stream: https://ffm.to/outoftheblue-adamdaylight
moving on and negative voices

I parted away from yesterday
Reconstructed what I knew
Questioned who I was on Thursday
Need to get out of the blue

I still don't know where I'm going
But I have some room to breathe
I hope that soon I will be glowing

I know, I know, that I've been here before
I'm cold, but it's warm, and I still don't know why

I heard you calling my name
"this isn't who you are"
They try to rinse you in shame
But it will never get far

I still don't know where I'm going
But I have some room to breathe
I hope they soon will understand

I know, I know
I know, I know

I know, I know, that I've been here before
I'm cold, but it's warm, and I still don't know why

And I still don't know why
And I still don't know why
And I still don't know why
And I still don't know why

Out of the Blue

@rosarrie

said goodbye to the evening sky
closed her eyes at night just to pass the time
hoped to wake up and feel alright
far from home, long gone, in a field she'd be
stood there wide-eyed catching sunshine

and she said:
"the stars and trees, they all know me
always told me how much more I'd be
held back I was frozen and lonely
now the flowers they hold me so closely"

catching sunshine (w/ rosarrie)

until then, i wish you the best. this is for you

a lot happened while writing this song. i hope i can convey those feelings

me
- https://soundcloud.com/nshvllmusic
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written: week of 7 june 2021
recorded: 12 june 2021

apart

stream

you can purchase the EP on https://telepathics.bandcamp.com

all proceeds will be donated to RAINN to support the funding of programs to prevent sexual violence, help survivors, and ensure that perpetrators are brought to justice.

thank you ♡
https://telepathics.xyz

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please make up your mind
like it's not the thousandth time
don't hold your breath
that won't change it
if you wanted more, you'd try

the dust you kicked to leave me far behind
the more i fought, i thought i'd change your mind
your talons hooked and sinking, breaking through
you're never gonna listen... are you?

on and off again
on and off again
won't you admit
you're tired of it
on and off again

the dust i kicked to leave you far behind
the more you fought, you thought you'd change my mind
my talons hooked and sinking, breaking through
i'm never gonna listen to you

the burrows and the nests we call our home
our patience and chronic Stockholm syndrome
don't play with food, you'll become what you eat
encourage our division, won't you...

please make up your mind
like it's not the thousandth time
don't hold your breath
that won't change it
if you wanted more, you'd try

Pebble Bed

Roach and Sparrow

you can purchase the EP on https://telepathics.bandcamp.com

all proceeds will be donated to RAINN to support the funding of programs to prevent sexual violence, help survivors, and ensure that perpetrators are brought to justice.

thank you ♡
https://telepathics.xyz

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prod. Charlie Kurata
lyrics by telepathics

still wish i could say "thank you" to her
i wonder if she even remembers
her voice spoke for mine,
“she’s crying, she’s crying”
i wonder if you knew what you were doing

five years later
i still have trouble with strangers
i still taste the dirt from your unwanted fingers
i still havent told my own parental figures and–

yooooou
polluted me
(ooooo)
yoooooou
polluted me

really cant believe someone who
cared for me said i should
keep my mouth shut or it’ll backfire on me
as if
i was in it for the name
as if
i wasn’t as affected, i just wanted you to blame

five years later
i still have trouble with strangers
i still taste the dirt from your unwanted fingers
i still havent told my own parental figures and–

still dont even know who you are, but
i dont even know if i want to
a thousand pairs of eyes around us
you didnt even mind it,
you liked it, didnt you

just want to say "thank you" to her
shes stronger than im scared
to admit that id be if it were
anybody else but me

yooooou
polluted me
(ooooo)
yoooooou
polluted me

Me, You, She, & Someone

It's sink or swim!!!

-----

fault lines
plates all start to shake, i feel them
break ground while i break down and hide away
sometimes
i wish i could be social
don't wanna smell like isopropyl anymore

and the circles that i wear
could've come from anywhere
and no one seems the wiser
don't think anybody cares

studying the patterns in the floor
cuz i can't stare in the mirror
i'm beside myself

(you said, are you sad)
(you said, are you sad, you said)
(you said, are you sad, you said)
(you said, are you sad, yeah)

and right now it's sink or swim
cuz i got tired of rowing
let the waves carry me
i don't know where i'm going
and i tried to love myself
even though it seemed so pointless
i'm sorry, i can't, i already committed
to being a disappointment

and the circles that i wear
could've come from anywhere
and no one seems the wiser
don't think anybody cares

studying the patterns in the floor
cuz i can't stare in the mirror
i'm beside myself

(you said, are you sad)
(you said, are you sad, you said)
(you said, are you sad, you said)
(you said, are you sad, yeah)

i'm here again, here again
(mm, yeah yeah)
i'm here again, here again
i'm here again, here again
(mm, yeah yeah)
i'm here again, here again

Fault Lines

From upstream to downstream, a stone has been washed and turned into a sand grain.

sand grain

Howdy, uhh basically i absolutely adore porter robinson, and I always have since he put out Language on Ministry of Sound. anyway, I fucking love porter and i WOULD DIE for him. 

also the hype for nurture is insane rn and i struggle to contain it... FUUUU

support @porter-robinson
https://porterrobinson.merchtable.com/music/digital-porter-robinson-get-your-wish-download 

follow meeeee (if u want hehe)
@ex-makina
https://twitter.com/makinawastaken

this version is slightly sped up, the non sped up version can be downloaded here: https://www.dropbox.com/s/izpb8w3ichkbkmy/get%20your%20wish%20%28makina%20remix%29.wav?dl=0

Porter Robinson - Get Your Wish (makina remix)

uhhhh stan bh

follow bh:
@bhproducer
https://twitter.com/brycehawle

follow meeee (if you'd like teehee)
https://twitter.com/makinawastaken
@ex-makina

bh - staring at the ceiling (makina remix)

Whatever happens wherever we go we are together, together forever...

Painting by Hans Dahl


At Least We Are Together

this is my favorite song i have ever made, and i hope you love it as much as i do.

this is the future of rift, or it might not be, who knows !

Lakeside

"green mountainscapes and aesthetic skies"

At Least We Are Together

sahashra

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