whn we met it was all fo u
i thght id rot in solitude
didnt kno wht has 2 caused my root
couldnt stabilize my mood

couldnt live a day witout uu
now we stabilized we on tha moove
i remember whn we'd take so many shrooms
we was trippin in th night wht did we do?

we was broke asf we suffered evryday
not again, dnt wna live another day
doing 8 - 5 jus so we cld pay
cared 2 much ab wht parents gone say

i felt like i wasnt shit my whole way
had no therapist, the acid was my way
i nvr meditated not evn 1 day
we were so depressed, wed demise everyday

days wld go by in minute well played
smoke 2 many cones everyday its not great
i lost so much weight in a month i went grey
cuts all on my hand, had no time 4 my day

i wld never ever leave yo side
i dont miss a single day wed reside
i miss mama i hope tht she doin fine
i feel mellow everyday i cant lie

𝓋𝒶𝓁𝒾𝒹𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 孤独の中で腐る 苦しむエゴ

i feel absurd
i kno, i kno
ik im insane
iknowiknowiknow
i feel absurd
i kno, i kno
iknowiknowiknow
iknowiknowiknow... x2

i want evrything, i cant decide wht feels wrong
why is it so difficult 2 focus on my own?
i need ritalin inside my body(?) so ill know
where tf was everything when i was hitting lows

landing in haneda didint know wht was the go
i was in shibuya n im covered in th snow
why does evrybody look at me like im a faux?
i cannot feel anything no more cause like,
when was there a time when i could decide?
i happened to b this way like einstein
dont kno how i got myself so confined
huh? when in the fuck did i go offline?
i got up n played wit all my woes to kp my sane
i dont need a single hoe, i dont nd to go thru pain
cant fuck round wit my words cs the stigma rule my main
how cld i reside one in sitting with no gain

prod by @saikyoz

i know 

i know 𝙹⚍ℸ ̣𝙹ꖎᒲᒷ𝙹⚍ ℸ ̣𝙹ꖎ↸ ᒲᒷ

no matter what i do, im alwys in a highway
i cant go witout my mind racing the highway
i opened up my instagram, i saw my old ways
i regret my past i dont wna show my face
no matter what i do, im alwys in a highway
i cant go witout my mind racing the highway
i opened up my instagram, i saw my old ways
i regret my past i dont wna show my face

idk how 2 put it in 2 words in 1 say
im talking wit my face, cant understand wht u say
i can feel my the pressure from my head
im insane
i dont know how stop it
i wanna be cautious
i look in the mirror n feel my own face
i look at my baby photo n i feel safe
i wana say sorry to myself for my fate
proud of myself, no matter wht im so based
i could give a fuck ab a 2024
i been on my shit since i was in the 04s
i thght i was corny till i saw the whole core
solitude my mana from this current fake core

emotional in hoyts ᓵᒷᒲᔑ!¡𝙹!¡ᓵ𝙹ᓭᒲᒷꖎ

ANG3LZ & ALI3NZ_gave_mi_sw3g

𝒾 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓊

𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝑔𝓉𝒶 𝓆𝓊𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝒾𝓀 𝓊 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜

𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝒻 𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜

𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝓇𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 𝓊𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓁 𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝓊

𝒾 𝒸𝒶𝓃𝓉, 𝒾 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒

𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒽𝒶𝓈𝑒

𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝓇𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝓊𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓁 𝒾 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝓊𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝒶𝒸𝑒

𝓈𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒, 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒

𝒹𝑜 𝓊 𝓊𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾 𝓈𝒶𝓎?

𝒾𝓀 𝒾𝓉𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝟦 𝓂𝑒 𝟤 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝓉 𝒾 𝓈𝒶𝓎

𝒾 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒾 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃 𝒷𝑒𝒹

𝒾 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝓊𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓁 𝒾 𝒶𝓂 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝒹

𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓽.ᐟ‧ﮩ...ـﮩﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓽

i dont have a photo that feels for shit enjoy the selfie </3

i find myself stuck in a well
full of myself
i dont wht 2 do now
so how do i rejuvinate my soul now
ik i lost it but i dnt wna confess that
nah nah so much change has been going on
i try 2 b somebody that im not cause i hate
that im th only one like this, 
i feel isolated staying like this 

no matter what, i end up trying to fit in  
im like an alien the way tht i cant feel shit
so i just gave it up, n learn 2 love this 
cause i know now, atleast i know who im now 
im not this person that u/i think i am nah
im not some superhuman i dont think that
dont give a fuck ab wht u dont like ab me
i am this way, & i feel great th way i am now

i dont have that many friends now
they all left n some are dead xx4

𝒾𝓃𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 / 𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓁𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 & 𝒷𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓈

a snippet to b uploaded js needa confirm if th other artist wnts 2 hop onnit 1st

didnt realise the title was gay i dont sway/swing shit pop

i dont sway shit

GloAngelzzz

By @saikyoz
Bros deletin stuff agn

lyrics:
This is my castle
I protect my soul
I'm so based I don't care
If I'm a victim
I'll still say sorry
My inner trauma
Is like a temple 

I go to A to B
I keep up and evolve
You wanna be with me
Then why you run away?
Yeah, I do know this realm we live is so messed up
I'm an angel in disguise, I keep my head up
You wanna think of me that way?
You think you tough? You ain't, no way
Live in a garden full of peace, don't wanna mess up
I'm bein' elegant, I have no time to waste

Saikyo - CCastle 私 の 居 酒 屋 .+.。

by @jequya
prod @tokyo-occult
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ba4gpSi2NEE

lyricz:
I don't wanna stay forever like this
Can't see myself this way I gotta stay high
You healed my aura when I never thought i'd fly
I thought id never deserv-
Can you hear my soul speaking for you?
I'm in a trance, woosah wna feel you
I'm losing time, put that body on me?
Body on me yuh?
I don't wanna stay forever like this
Can't see myself this way I gotta stay high
You healed my aura when I never thought i'd fly
I thought id never deserve that
Can you hear my soul speaking for you?
I'm in a trance, woosah wna feel you
I'm losing time, put that body on me?
Body on me yuh?

for my sc ppls <3

Saikyoz - State Of Mind

flexx, listen la la la +( DJ/REMiXX )

@saikyoarchive
@saikyoz
@gonyura
@yungbrom
runnin outa room on the archiv

Saikyo - CCastle 私の居酒屋 .+.。

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