@the0utset

lyrics:
i've been digging my own grave
with the way
i've been living lately
you'd understand 
if you knew what I deal with daily
i'm sick of this ignorance
humanity is locked in cages
you pay attention to the cover
but neglect the pages

these demons in my head
are driving me insane
so I numb the pain 
with drugs, alcohol and cigarettes
lock it deep inside 
and do my best to forget
that we're a fucking mess

it's sad that we've come to this
if we take this any further 
we would be remiss
we should nail this worlds problems
on a crucifix 
open up our hearts 
and choose to love in bliss

i've been digging my own grave
with the way
i've been living lately
you'd understand 
if you knew what I deal with daily
i'm sick of this ignorance
humanity is locked in cages
you pay attention to the cover
but neglect the pages

these demons in my head
are driving me insane
or possibly they're angels 
driving me to change
that perception changes things 
cuz what you fear 
you should face
quit running away 
for the truth will set you free today

it's sad that we've come to this
if we take this any further 
we would be remiss
we should nail this worlds problems
on a crucifix 
open up our hearts 
and live together in bliss

(nothing is set in stone
your destiny is chosen
befriend your inner demons
or let them destroy 
everything you've ever loved)

demons (prod. the outset)

@the0utset

lyrics:
as the sun meets the horizon
the moon comes out to play
i stare at an empty bottle 
and i realize the pain 
will never go away

you can't escape yourself
i've tried everything 
but nothing seems to help 
please tell me
how am i suppose to breath
when you're suffocating me
this is killing me

i've looked around
and all i've found
is broken hearts 
and burning towns
break me down
take my crown
nothing really matters now

do we all just live to die

or is there meaning to this life

you can't escape yourself
i've tried everything 
but nothing seems to help 
there's only temporary fixes 
to what i've felt
and its taking me down
along with my health

please tell me
how am i suppose to breath
when you're suffocating me
this is killing me

please tell me
how am i suppose to breath
when you're suffocating me
this is killing me

you can't escape yourself (prod. the outset)

@killedmyself

lyrics:
ever since I lost you
i've been trying to dream 
of something better
though it seems impossible to do
when you embody the essence 
of a fire in december

how am I to get better
when my heart is on a tether
every time i go out
i can smell you on my sweater
i don't want to go on
if we'll never be together
i just want to die
replay our memories forever

cuz without you I am nothing
this life means nothing
your pulling on my heart strings
and running
cut the line please

ever since I lost you
i've been trying to dream 
of something better
though it seems impossible to do
when you embody the essence 
of a fire in december

is this real
or is it a dream
i can't tell
but it would seem
the more I care
it becomes a nightmare
i've been going through hell
counting these sheep
maybe when I die
i'll wake up
laying next to you
no makeup 
i may have high hopes
for the breakup
but 
i'm just trying
to keep my head up

cuz what if i die
and there is really nothing after this life
maybe i'm the only thing that exists
if thats the case then why do i try

ever since I lost you
i've been trying to dream 
of something better
though it seems impossible to do
when you embody the essence 
of a fire in december

i am nothing (prod. killedmyself)

@lilkuudere

lyrics:
i hear my phone ringing 
but i know i shouldn't answer it
this negative energy's
so fucking cancerous
i swear i need to cut you off
before you grow on me
and i loose everything to you
up in the bed sheets

don't you worry
i'll be fine
tryna get you off my mind
atleast i hope so over time
you never know tho
with all these photos
in my camera roll
every time i look at them
i'm sucked into a black hole
you cut me deep 
and watched me bleed out 
morbidly
now i have no choice 
but to adjust my life accordingly
hopefully i'll find my way to
something that means more to me

go ahead and hate me for wanting to die
i just want to be alone tonight
curl up in my bed and cry
let out all the things i hide

go ahead and hate me for wanting to die
i just want to be alone tonight
curl up in my bed and cry
let out all the things i hide

don't you worry
i'll be fine
tryna get you off my mind
atleast i hope so over time
you never know tho
with all these photos
in my camera roll
every time i look at them
i'm sucked into a black hole
you cut me deep 
and watched me bleed out 
morbidly
now i have no choice 
but to adjust my life accordingly
hopefully i'll find my way to
something that means more to me


(hopefully i'll find my way to
something that means more to me) X3

don't worry, i'll be fine (prod. lil kuudere)

w/ @cpt_sad 
prod. @the0utset

lyrics:

i wish i could
remember it all 
like it was yesterday
funny how the things 
i never want to forget
always seem to fade away
i may smile but i'm not okay
i cling to the reminisce 
of my long lost memories

cuz i remember how i felt
(how i felt)
warm like the fires of hell
(fires of hell)
but now i've grown so cold
(grown so cold)
and nothing seems to help  
cuz i remember how i felt
(how i felt)
warm like the fires of hell
(fires of hell)
but now i've grown so cold
(grown so cold)
and nothing seems to help

yesterday:

speak to me
baby grow weak with me
die by the heat with me

the fires are burning
the seasons are turning 
my heart into nothing

bitch i hate myself
so can you validate me
go ahead and manipulate me
leave me alone just to bleed

cuz i remember how i felt
(how i felt)
warm like the fires of hell
(fires of hell)
but now i've grown so cold
(grown so cold)
and nothing seems to help
cuz i remember how i felt
(how i felt)
warm like the fires of hell
(fires of hell)
but now i've grown so cold
(grown so cold)
and nothing seems to help

i've grown so cold w/ yesterday (prod. the outset)

w/ @qawikamri
prod. @hkfiftyone2

lyrics:

i’m a fallen angel baby 
you're my fantasy
wish i could hold your hand
while shooting through the galaxy
but i can’t let you see 
what is underneath
i'm cursed with a blackened heart
and you’ll be damned 
if you dare to be close to me

cuz i don’t give a fuck anymore
i haven’t known love since she walked out the door
take everything I can until I die on the floor
but then I wake up like the morning before

wondering why the fuck I’m still here (i’m still here ya)
i lost all purpose when you left me dear (kill me now, kill me now)
i wish that i could change my atmosphere (atmosphere ya ya)
you can see it in my tears (my tears)

qawi kamri:

you're always gone after 10
when i call you decline again
when i stayed you ran away
playing games until the end
i know that you and me wouldn't work out
everything is a lie out of your mouth
why'd you only call when you're lonely
why'd you only call when you need me
when i need you where would you be
you open me up but you kept the key
want you to know that it fucking hurts
why always me, i feel i'm cursed
pull out the gun that you hide in your purse
please shoot me now before it gets worse

i’m a fallen angel baby 
you're my fantasy
wish i could hold your hand
while shooting through the galaxy
but i can’t let you see 
what is underneath
i'm cursed with a blackened heart
and you’ll be damned 
if you dare to be close to me

cuz i don’t give a fuck anymore
i haven’t known love since she walked out the door
take everything I can until I die on the floor
but then I wake up like the morning before

wondering why the fuck I’m still here (i’m still here ya)
i lost all purpose when you left me dear (kill me now, kill me now)
i wish that i could change my atmosphere (atmosphere ya ya)
you can see it in my tears (my tears)

why'd you only call when you're lonely
why'd you only call when you need me
when i need you where would you be
you open me up but you kept the key

tears w/ qawi kamri (prod. hkfiftyone)

w/ @lilsadeyes
prod. @hkfiftyone2

mixed & mastered: @lilsadeyes

lyrics:

beat the pussy like a level on nintendo 64
i’m a boss so you know she died and comin back for more
put my phone on silent don’t have time to press ignore
know i’m slaying all day bitch i got the master sword

beat the pussy like a level on nintendo 64
i’m a boss so you know she died and comin back for more
put my phone on silent don’t have time to press ignore
know i’m slaying all day bitch i got the master sword

i’m on fire
never tired
i’ll keep going
like a tire
one level higher
until i get what i desire
won’t ceasefire
whipping rainbow road
acquired 
a star i’m wired 

winning is what i do son
ya
i can not lose when it’s fun
ya
shit you know i gotta stun
ya
i go until i am done 
ya

sadeyes:
its all okay
we'll be back someday
we'll make our dreams come true
wether sun or rain
why cant i yell 
or scream and shout
i'm under pressure 
pull my gameboy out

beat the pussy like a level on nintendo 64
i’m a boss so you know she died and comin back for more
put my phone on silent don’t have time to press ignore
know i’m slaying all day bitch i got the master sword

beat the pussy like a level on nintendo 64
i’m a boss so you know she died and comin back for more
put my phone on silent don’t have time to press ignore
know i’m slaying all day bitch i got the master sword

sadeyes:
i don't flex for the gram i'm not about that                                                   
feel the drugs in my stomach make my lungs crack                                     
bet you'd like to write me off like a hashtag                                                 
why do all your favorite rappers like to bite me like a big mac                                                                                                                       
always hit the gas rainbow road i'm on a task                                          
if i wanna switch i'll level up and play majoras mask                               
always on attack i beat the game then run it back                                   
all my lyrics lava like volcanoes on the map

its all okay
we'll be back someday
we'll make our dreams come true
wether sun or rain
why cant i yell 
or scream and shout
i'm under pressure 
pull my gameboy out

nintendo flex! w/ sadeyes (prod. hkfiftyone)

prod. @cordyy

lyrics:

i wish we could go back to when we were kids
before we knew pain
before all of this
i can’t stand the burden it’s so hard to lift
i never signed up for this

sometimes i don’t want to try
so uncomfortable with myself i become mortified
to be honest i am terrified of living and i’d rather die

because
everyday the weight upon my shoulders grows heavier than ever
how am i to maintain sanity and keep it all together
when i collapse from the pressure
it’s hard to measure the pleasure 
a victim to my endeavors
indulge myself in its treasures
so i

get fucked up with my friends
get fucked up and pretend
like bad things don’t happen
cuz it’s fucked up where we’ve been

get fucked up with my friends
get fucked up and pretend
like bad things don’t happen
cuz it’s fucked up where we’ve been

i wish we could go back to when we were kids
before we knew pain
before all of this
i can’t stand the burden it’s so hard to lift
i never signed up for this

sometimes i don’t want to try
so uncomfortable with myself i become mortified
to be honest i am terrified of living and i’d rather die

(so i)

get fucked up with my friends
get fucked up and pretend
like bad things don’t happen
cuz it’s fucked up where we’ve been

get fucked up with my friends
get fucked up and pretend
like bad things don’t happen
cuz it’s fucked up where we’ve been

kids (prod. cordy)

w/ @cpt_sad
prod. @itsrubbish

lyrics:

i’ve wasted so much of my time
just trying to fit in
but i never seem to fit right

i’m lost in space
while everyone else has found their place
my destiny is out of sight

or so it seems
maybe i’ve been blind
to the fact that i would die
without music to get me by
why is it so damn hard
to find purpose in this world

yesterday:
and id
take my fucking life
if you ever want me to
ill be there for you
just know
im standing by your side
even if we tried
and things didnt pan out right

your name
burried underneath my skin
while youre buried beneath him

push me away
theres nothing to say
imma take my pain
and end it tonight

or so it seems
maybe i’ve been blind
to the fact that i would die
without music to get me by
why is it so damn hard
to find purpose in this world

purpose w/ yesterday (prod. rubbish)

prod. ???

lyrics:

i try my best 
but it’s never enough
cant keep a 9-5
think im pressing my luck
shit i’m almost 25 and i 
can’t seem to the drive to survive
i deprive myself of a normal life

i’ll kill myself tonight
resurrect in the morning light
divine energy
shine so bright
moonlet like a satellite 

i’ll kill myself tonight
resurrect in the morning light
divine energy
shine so bright
moonlet like a satellite 

do everything i can
ya
anything for fam
ya
fuck out my way
if you ain’t about the band 
ya

(get the fuck out my way 
if you ain’t about the bands ya
get the fuck out my way)

man fuck a normal life
i wanna tour the world 
and party every night 
throw bans in the crowd
get hype
take this reality
to new heights 

(i wanna)

buy my family anything they want
anything they need from me
imma fucking put in work 
till they’re financially free
until my calloused fingertips start to bleed
i’ll make reality feel like a dream
just don’t give up on me

i’ll kill myself tonight
resurrect in the morning light
divine energy
shine so bright
moonlet like a satellite 

i’ll kill myself tonight
resurrect in the morning light
divine energy
shine so bright
moonlet like a satellite 

do everything i can
ya
anything for fam
ya
fuck out my way
if you ain’t about the band 
ya

(get the fuck out my way 
if you ain’t about the bands ya
get the fuck out my way)

family (prod. ???)

prod. @hatefulbeats

lyrics:

a bird born in a cage
thinks that flying is a disease
all of these haters know nothing 
about me
i’ve known i could fly since the day i could see
opened my eyes
and i spread out my wings
i’m breaking free
and my musics the key
i’m vibin while riding the beat
nows not the time to be sleeping on me
ya 
i drop a banger a week
you see my post up on twitter 
retweet
ya
i thank the universe that i am blessed
to be having you listen to me
it’s pretty sweet 
and it blows my mind when you tell me that you have my shit on repeat
you make me complete
and i will forever love all of you
if it wasn’t for you 
i would die it’s true

don’t sleep on me
i just wanna vibe with ya
fly around the world and get high with ya

you my ride or die
ya you make me feel so alive
when i'm with you i don't wanna die
i just wanna vibe
i just wanna feel alright tonight
chillin with a fly lil shawty so fine
down a couple bottles of wine
lose track of time

don’t sleep on me
i just wanna vibe with ya
fly around the world and get high with ya

don’t sleep on me
i just wanna vibe with ya
fly around the world and get high with ya

sleepless (prod. hateful)

prod. @colethekingx

lyrics:

if you ain’t riding my wave
you can get out of my way
no i don’t fuck with you
and no i don’t hear what you say
we are not on the same frequency
i’m steady climbing
while you are facetiously 
looking at life in a box
how convenient 
when i’m living life in a way
inconceivably to you

bitch you don’t know me
so listen to me closely
i’m growing impatient with you always talking like you know my story 
when i killed the old me
resurrected i’m holy
but if you don’t know how to stop
bitch i can be unholy

you’re dead to me
regardless
get it through your head
before im heartless

i don't fuck with the fuck shit
no
that is not the way i function

fuck the drama
wont let you get the best of me
i’m cuttin off 
all this negative energy
i

i’m cuttin it off

fuck the drama
wont let you get the best of me
i’m cuttin off 
all this negative energy
i

i’m cuttin it off

bitch you don’t know me
so listen to me closely
i’m growing impatient with you always talking like you know my story 
like i killed the old me
resurrected i’m holy
but if you don’t know how to stop
bitch i can be unholy

you’re dead to me
regardless
get it through your head
before i'm heartless

you're dead to me
you're dead to me

dead to me (prod. cole the king)

prod. by @caspr

lyrics:

i’ve forgotten what it feels like
to be with 
someone else
it’s been about 3 years
since i left
to find myself 
all i’ve found is a never ending road
i’m just hoping
it leads me home

i’ll probably be alone for the rest my life
so i lie to myself
and say it’s better that way
though at the end of the day
i dream about what it would be like

to be with someone else

to be with someone else

i try to keep my composure
though it’s hard
when i feel my love life’s over

i’ve forgotten what it feels like
to be with 
someone else
it’s been about 3 years
since i left
to find myself 
all i’ve found is a never ending road
i’m just hoping
it leads me home

i’ll probably be alone for the rest my life
so i lie to myself
and say it’s better that way
though at the end of the day
i dream about what it would be like

to be with someone else

to be with someone else

(say it’s better that way
though at the end of the day
i dream about what it would be like)

alone (prod. caspr)

w/ seven
prod. by @tomorrow
art by @shakyhands.x on ig

lyrics:

if you can’t love yourself,
then how could you possibly love someone else,
with a heart,
as black,
as yours

in the depths of that black hole,
is where you’ll find the light of your soul

can you feel the fire,
the heat rising higher,
with your burning desire to live

you say you want to die,
i know it feels like,
there’s nothing left to give

ignite your soul,
once again,
ascend with me,
my friends

we can break the spell,
turn this hell,
into heaven

neptune the 7th:

you want to die,
i know how you feel,
your mind is just gone don’t know how to deal,
with all of your demons, though your angels wield the sword and the shield,  over time you will heal

these constant emotions,
and missing devotions,
when people just aren’t there,
and time is just ticking,
through fingers just slipping,
your heart is just ripping,

i know that you’re angry,
anxiety’s chasing

you’re constantly faded,
your mind is just racing
but please don’t erase it,
reality made it

things will get better I promise you’ll make it,
just open your heart it’s all yours so embrace it


let go of the woes,
watch it burn with the coals,
just flow with your soul,
let it glow

can you feel the fire,
the heat rising higher,
with your burning desire to live

you say you want to die,
i know it feels like,
there’s nothing left to give

ignite your soul,
once again,
ascend with me,
my friends

we can break the spell,
turn this hell,
into heaven

soul fire

let go of the woes,
watch it burn with the coals,
just flow with your soul,
let it glow

let go of the woes,
watch it burn with the coals,
just flow with your soul,
let it glow

let go of the woes,
watch it burn with the coals,
just flow with your soul,
let it glow

let go of the woes,
watch it burn with the coals,
just flow with your soul,
let it glow

soulfire w/ seven (prod. tomorrow)

prod. @karmarhythm x @drakobills

lyrics:

(what makes you think
out of anybody here
that your dreams will come true?
i mean, why you?
you're a nobody
you’re just you
and that’s all you’ll ever be)

everyday 
i’m enslaved 
by the demons in my head
so i pray 
every night
before i can go to bed
why do they constantly follow me 
like they’re my shadow
they twist my mentality
until i don’t know
who the fuck i am anymore
i miss the person that i was before

though
i hear a voice
crying out
from the depths of my heart
telling me
repeatedly
it’s okay
to fall apart

(i love you)

patience is everything 
when you have nothing left
so think before
you take your last breath
cuz i swear that it’s gets better
just breath and remember

all the good times
let them free your mind
don’t be a slave to lies
you’re one of a kind

all the good times
let them free your mind
don’t be a slave to lies
you’re one of a kind

(you’re one of a kind ya)

to be honest
it’s hard to not listen to all the hate
should be falling asleep
but i’m wide awake
i’m not talking bout 
what other people say
it’s the voices inside my head
everyday 
see i’m my worst critic
i can’t seem to get it
no matter how much love
my music is getting 
im always comparing and 
it’s so embarrassing 
when im the only moonlet 
that is living

damn 
i should focus on
bettering myself
and stop comparing myself
to somebody else 

damn 
i should focus on
bettering myself
and stop comparing myself
to somebody else 

you are one of a kind
ya ya ya
you are one of a kind
ya ya
you are one of a kind
ya ya ya
(priceless)
gods beautiful design
ya

you are one of a kind
ya ya ya
you are one of a kind
ya ya
you are one of a kind
ya ya ya
(priceless)
gods beautiful design
ya

i hear a voice
crying out
from the depths of my heart
telling me
repeatedly
it’s okay
to fall apart

(i love you)

patience is everything 
when you have nothing left
so think before
you take your last breath
cuz i swear that it’s gets better
just breath and remember

all the good times
let them free your mind
don’t be a slave to lies
you’re one of a kind

all the good times
let them free your mind
don’t be a slave to lies
you’re one of a kind

you’re one of a kind ya

(so let the light within you grow
because you are your own hero
and your dreams will come true
all you ever need is you)

you are one of a kind
ya ya ya
you are one of a kind
ya ya
you are one of a kind
ya ya ya
(priceless)
gods beautiful design
ya

you are one of a kind
ya ya ya
you are one of a kind
ya ya
you are one of a kind
ya ya ya
(priceless)
gods beautiful design
ya

one of a kind (prod. karma rhythm x drako bills)

cover of 4am by @familypet
piano by @alternative_covers

check out his youtube channel at
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3_1dgnQzbDoZOw46WMiw3Q

cover photo by @shakyhands.x on ig

4am (familypet cover)

prod. @karmarhythm
photo by @shakyhands.x on ig

lyrics:

high key i flex
low key i cry
try to love myself
please tell me why
(tell me, tell me why, tell me)

it’s so hard to find the beauty inside
my mind is dark 
so where the fuck is the light
(woah)
must be my heart 
know my intentions are good
i’m just misunderstood
i do what i think is right

i try and i fuck it up
(fuck it up)
wonder why sometimes i wanna die
wish i really didn’t give a fuck
(didn’t give a fuck)
to be honest i have had enough
(had enough)

i try and i fuck it up
(fuck it up)
wonder why sometimes i wanna die
wish i really didn’t give a fuck
(didn’t give a fuck)
to be honest i have had enough
(had enough)

maybe i care too much
(am i other thinking it)
these thoughts i cannot trust
(not even a little bit)
can’t fill my heart with lust
(i am not a hypocrite)
i do it all for love
(every night this moon is lit)

i wish i could love me
as much as i love you

i honestly hope 
all of your dreams will come true

high key i flex
low key i cry
try to love myself
please tell me why
(tell me, tell me why, tell me)

it’s so hard to find the beauty inside
my mind is dark 
so where the fuck is the light
(woah)
must be my heart 
know my intentions are good
i’m just misunderstood
i do what i think is right

i try and i fuck it up
(fuck it up)
wonder why sometimes i wanna die
wish i really didn’t give a fuck
(didn’t give a fuck)
to be honest i have had enough
(had enough)

i try and i fuck it up
(fuck it up)
wonder why sometimes i wanna die
wish i really didn’t give a fuck
(didn’t give a fuck)
to be honest i have had enough
(had enough)

i try (prod. karma rhythm)

w/ @guardinmusic
prod. by @taylor

lyrics:

why does this 
seem never ending i try to be patient
i wake up everyday just trying to escape it
this darkness is lurking don’t want to embrace it
i left my sanity dead in the basement
i burn with the demons
i drink till i’m wasted
this life full of color just seems to have faded
though i know my hearts temporarily jaded
and i will be free on the day that i face it

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

(guardin)
why do i
even try 
i swear that i've 
lost my mind
it's not right
losing sight
of direction objection i'm losing my pace
caught in the storm and my head's outta place 

grip my hand and we can make it out alive
trust my integrity it's eating me inside
they say honesty is crucial to survive 
but i know a couple people comfortably living a lie
so why do i feel so uninviting
head vs heart and they keep on fighting
lost my mind but i just keep writing
lock my door in my bed i'll be hiding 

(ooo ooo ooo
oh no
oh why)

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

oh no ft. guardin (prod. taylor morgan)

comatose (prod. taylor morgan)

allyson (prod. taylor morgan)

prod. by @hatefulbeats

lyrics:

i can feel your heartbeat
resonating with my own
sending shivers down my spine
with you is where i belong
i hope you know
wherever you go
you’re never alone
you’re hearts my home

there’s no where else that i would rather be
than laying right here with you next to me
i thank the universe that i am blessed to be with you
every moments a gift that lifts my spirits higher

i'm mesmerized
by the way your eyes
look back at me
no wonder why
butterflies
were locked inside
you set them free

i can feel your heartbeat
resonating with my own
sending shivers down my spine
with you is where i belong
i hope you know
wherever you go
you’re never alone
you’re hearts my home

your heart's my home (prod. hateful)

w/ @guardinmusic
prod. @cordyy

lyrics:

if i’m color blind
can’t see
inside your mind 
without speaking
how will i see your true colors

true
colors

i’m somewhere over the rainbow
where the angels have horns
no halos
i know somebody could look unapproachable 
but if you took the time to talk you might
find they have a kind soul
otherwise 
how could you know
the story behind those eyes
is someone’s appearance
an expression of what’s inside
or is it 
a defense mechanism
to hide from criticism
you’d be surprised what you’d find
listen and you will see the truth
your attention is a beam of light
their mind is a prism
where true colors shine
when you look inside

somewhere
over the rainbow
somewhere 
over the rainbow

(guardin)
somewhere over the rainbow
love dies quick but the day won't
day one shit i'm unstable
have mercy on me john stamos
don't trip i got everything you need
i'm your chicken noodle soup with all these possibilities 


baby you could conquer worlds with what you speak
fiction in my caliber i'm shootin' in the sheets
if you just wanna kick it we could lie awake for weeks
sip some hennessy & roll another swisher sweet

somewhere
over the rainbow
somewhere 
over the rainbow

over the rainbow ft. guardin (prod. cordy)

prod by me
guitar by @splashgvng
art by @scottysplash

lyrics:

for heavens sake i’m only human
what am i suppose to do with this pain inside?

feels like the weight of the world that i hold
i’m cavin’ in and my minds a black hole
i’ll never let the light of my heart go
eternal flame in the pit of my soul

i don’t know what the hell i’m doin’
for heavens sake i’m only human

my mind is a graveyard
filled with memories that i
try to kill with drugs
but they always come back to life

ya

when i’m by my lonely
my memories haunt me
why can’t they just stay away
and let me be

feels like the weight of the world that i hold
i’m cavin’ in and my minds a black hole
i’ll never let the light of my heart go
eternal flame in the pit of my soul

i don’t know what the hell i’m doin’
for heavens sake i’m only human

as if i love to watch my heartbreak
in my head on replay
i don’t know how much more i can take
before i end up in the grave

ya

when i’m by my lonely
my memories haunt me
why can’t they just stay away
and let me be

feels like the weight of the world that i hold
i’m cavin’ in and my minds a black hole
i’ll never let the light of my heart go
eternal flame in the pit of my soul

i don’t know what the hell i’m doin’
for heavens sake i’m only human

i'm only human

prod by me
guitar by @splashgvng
photo by @shakyhandsx on instagram

lyrics:

my aura shine like a full moon
energy fill the whole room
when i'm up on stage i feel

my aura shine like a full moon
energy fill the whole room
when i'm up on stage i feel
some type of way
almost just like i'm a god
but i am not
so don't you praise me
cuz we're the same thing
ya
i'm only human
ya

if i could never be your savior
then why's it in my nature 
hmm
to try and save you 
from you
that's too much weight on my own
ya, i gotta let go
there's just some things
that i can't control
mmm
i need to let go
ya
you're the only one
who can set you free

but i hope that my music helps you
find a light in the darkest places
i hope you know the pain that you've felt i've felt to
you'll never be alone this heart of mine embraces
all of you for eternity
i love you unconditionally

my aura shine like a full moon
energy fill the whole room
when i'm up on stage i feel
some type of way
almost just like i'm a god
but i am not
so don't you praise me
cuz we're the same thing
ya
i'm only human
ya

if i could never be your savior
then why's it in my nature 
hmm
to try and save you 
from you
that's too much weight on my own
ya, i gotta let go
there's just some things
that i can't control
mmm
i need to let go
ya
you're the only one
who can set you free

savior

produced by @splashgvng
photo by @shakyhandsx on instagram

farewell (prod. splashgvng)

produced by @splashgvng
co-produced by me
photo by @shakyhandsx on instagram

lyrics:

i'd give anything

i'm so sick of the same old
i don't want to do what i'm told
fuck a day job
i wanna live my dream

i wanna go higher than i've ever been before
i feel a fire burning me to the core
i wasn't meant for this
(take me higher)
i was meant for more
(take me higher)

i wanna feel it all
how did i become so numb?
damn how did i become so numb?
why am i so afraid i'll fall?
when all i want to do is jump
from the highest peak
no parachute spread my wings
with my head in the clouds
playing my heart strings

i'm so sick of the same old
i don't want to do what i'm told
fuck a day job
i wanna live my dream

i wanna go higher than i've ever been before
i feel a fire burning me to the core
i wasn't meant for this
(take me higher)
i was meant for more
(take me higher)
i wasn't meant for this
(take me higher)
i was meant for more
(take me higher)

hmm

higher (prod. splashgvng)

bad habits (prod. splashgvng)

instrumental by KeiMa
Keima's youtube channel:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9fLcMgJfH3kQC_7TZV8FNA

shift my focus (prod. KeiMa)

instrumental by KeiMa
Keima's youtube channel:
www.youtube.com/channel/UC9fLcMgJfH3kQC_7TZV8FNA

i miss my old friends (prod. KeiMa)

this is a cover of “The Killing Moon” by Echo & The Bunnymen recorded/produced/mixed/mastered by me

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