Holiday

Fetishism <instrumental>+

something means at least

damn name

This track is meant to be a devotional track.

Lyrics:

Feel the pulse
It was always there

Feel the pulse
It was always there
I let it be
Light a candle

Feel the pulse
It was always there
I let it be
Light a candle
Do my craft
Dance and sing
Performance
Devotional performance
A spell that grows in me

I let it be
To my candles
To my candles
And craft
Ah ah

I can read your cards
But i can tell you only by my sight
I can fully read you
Feel the pulse
It was always there
Like fire, like sun
Like flames that ache
Like spiders in my chest
It will always repeat itself

So i let it be
To my candles
To my candles
And craft

I can read your cards
Answer what you ask
Dance and sing
To my dark-lord
The most devoted performance
A spell that grows in my chest
Like bearing a spider nest

I let it be
To my candles
To my candles
And craft
Craft
Witchcraft
Witchcraft
Witchcraft
Witchcraft
My craft

Voice, Lyrics, Music, Recording, Mixing and Mastering: Saturnalia Infinita

Candles And Craft

This song talks about a memory of the day after a friends wake, how everything felt normal but inside it was only tears and pain.

Lyrics:

I can still remember the feeling
Watching the dark green trees and gray clouds
Awakening again to a cloudy morning
It was the day after your wake
I can still remember the promise i made
I wrote you a symphony my friend
The Rat Symphony
The day just after your wake
Oh i can still remember
Those city trees trying to reach the sky
I was so tired when i headed home
My lover could not know how to help me
As i just sat in tears
I don′t remember any other time
I cried so much in my entire life
The day after your wake
Watching all my tears burning from my chest to eyes
And i have never hurt so much
Never hurt the same
The day after your wake
I can still remember
The day after your wake
I've never hurt the same
Not the same
Never hurt that much
Never hurt so bad
So i wrote you this rat symphony
It′s all made up of tears
And hard memories

Voice, Lyrics, Music, Recording, Mixing and Mastering: Saturnalia Infinita

Rat Symphonie

This is about the inability of filling the personal void, as for other aswell oneself.

Lyrics:

Ah ah
′Cause it's just the emptiness
Fill the void in my heart
Can you fill the void in my heart

Just the emptiness
Fill the void in my heart
Fill the void in my heart

Ah ah
′Cause it's just the emptiness
Fill the void in my heart
Can you fill the void in my heart
Ah Ah

It's taking me down
Every day, every night
Every day, every night

Feel my bones?
Is it right? Is is wrong?
Is it wrong? Is it right?
Wrong? Right?

Emptiness
Fill the void in my heart
Can you fill the void in my heart
Just the emptiness

Are you trying your best? Don′t you?
Make me wanna stay
Can you make it worthwhile?

Voice, Lyrics, Music, Recording, Mixing and Mastering: Saturnalia Infinita

Void

break yourself into pieces

New World Order
👁️

Produced by Celeste Noxx

N.W.O

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
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Cigarettes Out The Window

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damn name

Saint Helena

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