I Can See My Breath (Out Here)

MICROCHASM, AN EP BY FUTURE SHAPES 
WRITTEN AND PERFORMED BY FIL CALA 
VOCALS PROVIDED BY KATE HARWITZ ON TEAR ME APART 

RECORDED & MIXED BY SCOTT MCDOWELL 
AT HYDE STREET STUDIO C 
245 HYDE STREET, SAN FRANCISCO, CA 94120 

MASTERED BY JONATHAN KIRCHNER 

ALBUM COVER PHOTO BY ERICKA VELIZ 

ADDITIONAL THANKS TO: 
STEVEN JOHNSRUDE, LIZZY SCHLIESSMANN, NEIL DAVIS, 
PETER SVETLICHNY, MELINA DUTERTE, JOEY BUTTITTA, 
IAN IDELS, EVAN LEAL, ALEXI BELCHERE, JAMIE DEQUINE, 
BECK (MY DOG), MY FAMILY & THE OTHER AMAZING PEOPLE 
WHO HAVE GIVEN ME THEIR LOVE AND SUPPORT. 

© 2016 FUTURE SHAPES 
WAVE DWELLER RECORDS 
SAN FRANCISCO, CA USA

Tear Me Apart

Happy

Shitwave

Feel

Mild Nothing

my baby shouldn't love me
why does she hold me
at night she consoles me
it's going to be alright

last time it was all me
I gave -- I'm not sorry
I'm spent -- can't get to sleep
It's going to be alright

sweet dreams
sweet dreams

face down on the floor
looking for some more
wasting in the shag
this look isn't half bad

the feeling learned to speak
it tells me, "don't go to sleep" 
is the smell stuck in my clothes?
it's going to be alright

sweet dreams
sweet dreams

now it comes back again in waves
counting the cracks in your backyard's pavement
ready to be uncomfortable again by just simply walking in

Terracotta memories had me 
worried for us
perfect slope pushing on my cheek 
makes me crazy
baritone quips from wine stained lips
now you've got me
all this time I've just been waiting
for you joojoo

~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I'm trying to get better at recording in my home. 

My Baby Shouldn't Love Me (Sweet Dreams)

Fancy Steps

all the photos that you've framed are getting white and starting to fade

Fade Into

I'll (Hopefully) Live A Long & Healthy Life (Albeit Plagued By Thoughts Of What Could Have Been)

screaming - "p r e s e r v a t i o n ☞ powering through giving up"
Written and performed by Fil Cala 
Recorded and mixed by Melina Duterte at EMA Studios 
Mastered by Jack Shirley at The Atomic Garden

screaming - "p r e s e r v a t i o n ☞ powering through giving up"

~~~~home recording junk~~~~
I don't even feel bad that you made me say that
Frankly you should feel bad that you even think that

Don't speak over me
You might learn something
Take a breath

You know nothing of this speak 
Too tired to do anything
Good job, you have a queer friend 
But do you listen to them

(✿ ͡◕ ᴗ◕)つ━━✫・*。I Don't Even Feel Bad ~*~*

I wrote this EP when I was still living in Oakland, during sort of a “life-pivot” phase. It’s a very special lil body of work to me and I’d love it if y’all took a listen. 

Please enjoy “so happy to be here” by enbi.
🎚Recorded + mixed by Melina Duterte
📀Mastered by Jack Shirley 
🖼 Cover art by Megan Badilla

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