Saint Avangeline's debut album, Gardener of Eden, tells the story of a young lesbian woman recalling her romantic, yet tragic encounters, doomed-to-fail relationships, and coming to terms with her traumatic sexual assault. Two months after attempting to take her own life, she began to write this album as a means to begin to accept what happened to her, and let it all out, using her pain as a source to create something beautiful, and to eventually heal from. 

Inspired by tracks from Lana Del Rey, Avangeline chose a similar moody, ethereal tracks (all from BeatStars), paired with her own personal gothic style of poetry, to create dreamy music layered with reverb. 

Armed with only Apple earbuds and a laptop, Avangeline learned to mix and master her own vocals and released this album independently in April, 2022.

Faustian Bargain

Digital Snow

Ode To Evelyn

Vineyard Valentine

Red Herring

The Color Purple

Jesus - he had a plan for both of us 
Don’t matter 
I can’t read when I’m with you 

Set fire to my bibles long ago 
I watched as embers rose from orange to blue 

Met me through the 
Silver screens 
We were only in our teens 
Loose black skinny jeans 

So tell me how you like it 
Lemme see just what you got 
It turns me on just thinkin' 'bout it
I’m not fakin' when I’m on it 

I can’t keep 
My hands off 

You can’t keep
 your pants on 

And to my patron Saint I 
Kneel and pray you stay 
 
That night I swore 
I’d never leave you to this day  

I dream in silicone 

Stay in between your home 
 
Pull me in 
Take me in stride
Feel me inside 

Feel the wind 
Chill down our spines 
Tell me you’re mine 

Run your fingers 
Through my hair 
Make it hurt 
I don’t care 
I’m on fire for you baby 

So tell me how you want it
Cause no matter what I got it 
Make me lose my breath for it 
I'mma keep it wet for it 

I can’t keep my hands off

You can’t keep your pants on 

I’m so blind for you
I’ll ride wild for you 
Slide inside 
Make me cry 
Babe I’d die for you 
On my knees when you please 
You’re my mean butch king 
You can’t hide from my sighs 
I know what you’re thinking 

Met me through the 
Silver screens 
We were only in our teens 
Loose black skinny jeans 

Run your fingers 
Through my hair 
Make it hurt 
I don’t care 
I’m on fire for you baby 

So tell me how you like it 
Lemme see just what you got 
It turns me on just thinkin' 'bout it
I’m not fakin' when I’m on it (harmonize) 

I can’t keep 
My hands off 

You can’t keep
 your pants on 

And to my patron Saint I 
Kneel and pray you stay 
 
That night I swore 
I’d never leave you to this day  

I dream in silicone 

Stay in between your home 

Stay with me
Pray with me 
Hold me down 
You can play with me 
Love me hard 
For eternity 
Toss your pills
Cause I’m all you need 

Pull me in 
Take me in stride
Feel me inside 

Feel the wind 
Chill down our spines 
Tell me you’re mine 

So tell me how you like it 
Lemme see just what you got 
It turns me on just thinkin' 'bout it
I’m not fakin' when I’m on it  

I can’t keep 
My hands off 

You can’t keep
 your pants on 

And to my patron Saint I 
Kneel and pray you stay 
 
That night I swore 
I’d never leave you to this day  

I dream in silicone 

Stay in between your home

Black Lamb

Though heaven keeps me safe 

Though heaven keeps me safe 

Though heaven keeps me safe 
I would soon give up my place  
Just to see your pretty face 
Before I burst into flame

Though heaven keeps me safe 
(So much to say)
I would soon give up my place  
Just to see your pretty face 
(But we’ve run out of time)
Before I burst into flame

So much to say

So much to say

So much to say

But we’ve run out of time 

Though heaven keeps me safe 
I would soon give up my place  
Just to see your pretty face 
Before I burst into flame

Though heaven keeps me safe 
(So much to say)
I would soon give up my place  
Just to see your pretty face 
(But we’ve run out of time)
Before I burst into flame

Though heaven keeps me safe

Though heaven keeps me safe

Exoedus

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Sanguine Souls

Lyrics: 

I think my ghost is haunting me 
She lives in my old room 
I wonder if she sees me 
Each time I’m floating through 

I look into my mirror and I 
Watch her dancing, sadly, in the light 

I think my ghost is watching me
Sometimes she looks my way 
Her eyes, they fill the silence 
While I wither and decay

Trying to hold on

Tight

Will you miss me when I’m gone? 

I fight 

I’m so sick of singing songs 

Just leave me for dead 

I think my ghost’s inside of me 
She chills me to the bone 
My doctor asks what’s wrong with me
I tell him no one’s home 

We live our lives in mysteries
We’re always trying to solve 
But our souls already hold answers 
If only we’d hang on 

My ghost is trying to speak to me 
 
Hang on 

What’s it take to get her to leave? 

Holding on

Slipping away from reality 

‘Til I’m gone 

‘Til I’m gone

‘Til I’m gone 

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Left For Dead

Lyrics:

I can hear them 
The smell of the iron in our lungs quickly gives us away 
We lie in the shape of a body 
But stripped of our names 

And they 
Whose eyes are deserted, abandoned for miles 
They wait
And linger in dark shadows 
to watch our blood oxidize 
 
We scratch til we bleed and deflate and our skin turns to grey 
They creep with their teeth out 
And carve our disfigured remains 

I can feel them 
They laughed as they ripped out our souls and they threw them away 
They reanimated our corpses to put on display 

And she 
Whose eyes are like mine and her hair falls in ringlets of fire 
She
She lights up the room but she’s empty of any desire 

They occupy our bodies and push us out of our minds 

We’re left here to sit in our rot ‘til the end of time

Left For Dead

Saint Avangeline

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