lyrics:

so i cut it in fourths
my heart on the floor
i wish you could just feel some sort of remorse

returning to innocent child i wonder about all the things that could’ve made me more

i think maybe i was a kid
when i realized every relationship found was divorced..

cut it in two
i can still hear my own parents argue

mommy was forced
daddy is still living up even since the reports
but i try to ignore
my guts on the floor 
manage my cables and organize cords
simplify force
articulate human intestines,
and bleach all my blood on the floor
is this what you wanted, is this what you did all this for?

is this what everybody is working so hard for?
giggles for a moment.. just to end up with your head on the dashboard
initials in cardboard
instead of a billboard--
im managing cables
and im cleaning up cords:(

------

and so i choke 
on the last of what’s real
goin to the Meyer
just to make a drug deal
he says
‘too many hoes in my motherfuckin meal,
askin if i know how a motherfucker feels’

my mama didn’t know
that a motherfucker feels
‘get a new deal
on a porsche surreal’
oh that’s so fucking cool
oh you’re fucking cool
wish you were april fools
what do want me to do?
when i finish school
just live by the rules--
put my head under water
i’ll drown in your whirlpool❤️

so i cut it in fourths
my heart on the floor
i wish you could just feel some sort of remorse..

returning to innocent child i wonder about all the things that could’ve made me more

i think maybe i was a kid
when i realized every relationship found was divorced..

cut it in two
i can still hear my own parents argue

mommy was forced
daddy is still living up even since the reports
but i try to ignore
my guts on the floor 
manage my cables and organize cords
simplify force
articulate human intestines,
and bleach all my blood on the floor
is this what you wanted, is this what you did all this for?
is this what you wanted, is this what you did all this for?

fourths

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Male Vocals: Crow
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Kairo

soul eater

oooooh what is this??

It seems easy in the beginning
To leave weaknesses indentured 
But the reason we’re unfriending
Is seemingly unending

Is it race? Is it love?
Is it who you love? Is it drugs?
A message from your god
Or all of the above?

Is it a politician spitting venom
Seeking vengeance or a killing
 or the simple act
Of speaking out against them

Or being the wrong citizen
Putting all the damn work in
And being told it don’t mean shit

Shit, wouldn’t you be angry too?
I mean, I mean,
Ain't this a scary truth?
Your neighbors all looking up to a guy
Who thinks you can’t be alive
And I know I know, he says it isn’t true but but

Look at the picture in a different hue
Blow it up big like an inter tube
From fear to paranoia; the intent was disorder
Fight each other while we’re all getting duped;
what’s new

Don’t look through the prism
If you can’t see the light
What is on the other side
Depends on what you’ve liked

Being fed to our extremes
Has turned us into mice
But what is on the other side
What’s on the other side

Can I put you in the shoes of a friend of mine?
and tell me if your mad at what I’m finna rhyme
Your boss made an oopsie, and now you got a paycut
Except instead of money its your fucking life

And if you’re wondering yo boss is fine
He actually got a raise out this whole grind
After all he had to fire you and make that right
you’d be surprised that its a lot of work writing lies

Like why we can afford bailouts but not lives
Handouts to banks but can’t subsidize 
drugs people need to survive
Its a failure in my eyes
If we’re a first world country
You can die if you ain't gotta couple 
Bands in your hand or a trust from your mom?
100 g’s in a bond or drugs in ya car
If half of us can’t drop four hundred dollars
there’s a problem whether it the schools or the profit, ya
there's a problem

Don’t look through the prism
If you don't wanna see the light
What is on the other side
Depends on what you’ve liked
ayy yeaa
Being fed to our extremes
Has turned us into mice
But what is on the other side

Repostmodern!sm (ft/ QTony & SiahTony of KARLTONY and Vicky G) [LIVE]

[hook]

Yo I’m Fucking tired all the time, got a riot on my mind,
Got that Diet Coke grind; cuz I’m fucking killing myself
Been in the hell of hearing it swell
I need a wish
all I get is oh well
All I hear is the yells
all I see is the cells
All you see is the bills for a brand new Chanel
Don’t you get it; it ain’t all about the tooth and nail
It’s fucking sickening how the news’ll spread gruesome shit
Then turn around and tell us that the true events are movie scripts
I been outta school some time but damn, you think we stupid, bitch?
The stupid rich are too eclipsed to admit they messed it up
The seed of greed is tulips while the love is still just mud
Instead of building up a future for us you got guns and lust
Now you’re sitting in the grave you dug while your kids hate your guts
But let me fill you in on what it is we really want
Cuz I just want a minute where you listen to us cuz
I could spend the next three minutes digging through the rough
To find a diamond in the vile that you voted “good enough”
But

[hook]

Forget about today that’s tomorrow’s problem 
— I been —
Thinkin’ bout the ways our souls’ are rotted
— I been —
Sipping whisky straight from the bottle
— cuz I —
Been having trouble seeing the reason for stopping
We’re criminals in gotham; criminally forgotten
Unless you’re the villain of a billionaire or robin (robbing)
Then you get a target or a warm spot in Arkham
Or a bullet in the back of the your head in the darkest
Of Scenarios; streamed in 4K and in stereo
Forever replayed never replaced until something’s new to blow
But who’s to know which lives are beautiful
Quick tip dummies, it ain’t bank account numerals
Its dirt under your cuticles
its sitting in your cubicle
it aint hating other races; after all we’re all the human form
It’s just a face in the crowd;
Others want to live their lives
you’re acting like the crucible
And I’m getting real tired of being told to stay silent
Like you won’t be successful if you act so divisive
rights ain't divisive
you just ain't reading
I fact check everything I say
you ain't wanna see it
So I’ve been tryna speak it and meet you in the middle
I’ll listen to your beliefs and I promise to be civil
You agree with everything I say but then you’re acting different
and it gets real quiet when it comes time to talk of privilege

Like we weren’t out one day shopping with our family
Filling up our daughter’s book bags with pens and pencils 
And we didn’t know we didn’t know what was really happening
some guy was in the parking lot broken in his mental

Cuz he’s thinking that my family don’t deserve the life we’re living
(uz he heard it in the talking points of all his favorite villains
and he went to walmart got a faux-military weapon
Then he’ll go to walmart and start all the killing

Its appalling its appearing but I think you need to see it
Heard the first shots while grabbing all the last things that we needed

Heard a voice come on, code brown, get to safety
I look to my wife, running, clutching our baby
Looking to my god saying save them, take me
As I see him turn 'round the corner mindlessly spraying

I ran behind my wife
only felt the first one hit
I could feel my eyes turn white and my chest turning red
I could feel me lose my life
I was taking my last breath
And the last thing I saw was my wife falling limp

my wife’s blood was on my son’s skin
And now two baby’s are orphans
And I never knew why
But its because a coward bought into a lie
And that lie took away twenty-two lives
and all you do is fly the flag half as high

[hook]

O say can you see, by the dawn's early light,
What so proudly we hailed at the twilight's last gleaming,
Whose broad stripes and bright stars through the perilous fight,
O'er the ramparts we watched, were so gallantly streaming?
And the rocket's red glare, the bombs bursting in air,
Gave proof through the night that our flag was still there;
O say does that star-spangled banner yet wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave?

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Fuckin' Tired

walking meme

FL Music producer for 5+ years. Open for commissions. Capable of different styles, but excel in electronic/glitchy music. Message me if you have any questions!

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