Let’s Deteriorate Together In A Garden Of Flowers 2 - Sage Bishop X VE-Beats

As you stare across the pond 
Looking past the lotus flowers 
You’ll see a garden full of roses 
Dandelions sunflowers 
In between all that is my dead body with a knife stuck in my heart 
Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2 

I been longing for your touch I think you’re tryna kill me
I been longing for your touch I think you’re tryna kill me
All I wanted was your love I let you see the real me
All I wanted was your love I let you see the real me

Suffer in silence you’re nowhere around babe
I cannot fathom a world without seeing your face
I let you in you’re nowhere to be found babe 
Left me to perish now I live inside of your brain 

Fragments of my memories all clouded by your touch 
Fuck who you pretend to be that’s not the girl I want 
But it’s you
Now I think I understand the shit you do 
I’m a fool 
Should have known that I meant nothing more to you 

Let’s pretend we never split apart and went our separate ways 
We could be together now you’ve got my blood all on your blade 
If I offer all of me would you watch me enter this grave
Would you die with me tonight with both your hands holding my face 

Girl that’s all
Girl that’s all
I’m appalled 
I’m appalled
Dead in moss
Dead in moss
Spirit lost
Spirit lost

Suffer in silence you’re nowhere around babe
I cannot fathom a world without seeing your face
I let you in you’re nowhere to be found babe 
Left me to perish now I live inside of your brain 

Suffer in silence you’re nowhere around babe
I cannot fathom a world without seeing your face
I let you in you’re nowhere to be found babe 
Left me to perish now I live inside of your brain 

I been longing for your touch I think you’re tryna kill me
I been longing for your touch I think you’re tryna kill me
All I wanted was your love I let you see the real me
All I wanted was your love I let you see the real me

Let's Deteriorate Together In A Garden Of Flowers 2

Nowhere Around (Prod. VE-Beats)

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers 2

When I’m all alone you’re nowhere to be found 
I was dying slow you always put me down 
Will you watch as I deteriorate 
Take it all don’t you appreciate it
Would you kill me if I asked you too
I don’t wanna live im telling you

We could walk under the trees and get secluded
I could show you things in different light they seem elusive

I don’t wanna think about the way you feel
I should walk away in my attempt to heal me

Now that we’re alone I think it’s time I ask 
Will you take this dagger press it in my chest 

Will you watch as I deteriorate 
Take it all don’t you appreciate it
Would you kill me if I asked you too
I don’t wanna live im telling you

You can leave me by the river while my flesh decays
I’ll bleed out over the flowers and you’ll be ok 

I just wanna feel like it meant something for you 
I don’t think I’m real so there’s nothing left to do

Bury me with no regrets 
Only way that I’ll feel blessed 
I must be deceased 
In order to find some peace 

Will you watch as I deteriorate 
Take it all don’t you appreciate it
Would you kill me if I asked you too
I don’t wanna live im telling you
Will you watch as I deteriorate 
Take it all don’t you appreciate it
Would you kill me if I asked you too
I don’t wanna live im telling you

Watch As I Deteriorate (Prod. VE-Beats)

Honestly I just got my phone on dnd I ain’t even trying to hear what you got to say to me right now 
I don’t think this gon work out I’m sorry 

Lately I been distant cuz I’m goin through it
Shouldn’t even care about what you been doing 
You tell me you love me then you disappear 
Scared to let you go I know the end is near

I feel disconnected from this world 
Think I lost connection from you girl
I feel disconnected from this world 
Think I lost connection from you girl

I could bring up all the shit that we had planned
Bet you woulda killed me any time you had the chance 
I Doubt you ever loved me I can tell by all your gestures 
I gave you the most but in return I get the lesser

Stab me thru my heart i know that is your natural talent 
Tried to lift you up but I don’t think you have no balance 
You would walk right over me to feel like I’m not that important 
I wish you could fit my shoes you’d see that I’m the one who’s broken 

Lately I been distant cuz I’m goin through it
Shouldn’t even care about what you been doing 
You tell me you love me then you disappear 
Scared to let you go I know the end is near

I feel disconnected from this world 
Think I lost connection from you girl
I feel disconnected from this world 
Think I lost connection from you girl

I been disconnected off this world
All this ig bullshit got me feelin on the low
If you callin me I’m gonna put you on the hold
Don’t you fuckin know
Don’t call me on my phone

Don’t you fucking know
Don’t call me on my phone
I told you this before 
Don’t call me anymore 

Don’t you fucking know
Don’t call me on my phone
I told you this before 
Don’t call me anymore

Lately I been distant cuz I’m goin through it
Shouldn’t even care about what you been doing 
You tell me you love me then you disappear 
Scared to let you go I know the end is near

I feel disconnected from this world 
Think I lost connection from you girl
I feel disconnected from this world 
Think I lost connection from you girl

By the time you read my message I’ll already be dead underneath the garden you feel me

Lost Connection (Feat. Wxnnerlxnd) [Prod. VE-Beats]

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2
Gon watch my body rot right here and now 
Wish I wasn’t numb to affection 

Wish I wasn’t numb to affection 
I could prolly show you true love 
All I really want is your attention
You won’t even tell me what you want
Pouring out my heart and you just threw it on the curb 
Act like you’re an angel actually you are the worst 
I should have known you’d never change
You’re a dead end 

Time much like religion and love are all constructs to keep us under control
But we see deeper than what we’re told
Three eyes open

You’re no angel you must have fallen
These blood stained words are carving my pain
Lie down and wish I could dream
The way you lie itdrives me insane 
I stay silent and harness my screams
You fill my doubts delete my heart beat
Pull it out while killing my dreams
I’ve seen my death alone while I sleep
You own me girl but that’s okay
I’ll learn how to love another way
Take my life to take my pain
And I’m sorry girl you’re dead to me

Wish I wasn’t numb to affection 
I could prolly show you true love 
All I really want is your attention
You won’t even tell me what you want
Pouring out my heart and you just threw it on the curb 
Act like you’re an angel actually you are the worst 
I should have known you’d never change
You’re a dead end 

Member what I said how we can face the world together 
I meant that foreal you never wanted me for better 
I seen everything I need to know you think you clever 
I got several other bitches why you think you got me fed up

Just another face they come and go 
27 club next year who knows 
I might end my life and free my soul 
I’m stuck inside a vessel that I can’t control

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers 
Without me to break girl you haven’t any power 
Suffer from regret when you’re up at later hours 
You left me for dead I shoulda known you were a coward 
Fuck you

Dead End (Feat. FOSTER IV) [Prod. VE-Beats]

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2 baby
What’s happening v ahahhh
I’m just pouring out my heart once again
You already know what’s the deal
Dead inside but we still alive you feel me
Foreal

I feel emptier than ever
Ooh oh yeah
I’m alive when we’re together 
Ooh oh yeah

I don’t want to live forever 
Ooh oh yeah
I just want to die together 
But you don’t love me

Take a look into my soul
Pierce my skin and let me go
Throw me in the ocean
Baby you’re my poison

I feel emptier than ever
Ooh oh yeah
I’m alive when we’re together 
Ooh oh yeah

I don’t want to live forever 
Ooh oh yeah
I just want to die together 
But you don’t love me

I’ll decay inside this garden
Baby why are you so heartless
All I want is your affection
I’ve been dying for your love even tho you broke my trust 
You’re the one I’ve always wanted

Together (Prod. VE-Beats)

Find me dead in the garden right next to the roses underneath the moss you feel me 
What’s happening v
Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2

I aint goin back and forth with you
Talkin all that shit well fuck you too
I’m not gonna lie I think I’m through
Say you love me now I love you too
Complicated situation got me crawling back to you
Pointless conversation I know all the secret shit you do

Baby my heart so cold 
I don’t really need you anymore 
Would have gave you my soul
I don’t feel love of any sort 
Should have been with me now but I guess I’m just not good enough
I recognize now that it’s you not me and honestly you doin just way too much 

Imma deteriorate
Under the moss without you there 
Imma deteriorate
All by myself cuz you don’t care
Could have been something real but i feel like you just want me to die
You never told me why you hate me so you just want to leave me when you lie 

I feel like I’m just there for your disposal
When I wish that I could offer you proposal
But I think at this point my heart is damn near frozen 
And you can dump my body in the middle of the ocean baby
Foreal

Take my life it’s all for you 
I just want to see you smile once
Toxic as fuck but I love you 
You ain’t going to find my kinda love 

Nowhere else but I’m tryna die you broke me down until this point 
Kill me please if it’s you with the blade i might just feel some kind of joy

Baby my heart so cold 
I don’t really need you anymore 
Would have gave you my soul
I don’t feel love of any sort 
Should have been with me now but I guess I’m just not good enough
I recognize now that it’s you not me and honestly you doin just way too much 

Imma deteriorate
Under the moss without you there 
Imma deteriorate
All by myself cuz you don’t care
Could have been something real but i feel like you just want me to die
You never told me why you hate me so you just want to leave me when you lie 

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2
Next thing you know my body went cold

Under The Moss (Prod. VE-Beats)

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers 2
We going out in fashion you feel me
What’s happening v
Shit we darker than ever you feel me hahah

Left my soul in the dark
Now I don’t have a heart 
And I won’t fall apart 
I’m already in pieces 
Shattered on the tile with my throat still fucking bleeding 
Bury me under the flowers I’ll be gone by winter season 

Pressure on my shoulders I been through this shit before 
What’s the point of loyalty if you be keeping score
I woke up in lust I’m on the fence about a whore
I’ll eradicate this bond I know I’m meant for so much more

You treat me like a martyr
Damn now life is so much harder
Fuck this
I been getting cold hearted now I’m on some fuck shit
Told this bitch to leave me lone unless you trying to suck dick

Maybe not too friendly but at least I’m being honest 
I could write a book if you want me to list all of my problems 
Can’t give you my all cause I will never break my promise
I don’t need you anyway life is better when it’s solemn baby

Left my soul in the dark
Now I don’t have a heart 
And I won’t fall apart 
I’m already in pieces 
Shattered on the tile with my throat still fucking bleeding 
Bury me under the flowers I’ll be gone by winter season 

Told you I would die for you but you won’t even ride for me
Said this was forever tell me why the fuck you lie to me
Let’s deteriorate inside this garden full of roses 
It we not gon die together then I hope your life is hopeless 

Full of sorrow and regret 
Hope it follows after death 
You’re the reason that I bled
You must feel guilty that I’m dead 

I’ve been triggered by your love so I offer you this blade 
Press it right into my skin while you’re laughing in my face 

Watch my soul leave this vessel don’t you ask for no compassion
Turned me to a demon now I march up jacobs ladder 
I fell in the void I recognize that nothing matters 
I live inside of the darkness now tormenting is my passion 

They threw me down into the darkness I ain’t never came back you feel me

The Darkness (Prod. VE-Beats)

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2
What’s happening v
Blade to my throat while I’m floating down that river you feel me
Let’s get it

I expect to be let down by everyone I love 
You can’t disappoint me cause I know you’ll break my trust
Bury me in roses I’ll decay under the sun
I’ll be at peace once I’m asleep with all the worms inside the mud 

I’m falling in the void
Trying to find my way but I don’t think I’ll make it back
I’m falling in the void
I can’t even sleep I’m being haunted by the past 
I’m falling in the void
Memories all dissipate I really can’t keep track
I’m falling in the void
Lets deteriorate inside this garden off the maps

Bodily decayed baby that’s without a choice 
Demons on my shoulder I can’t even hear my voice 
Once I leave this world that means I can live forever 
Meant it when I told you let’s deteriorate together

I just wanna feel something more than misery
Dying in the shadows there is nothing more for me
Give them what they want so everybody watch me bleed
My emotions are irrelevant it’s hard for me to breathe 

I would let you kill me just as long as I can love you
That won’t ever happen I ain’t getting nothin from you 
We not good together baby get up out my life 
Let’s deteriorate together hell nah I won’t do that twice 

Rotten to the core you want my soul then you can have it
I don’t need your love I want you more than I can fathom 
Don’t you get it twisted it’s a million other bitches 
I would rather die together I’ll suffice if I’m your  victim 

I’m falling in the void
Trying to find my way but I don’t think I’ll make it back
I’m falling in the void
I can’t even sleep I’m being haunted by the past 
I’m falling in the void
Memories all dissipate I really can’t keep track
I’m falling in the void
Lets deteriorate inside this garden off the maps

Bodily decayed baby that’s without a choice 
Demons on my shoulder I can’t even hear my voice 
Once I leave this world that means I can live forever 
Meant it when I told you let’s deteriorate together

Falling In The Void (Prod. VE-Beats)

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2 what’s happening v
Aye from this point on out I’m going out this bitch alone you feel me
I fell in love with her ass next thing you know I ended up nine circles down in hell you feel me
Just now trying to get my way out there 

Feel like myself when the moon in the sky
Retrograde Saturn it blacken my eyes 
3:33 when my conscious divides 
Tormented soul now my heart open wide

Lay me to death 
Bitch yeah
Scythe to my neck 
Bitch yeah 
Lay me to death 
Bitch yeah
I am not blessed 
Bitch yeah

Mentally ill I got blood on my nails
Fighting my way trying to climb out of hell
Succubi got me trapped under a spell
Tryna throw me back into the pit that I felllll

Agony cries Came from 
The martyrs in pride day one
Blood will suffice I got flesh in my teeth now I’m shackled to bones and leviathan spikes 

Transfer my conscious onto the next vessel
Heart is so broken I look like the devil
Gothic little bitch I slip her out the kennel
Let’s decay together on top of rose petals

Evil at heart shit yeah 
I used to be good 
Now I’m lost in the dark 
Bitch yeah misunderstood fuck off

Feel like myself when the moon in the sky
Retrograde Saturn it blacken my eyes 
3:33 when my conscious divides 
Tormented soul now my heart open wide

Lay me to death 
Bitch yeah
Scythe to my neck 
Bitch yeah 
Lay me to death 
Bitch yeah
I am not blessed 
Bitch yeah

Feel like myself when the moon in the sky
Retrograde Saturn it blacken my eyes 
3:33 when my conscious divides 
Tormented soul now my heart open wide

Lay me to death 
Bitch yeah
Scythe to my neck 
Bitch yeah 
Lay me to death 
Bitch yeah
I am not blessed 
Bitch yeah

Lay Me To Death (Prod. VE-Beats)

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2
Take a long look into my eyes before you put that knife through my heart 
When you looking into the river I hope you see my face 
And I hope you feel the guilt in your heart 
Foreal

I know we don’t see eye to eye 
Through all of the pain I realized
I helped you bloom in the light
You cast the darkness that clouds my mind
I took refuge in the dark 
But truth will come 
In spite in spite 

Better off alone cause you left me depleted 
I gave you my all so why you keeping secrets 
This isn’t my home and I don’t deserve this treatment 
Pictures on the wall shaking whenever you screaming 

Triggered by your eyes
You’re pretty on the outside 
Caught you in a lie
You’re ugly on the inside 

Looking back I’d probably do things different 
Wouldn’t offer much or tell you what I’m feeling
I can’t stay around I gotta love you from a distance 
And that’s a part of life but death might follow in an instant baby

I know we don’t see eye to eye 
Through all of the pain I realized
I helped you bloom in the light
You cast the darkness that clouds my mind
I took refuge in the dark 
But truth will come 
In spite in spite 

You know we going out in style foreal

Eye 2 Eye (Feat. Unhxly Kellz) [Prod. VE-Beats]

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2
Losing grip of sanity cause life don’t make no sense
At this point we’re both rotten and decayed
I just don’t know if it’s together or not

Losing grip of sanity cause life don’t make no sense
Sick of all these people always keep me on the fence 
I’ll deteriorate alone that’s just my consequence 
Can’t fall any deeper in the depths of the abyss 

I’d give you my all but you won’t reciprocate 
Speeding past the limit when im on the interstate 
Victim of my conscious I got too much on my plate 
I made room inside my grave so we can both deteriorate 

Rotten and decayed in this garden we’re together 
Rotten and decayed and we’ll be like this forever 
Rotten and decayed underneath this gloomy weather 
Rotten and decayed you don’t love me whatsoever 

I just wanna feel like I’m valued as a person 
Treating me so poorly I don’t even think it’s worth it
Kill me if you want I should have known you were a serpent 
Quick to offer love i know I should have made you earn it

Lay me In the river this will be my final moment 
Hands across my chest floating underneath the roses
Used to call it love but near the end I felt so hopeless 
Look directly in my eyes as my body becomes soulless 

I’d give you my all but you won’t reciprocate 
Speeding past the limit when im on the interstate 
Victim of my conscious I got too much on my plate 
I made room inside my grave so we can both deteriorate 

Rotten and decayed in this garden we’re together 
Rotten and decayed and we’ll be like this forever 
Rotten and decayed underneath this gloomy weather 
Rotten and decayed you don’t love me whatsoever 

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2
When they found me I had that dagger stuck in my heart surrounded by roses

Rotten And Decayed (Prod. VE-Beats)

I was pronounced dead at 4:57 in the morning 
Aye death is a beautiful thing you know what I’m saying 
At least it can be
What’s happening v
Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2
By the time they found my body I was already gone 
 
I like to think that there’s beauty in death 
Open wound bleeding out onto my flesh
Love you so much that you leave me depressed  
Traumas from you I might call it regret 

I wish you would kill me
Finish what you started 
I wish you would kill me
Girl you left me heartless

Suppose to be with me inside of this tomb 
Stranded alone I’m surrounded by gloom
Madness control me I’m prince of all doom 
Am I evil foreal might be safe to assume 

Losing grip of sanity I’m staring in the void
Blood over my vanity now you can’t hear my voice 
 
Blade on the floor by this note huh
I wasn’t able to cope nah
Babygirl take all my dope 
When I see you next time we’ll be bodiless souls 

Fuck all that shit you was talking
Really did all this for you
Why you still treat me like nothing I always do right about you bitch

I used to say that I would die for you til I realized you were the one that was killing me all along
I can read between the lines now
You trying to get into my head and shit I ain’t with that
Get the fuck off my phone bitch
They finally found my body after the fog cleared 
What’s happening 

I like to think that there’s beauty in death 
Open wound bleeding out onto my flesh
Love you so much that you leave me depressed  
Traumas from you I might call it regret 

I wish you would kill me
Finish what you started 
I wish you would kill me
Girl you left me heartless

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers  chapter 2
I ain’t felt shit in a long time you feel me
I don’t even remember what it’s like
Aye looks can be deceiving you feel me
You can slice my throat like you want to bitch 
Fuck you
Hahahaha oh shit

Finish What You Started (Prod. VE-Beats)

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers 
Chapter 2
It’s just getting worse day by day you feel me

Let’s deteriorate on top of roses together 
Want to die cuz I’ve been feeling hopeless forever
I don’t want attention I’m just cold pissed and clever  
Never cared about the summer cause I thrive in gloomy weather

Pick apart my heart there’s not much left after the cracks 
I got little to no emotion as a result of my own past 
I been traumatized for years I feel my triggers coming back
Every time you do me wrong and you deny all of the facts 

You said not to kill my self you give me the desire 
Say you want me in your life I know that you’re a liar 
Toss me to the curb or better yet a pit of fire 
Watch me burn alive tonight without an ounce of pain acquired 

I’ll enter the void with my soul to offer you
But it’s damaged as it is and I owe it all to you
If im breathing by tomorrow come and choke me till I’m blue 
I’m content with dying by the hands of someone that I knew 

Maybe even love not like you would give a fuck
I would resonate with drugs putting smoke into my lungs 

I just want to go somewhere far away from here 
Just to kill my self in peace and I hope you don’t shed no tears 

Let’s deteriorate on top of roses together 
Want to die cuz I’ve been feeling hopeless forever
I don’t want attention I’m just cold pissed and clever  
Never cared about the summer cause I thrive in gloomy weather

Baby what’s the reason you find pleasure in my suffering 
You talk all that shit about how you really in love with me 
That’s a fucking lie you prolly feel like you been stuck with me
Fuck you and this world cuz I swear I’ve had enough of it

I will die alone that’s something I’ve come to accept
Look into the past and you just let me bleed to death 
That’s just what it is fuck it all I see is red 
I’m in hell with the martyrs I was never really blessed 

Hope my flesh is rotten by the time you call my phone
I was in the garden when I died and I was all alone
We was spose to be together but i know how that shit goes 
I don’t matter to you you would use me up and crush my soul 
Foreal 

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2

What’s happening v

Gloomy Weather (Prod. VE-Beats)

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