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Bleech 9:3 @ The Social - 09 Oct 2025 - Tourniquet

Five Minutes of Courage

[Verse 1]
I woke up with you
sitting heavy on my thoughts
like you didn't want to leave—
like I talk better when I sleep

The coffee tasted bitter
the morning felt too clean
like the world had moved ahead
without waiting for me

I stood there in the doorway
keys shaking in my hand
thinking how a single step
could ruin every plan

[Pre-Chorus]
Funny how it doesn't take much—
just five minutes of courage
to burn a life you built around
never asking for more

[Chorus]
Give me five minutes of courage
I swear I'll tell the truth
I'll stop hiding in the background
of everything I lose
I’ve been strong in all the wrong ways
brave when it didn't count—
I just need five minutes of courage
to say your name out loud

[Verse 2]
I’ve been good at disappearing
smiling when I should stay quiet
letting other people talk
so I don’t have to try it

You look at me like you see
every mess I've ever been
like you’re not scared of what you'll find
if I finally let you in

There's a crack in every promise
there's a fault line in my chest
I keep telling myself
silence is what's best

[Pre-Chorus]
But silence is just fear
wearing better clothes—
and I'm tired of pretending
I don't already know

[Chorus]
Give me five minutes of courage
I swear I'll tell the truth
I'll stop hiding in the background
of everything I lose
I've been strong in all the wrong ways
brave when it didn't count—
I just need five minutes of courage
to say your name out loud

[Bridge]
If I say it
everything changes
If I don’t—
everything stays the same

I don't need a miracle
don't need saving grace—
just a moment where my hands don’t shake
and I don't run away

[Final Chorus]
Give me five minutes of courage
just a little borrowed nerve
I'm done being almost honest
done getting what I deserve
I don’t want another lifetime
wondering what I should've allowed—
I just need five minutes of courage
to say your name to say it now

[Outro]
And if I fall apart
at least I'll know—
for once I stood still
and let myself be known

Five Minutes of Courage

In the living room, lights twinkle bright
Family gathered 'round, laughter takes flight
Snowflakes dance outside, while inside we sing
Wrapped gifts under the tree, where joy rings

Oh, Christmas cheer, fills up the air
Love and laughter, everywhere we are
Hands around the fire, hearts full of light
This holiday season, let's just give a little bit

Tree adorned with ornaments, shining so clear
Songs echo through the halls, like a gentle yearning
Cookies baking, cinnamon wafting through
Warmth in every hug, and love we renew

Oh, Christmas cheer, spreads far and wide
In every smile, in every eye
Magic in the air, as we share our time
Let's keep this spirit, shining for all to find

Oh, Christmas cheer, never fades away
With every candle, every day
We hold onto hope, and the joy we find
In every heart, this Christmas, we unwind

Christmas Day

Rooms I’ve Lived In is a quiet, reflective album built from memory, movement, and the emotional spaces we pass through while becoming ourselves. Each song represents a “room” — not just physical places, but moments in time, states of mind, and versions of self that once held meaning. Together, they form a map of growth told through stillness rather than spectacle.

The album explores what it means to arrive, stay, leave, and remember. From unopened boxes and peeling wallpaper to late light on the floor and keys never returned, these songs capture the small, human details that linger long after a place is gone. There is no rush here, only observation — how rooms witness our quiet struggles, our pauses, and our gradual change.

Sonically, Rooms I’ve Lived In leans into warm indie and acoustic textures, gentle melodies, and restrained arrangements that leave space for reflection. The sound is intimate and lived-in, designed to feel like listening alone in a familiar space at the end of the day.

This album isn’t about where you are now — it’s about everywhere you’ve been, and how each place, however briefly, helped shape who you became.

Gretchen (Demo)

SAINT CLAIR

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