lyrics:

i dont give a fuck i was made out of a symphony
i wasnt born out of a motha fuckin scene
i was like let me i dont give a fuck 
burn on me on the cross 
im just moss to a building
boutta crumble 
cuttin through the jungle just find my peace
im just a grill covered in grease
use my tears outta farms
bet that'll fuckin grow
i dont want to lose anything ima go up in the stars and blow like a supernova in the sky
losin it all ima go up in flames like im lucifer cuttin my motha fuckin jugular
ima go up in the flames
ima go up in the flames

waitin for your call in the eye of the storm
put my body in the great lakes
im a fuckin outbreak
razor blade for my mistakes 
tape my mothafuckin hands to the wall
im your fuckin rag doll
 

dont give a fuck bout your flaws im just anotha mothafucka
im over placed
im over placed
toxic waste 
in the lake
im a mothafuckin earth quake
im just fuckin trash
just fuckin trash

Trash [prob. audubon]

The Fall

WATCH THAT SKELETAL FLOW SURROUNDING US IN HEX
WASTE YOUR TIME, TRYNNA FIND A WAY TO GET ON TOP OF HUMAN PYRAMID - YOU GON BE THE ONE WITH THEM
CALL THAT CENTRIPETAL FORCE THAT BRINGS YOU CLOSER TO YOUR DEATH
YOU KNOW, I WOULD ACTUALLY LIKE DAT, CONSIDERING I WANT TO TAKE IT FURTHER OFF THE FORMAT
I AINT DESPISING THE POWER OF FATE
I JUST WONDER IF DEATH GON BE WILLING TO HEAR ALLAT

COLD STREAMS SPREAD ACROSS THE MEADOWS
SEE MEADOWSWEETS, COVERING THE FIELDS
MOSS GROWS ON THE FALLEN TREES
WE WITNESSED LIGHT SECLUDING LEAVES
TIME GOES ON, WE'RE OFF THE LEACH, WE'VE DONE GONE OFF TO EARTHLY REACH
CREEKS AND RIVULETS LET US SLEEP, KNOWING WE WILL STAY IN OUR PEACE

I WISH I COULD GET THAT PASSED THE TIME WHEN YOU WAS THERE
STARING AT ME, LAUGHING, WHILE IM TRYNNA MAKE YOU HEAR
WHAT WAS BOTHERING ME, MENTALLY
DAMN, I REALLY THOUGHT YOU'D CARE
JUST THAT TIME WHEN I NEEDED YOU - YOU'D RATHER CHOOSE TO BAIL
NO I AINT CARE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED
IN A SENSE THAT THERE'S NOTHING TO BE YAPPIN ABOUT IF I AM NOT ABLE TO CHANGE THE OUTCOME
ITS JUST SAD TO ME THAT WE HUMANS ARENT LOVESOME

ortus

HEX {prod. MHANTEE}

Goose Creek (P. T3rps Moushaprod Jacksonwithheart)

2:54 Rant

never gave a fuck (qanabeeth)

The water is up until my neck
No one will cry you're just a speck
After all that's what I get
Leave this Earth get no respect
AUDUBON and SAINT ALEX
Drifting off get in a wreck
Think about the day that we first met
When we both die who's the suspect
Never thought I'd see the day where we both lay down in our grave
Tulips fall around me look at what I gave
What I said was it legible?
Do I still make you skeptical
What we had was sensual but good for you you're sensible

I used to think
You and me
The water around us
Drag me down deep
Drown in this water
Help me sleep
Surrounded by stupid memories

LOST IN MY MIND LIKE A MF GOD IN HIS UNIVERSE
BITCH YOUR WHOLE LOVE IS STRAIGHT CHAINS
WHY CANT MY LOVE BRING YOU CHANGE
WHY IS MY SOUL FUCKIN EMPTY
WHY DID I GIVE YOU SO PLENTY

NOW WHEN I WAKE UP I FEEL MF DEAD BEAT
ALCOHOL ALL ON MY BREATH AND A MF MINT
ALL THESE HOES AINT YOU 
TOP OF A MF MOUNTAIN AND I HOPE I WILL FALL
PRAYING TO GOD THAT YOU'LL CALL
IM JUS A MF SKUNK THAT'LL SPRAY OUT POISOIN
MY MIND IS STRAIGHT FUCKING ILLUSION
WHY CANT YOU BRING US SOLUTIONS

NOW IM JUST SOME MF CRYIN IN HIS BED WITH SOME BREAD 
ALL THIS MONEY AINT FIX SHIT 
CUZ ALL I WANT IS YOU 
WHY CANT YOU GIVE ME A BREAK
WAIT NO SORRY I DONT WANNA GIVE A FUCK
BREAK ME APART AND THEN USE ME LIKE A MF DOLL
FIGHT ALL WE WANT BUT YOU WONT EVEN CARE
THAT OKAY CAUSE CAUSE I LOVE YOU SSSO FUCKING MUCH

I AM SO OBSESSED WITH YOU I LIVE MY LIFE MY WITH GUILT
AND PART OF IT IS JUST FOR FUN 
WRTTE THESE SONGS JUST FOR YOU
WOULD YOU BE PROUD IF YOU SAW EM?
LOVE AND BACK IS WHAT I NEED
THINK OF LOVE LIKE METH, I COVER MY FACE IN IT 
LIKE A MF ROSE I FALL AND ROT
BITCH DO YOU LOVE OR NOT 
TIE A KNOT OR WHAT AND FUCKING CHOKE TO DEATH ALL I FALL

Drowning (ft. SAINT ALEX)

Can not fucking stop
Watch the blood drop
From my fucking throat
As I choke from that gun smoke
That shit terminal
That shit cardinal
Tried to hang me vertical
Treat me like a barnacle
Ya that shit unforgivable

Can not fucking stop
Watch me crack my skull
On the motherfucking ground
Hear the sound
Blood soaked pavement, a replacement, a misplacement, yet not complacent
I know what that look on your face meant
No I know you wouldn't understand
Leave me dead in no man's land
Wasn't that the plan?

Fuck living sick of commitment
Tie the noose and shoot a whole clip in
Wait for my second coming
Julius Caesar got nothing
23 stab wounds and counting
Screams echo the moon is rising
My spirit departs don't have a funeral
Ain't no one crying

Fall

Hate to see you leave
Thought we lived in symmetry
But you switched up like the leaves
Fall around me like confetti
Use me up and leave
Thought we lived in symmetry
You breathe a sigh of relief
Sorry I'm not fucking easy

Don't wanna be upset
Try to make up and forget
But you're trapped inside my head
Bed empty I see your silhouette
Fucked up my confidence now I engage in slothfulness
Maybe it was my incompetence
Take away my fucking consciousness
You receive no consequence
Hell no you don't care about me
Ruin me by the seams
Fucked up in your limousine
Mascara like amphetamine
Argue you don't care what I mean
Haunt all of my dreams
Tear drops on phone screen
Brain full of lead who's gonna clean

Hate to see you leave
Thought we lived in symmetry
But you switched up like the leaves
Fall around me like confetti
Use me up and leave
Thought we lived in symmetry
You breathe a sigh of relief
Sorry I'm not fucking easy

Build upon my fuckin copper
Bitches say I won the lotto
All upon my dick with molly in my nose
Smell of trees upon my clothes
So numb of a fuckin warrior filled with muddy blood
To the part of my skull
Who the martyr says is the messiah of the wept
I will not fall back
Burn the bodies of the loved
Call upon the gods
Tell them I am part unloved
Build a statue where I lay
Give them prayers with my AR-15

Hate to see you leave
Thought we lived in symmetry
But you switched up like the leaves
Fall around me like confetti
Use me up and leave
Thought we lived in symmetry
You breathe a sigh of relief
Sorry I'm not fucking easy

Hate to see you leave
Thought we lived in symmetry
But you switched up like the leaves
Fall around me like confetti
Use me up and leave
Thought we lived in symmetry
You breathe a sigh of relief
Sorry I'm not fucking easy

Mascara Like Amphetamine (ft. SAINT ALEX)

Dep_Xoph - Ricky Ft. Y06 (Prod. Morteh)

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Maxwell Estate (Prod. Osvma)

✞

ill make you proud

The Lost Kingdom of Zion:

@unsavedcreed
@belinoz
@33erie

Trash [prob. audubon]

SAINT ALEX

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