@winonaridxr

memoir of jealousy

want the old me but that shit is dead 
cant fucking stand it when left on read
rather be w him instead
playing w my fucking head
rather follow him but u dont wanna follow me
cutting at my wrist blood im bleeding on my tee
yea, yea he caused me so much pain
i woulld never do the same
tried to take u once from me 
let it happen again
same scene as before 
told me u were more than friends 
jealousy 
insecurity 
see u walking w him
what more do u want from me

(why can’t you ever be by yourself, you always need me, i can’t do this shit anymore)

cause my pain, you caused my suicide 
carve ur name into my arm to stay by ur side
write your name inside my letter, tired of ur lies
lied to me said i’d get better you left me to die
bae :(
i know i can get better
mental hospital 
they put me in my sweater
why try to leave, know they can’t make you wetter
scars on my sleeve are healing guess i’m getting better
been so sick and infected with u
guess i’m too crazy to ever love you
stab me in the back and drink my blood
is it hard?
to take my love
i feel so sick and infected with u
i’m infected with you

im not crazy x deadaux

fuck w yah boy (prod. jamvvis)

gts w/ zoey uzi (her01n + ok)

cover of flash casanova by yabujin
reprod. scarlet + sedate

(sedate)
will you love me once we're sober?
will we ever smoke again?
will you fight me once again?
will we ever meet again?
will you open my eyes if I'll give you the sword?
will you talk to me again?

(scar)
heaven sent stoner, a silver loner
what is there to go for if your room isn't closer?
302 owner, a flash casanova
drugs in her room
kickin turtlеs to coma
beatin up your sister just to get what you'vе wanted
throw you a shoe if you're still tossing non-sense
talking to you even when I'm exhausted
at zero HP, but I'm still out here ballin'
I'm ballin' for you, just to keep you excited
I've fallen for you, will I still be forgotten?
remember me, baby, don't leave me so mindless
remember me once I'm back
will you promise?

(sedate)
will you love me once we're sober?
will we ever smoke again?
will you fight me once again?
will we ever meet again?
will you open my eyes if I'll give you the sword?
will you talk to me again?

once again? w/ sedate (scarlet x sedate)

big thuggin furries w/ rayonsmn & grlblade (emosama)

beatclips hmu hmu #freelove

[dj ahst] ftcu w/ ahst (vinodagrov)

erice - skin (katai)

track1 prod glossalia
track2 prod glossalia slushie

ly guys thx 4 ur support <3 <3 <3

days before lothlórien  produced by glossalia and slushie

produced by @injuryxo

mix by @sadpanda47

mastered by @injuryxo and me

vocals by me

#dspaird

lyrics:
feelings are so tough
how did i mess this up?
think i had enough
how did i mess this up?
feel it in my gut 
how did i mess this up?
i know somethings up
how did i mess this up?
i know that i fucked up
how did i mess this up?
save me save me save me
yeah you take you take you take from me
yeah stop giving me mixed signals yeah baby i ain’t speaking in no riddles
messed up baby i know that i messed up x5

messd up (fuse)

(prod.junglesick)

hey 👋👋

lyrics:
yuh idk what imma do when your gone
tried 2 kms but u know that shit never gon succeed
everytime i look into mirror man i fucking cry
when you left me all alone i was stuck inside my head
and im sorry 2 those friends that i never hit up
i got my reasons but yk that u will never understand
wish i had that bracelet that u made me for me round my wrist
why tf u blame it on ur mental man u is a bitch :\\

and its all your fault, that im failing
shoulda focused on me, and not you 
and not you, and not you.
i dont care what you gotta say, i was in love and i was so young
at 12 years of age i was hitting them juggs, i will always regret it.

yuh idk what imma do when your gone
tried 2 kms but u know that shit never gon succeed
everytime i look into mirror man i fucking cry
when you left me all alone i was stuck inside my head
and im sorry 2 those friends that i never hit up
i got my reasons but yk that u will never understand
wish i had that bracelet that u made me for me round my wrist
and im holding on to your hand cus i dont know where to go.

*fuck im breaking through*

#bloodlash
#107

[dj ahst] ftcu w/ ahst (vinodagrov)

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