prod. johngoyard

lost and decayed
my mind is a maze
can't find the light 
so it's dark everyday
running away
I fucked all up
I'm sorry that I can't be happy enough

I'm trying my best
I swear that I am
my brain wants me dead
and you don't understand 
you don't understand 
you don't understand 
how could you get me
I don't know who I am

first you love me 
then you hate me
this not a game bitch
you can't fucking play me 
you broke my heart 
but you still fucking blame me
I'm hanging on the edge 
and you would never save me 

smoking blunts 
till my lungs are dust 
yeah I fucked it up
I don't give a fuck
I have dreams of death 
every damn night
man I hate my life
and this not right
I'm goin 160 on the freeway 
I wanna swerve off into the median
my mom crying on my phone 
cause her son finally let the demons win

I tried my best
put it on my headstone
lemme rest
my life was full of stress
I'm depressed 
she looked me in the eyes
told me that she loved me 
but the love was just a lie 

love is just a lie 
love is just a lie 
love is just a lie 
will I make it out alive 
will I make it through the night 
don't think I'll survive
demons in my mind
running out of time
I'm running out of time

I don't wanna breathe
put my head underwater
R.I.P my dreams cause their 
dead and forgotten 
I don't have a soul 
cause my ex girl was rotten 
walking down these halls 
all these memories they haunting

fell into a nightmare 
I'll never wake up
I don't really say much 
these people fake tough
cause when I show up 
they all go quiet 
they can sense my pain
they don't want me get violent
 
like a star
I am fucking shining
but I'm also burning
which really means I'm dying 
yeah I loved her 
but she just loved lying 
took my happiness
for simply mother fucking trying  
all the pain she put me through
I thought it would be worth it
now I'm just a mess
and shes still fucking perfect
just forgot me
left me in the past
ending it tonight 
just to find the peace at last

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love is just a lie (prod. johngoyard)

@hammy


Lyrics:

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it's like I'm off it
rolling up an eighth 
it got me coughing
flossing
drive 
150
I ain't stopping
they walking
why they fucking hating on me
talking 
they acting 
fucking with me 
somethings gonna happen
it's tragic
making money dissapear 
like magic 
I spend it quick
but you know 
I get it back bitch 
bad bitch
she just want my love 
but she can't have it 
wash away my thoughts
are melting in the acid 

so gone
H-U-S-L-R
I keep it sewed on
look up at the sky 
I'm feeling like a 
no one 
I'm paralyzed 
hearts cold
ice frozen
every time I wanna
speak
its like i'm choking 

I'm exhausted
I am off it
Imma fiend
I got grams up in my pocket
thats how I'm rockin
no use for caution
when I pull up
hope I die up in the moshpit

it's like I'm off it
rolling up an eighth 
it got me coughing
flossing
drive 
150
I ain't stopping
they walking
why they fucking hating on me
talking 
they acting 
fucking with me 
somethings gonna happen

somethings gonna happen
always talking 
but they terrified of action 
when I pull up to the scene
I'm causing havoc
always dying in my dreams
like thats my habit

that's my habit
it just happens
friends stab you in back 
like assasins
gotta watch out in the grass
cause they acting
they capping 
I might lose my mind tonight
from ashing 

smoking
fully focused
my plans are in motion 
my flow 
is moving
like the water in the ocean
it's potent 
every single word
you know I wrote it 
I can't trust a soul 
cause I know they are folding

Hammy - Off it [prod. Spacedtime]

prod. www.youtube.com/user/Xtravulous

from the bottom of my cold heart
you know I loved you
put you in my past life
that's what the drugs do 
acid on a cold night
fucking freezing
oh my god
I'm so high 
think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
just gotta stay consistent 
they would never listen
but now they treat me different 
it's because I'm glo'd up 
gave it all my focus
you gotta work your hardest 
if you want people to notice

no days off I'm never sleeping
writing songs in my head 
while I'm dreaming
all my life I'm stuck
searching for a meaning 
wish I gave a fuck 
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason 
bitch I'm smoking trees 
and I'm so clueless 
does she love me 
or she leaving 
oh that's perfect 
that's exactly what I needed 
a broken heart 
my soul is dark 
I feel defeated

a broken heart 
my soul is dark 
I feel defeated x4

a broken heart
I'm rolling hard
in the night 
and I'm looking at the stars
took my life
and she ripped it all apart 
I put it back
but you can see the scars

you can see the scars 
all the pain inside my eyes 
I'm just another kid
that's tortured by his mind 
thought of getting out 
like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe 
but I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine 
anxiety inside 
makes it hard to sleep at night 
smoking get me right 
gets me out head
you talking shit to me 
but I'm in your bitches bed
in between her legs

I be going stupid 
I'm ruthless
go behind my back 
I'll leave you toothless
leave you looking useless 
like bro what are you doing 
your whole life a lie
say you winning but you losing

from the bottom of my cold heart
you know I loved you
put you in my past life
that's what the drugs do 
acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
oh my god 
I'm so high 
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

ft. @steadysuffer & @violeteyezmusic

prod. @mothfries

lyrics:

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me one time
collapsing to the floor and it isn't even lunch time
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

banging my head against the wall
I just don't wanna feel anything at all
I'm getting ready for the fall 
spiking my own drinks with the methyl alcohol
always burdened by my actions
can't stop dwelling on all my past awkward social interactions
convince myself they never happened
memories I try to just pretend that I imagined
this throbbing vein in my temple is making me tremble
it's painful and stressful
I'm up late trying to wrestle with voices
my shoulders have an angel and devil
he's so good at persuasion
but my angel's trying to save me from this hyperventilation 
she gave me a paper bag for respiration
he handed me a plastic one that I could suffocate in

steadysuffer:

ya you told me i was nothing like they said
you told me I was better off dead
now i gotta pull up to the function all red
pull the trigger now i'm dead
(ya ah)

she don't wanna talk no more
pedal to the metal & the suicide doors
got a coper on my ass so i kick it in sport
no breaks just gas cause life is short

i'm sippin lean all day
and my sprite bottle lookin like a goddamn grape
get the fuck up out my way 
don't tell me we're the same
i'm in another state with my shawty on facetime

ya I ain't been on a date in a long time
if I fuck up i'll accuse her
you must think i'm a loser 
if i can't keep a conversation 
i'm sorry

violeteyez:

Where are you? And I'm so sorry
I was too depressed to go to your grad party
And now I watch your new boyfriend 
pick you up on the back of his brand new Harley
Well, Barbie girl, do you miss me?
He's got a chopper and I got a 6 speed
So what is it this week? Who are you kissing?
Am I insane, or could this time be different?

And I know you'll cover it up like you do
You left your morals with your clothes: in my bedroom
And I promise that I didn't take all this-
lightly, though you tried to slip it by me
I just need some time, so sit tight, please
emotions give me anxiety

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me two times
I'm in the ER and it's only half past noontime
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

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panic attack ft. steadysuffer & violeteyez (prod. mothfries)

PRODUCED BY SHINI, JAKKYBOI, 93 AND FATS'E

SHINIGAMI, FATS'E & 93FEETOFSMOKE - RESPECT

blaming you ft. Coldhart, Rawska, 6obby (prod. ZWALL)

Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/LWuLsFZaoU0
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0cpqtqT8PRz94BOSJ2iPeU?si=esjkVkHARfGHkAS1sMS9Jg
From the project Disaster Boy available on all streaming services

Lyrics:
I get nostalgia when I think 'bout you
where'd u run to? I miss u in my room
should of known not to fuck with you
knew our loved was doomed we got trust issues
nostalgia when you hit my line
I don't pick up I just hit decline
still cant get you off my mind
one more time its just one more time

she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I love you but I hate the way you treat me
so just leave me ruin me completely
she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I miss you but I know that you'll deceive me
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

memories on repeat
memories on repeat
reminiscing all these
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

I get nostalgia when I think 'bout you
where'd u run to? I miss u in my room
should of known not to fuck with you
knew our loved was doomed we got trust issues

she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I love you but I hate the way you treat me
so just leave me ruin me completely
she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I miss you but I know that you'll deceive me
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

Music Video

Nostalgia (prod. Pretty Boy Ron) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbsOizVRjWA

ft. @ihateshinigami & @93feetofsmoke
prod. @ghostrage & @jakkyboi
mix/master @youngburial

old me w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE (prod ghostrage & jakkyboí)

i guess i’m over it w/ shinigami and convolk \m/(>.<)\m/ (prod. ginseng)

Safe Sin - Break My Head prod. @jakemarkow @nickmira_

new track wit me and sethany <3 
expect new songs on the regular! love you

lyrics: i'll post soon i'm waiting for sethany to send me his

don't know why i even f***ing liked you (feat. Smrtdeath)

twitter - @STAYSAFESIN
insta - @STAYSAFESIN

Safe Sin - Break My Head prod. @jakemarkow @nickmira_

Safe Sin

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