NTR, this shit was far from proper love
you know i did some self reflecting and what i felt 
it wasn't lust
oh i been missing you and lately i can't even fill my cup
only upping
higher dosages i hope they fuck me up
don't even look at other women even now at 14 months
you've seeded so deep in my head i feel like i can't even drop
i've written many songs in past tense and i'll prolly write some more
maybe spend my whole life coping bout the girl i wanted more

i guess the chapter closed a while ago it's time to end it off
but i've got fear of letting go and i can't take another loss
i know you'll probably listen in
i know you'll probably hear this song
i'm taking something over nothing cuz your memory is all i got
a couple friends i made since knowing you could vouch
that i wasn't doing well for a while by myself
and even through it all i honest really wish you well
and if you haven't hope you get shit figured out <3

rumination (prod. whyke)

"i can't go on like this..."
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4u (ft. Dippers)

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Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

район

prod by stezzyxl
happy halloween lol 
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lyrics:
you liked control
i let you drive  
said “it’s fine”
just to stay alive  
you loved the sound of your own lies  
i kept quiet
i don’t know why  

i made a scene in every room  
love found new ways to kill the mood  
you’d twist the truth then act confused ?
like i was wrong for being used  

you post your pain for a couple of likes  
then act above it when someone bites  
you said “i’ve grown” but i see through that  
you changed your hair, not how you act  

you play the victim
rewrite the scene  
pretend it’s art
but you know what it means  
you 
chase validation
i chased my peace  
guess both of us just needed bleh iyddsghns

i still drive by where you stay  
don’t know why just old decay  
you talk about love like it’s new  
but no one buys that shit from you  
  
you waste my breath
you waste my sleep  
the things you take
you never keep  
i gave you time
you gave me pain  
you’d do it all if asked again

spotify version:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6UZk8amMQGkHHd9mtfwwZr

lyrics:
@mis4ortune
it's been 20 days since you left
i've been try to find you out, but you're not there
try my best to hold you close like before
find these memories' are locked in the upstairs
i can't help myself for now
i'm hiding myself in the crowd
kllin myself for you now
my heartbeat so low and it can kill me
i finally can set me free.

@victxrw
and every single day its not enough
for you
so tell me what the fuck do you want
or do
anything that makes it all fine
i think im losing my mind again
i think im wasting my time again
can we make it up maybe we can be friends
just tell me that its over, tell me its the end
is it the end?

(face of an angel i cant explain
shes got the devil inside of her brain
so its do or die
heaven or hell)

@mis4ortune
it's been 20 days since you left
i've been try to find you out, but you're not there
try my best to hold you close like before
find these memories' are locked in the upstairs
i can't help myself for now
i'm hiding myself in the crowd
kllin myself for you now
my heartbeat so low and it can kill me
i finally can set me free.

@victxrw (w/ @mis4ortune vocal)
wow im finding myself in the ground
digging a grave for myself
i tried to scream but nobody helped
im trynna find anything.

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kyozaku & cli - twenty days (ft. mis4ortune & victxrw)

lyrics:

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

Another story of a boy who never grew old
How’d that truck taste
That shit was aiming for him
He said in the worst way
I will see you on road
Tell that fuck face
That im waiting for him
Play the tape back
Look at me im love struck 
I just want that back
Look what we had
Waves touch gaff
Just look at me im sea sick
I dont have sea legs
I cant swim back
Just look at my hands
The ropes burned holes in
The legs of my pants
With the force of cannon
I am no man
I was tucked down
In the bowels of the ship
In a selfish abandoned
As the weights laid
I will stay back
Sure my worst fate remains in my head
For Next birthday
I will eat cake
Sure my ship mates ive hurt are all dead
I cant believe my luck
If u could call it that but really ur just war shy
Next time I sober up
Ill face a battle that gets harder every next time

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

hudson bay floater (xlhc x fantasy camp)

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