Shout-out Yung Lean for this one. 

#YungLean #Ginsengstrip2002 #Saintrel

Ginseng strip 2022 Remix (prod. Yung Gud)

Green Day

Green Day (Prod. Madmaxx)

Like
C.S. Lewis
“Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say “My tooth is aching” than to say “My heart is broken.” 
― C.S. Lewis

Saint Rel-Suicide/самоубийство (IG: saintrel1)

Pretty Girls Cry, Pt 1/Красивые девушки плачут, часть 1 (ig: Saintrel1)

She wants me ?
She wants me not?
She wants me ?
She wants me not?
She wants me ?
She wants me not?

Rel: leave her alone
Lil Rel: no, I want her, i'm willing to work for her. She's beautiful, intelligent and funny. That's rare in this generation
Rel: it'll become toxic, you want succeed 
Lil Rel: stfu !!!!
Rel: ok you'll see, you're not her type 
Lil Rel: why you say that?
Rel: totally opposites
Lil Rel: but i want find no one like her again :(
Rel: there's plenty 
Lil Rel: she's the one 
Rel: Ok.....you'll see
Lil Rel.....no you'll see!!!!

xoxoxo 2 0 2 3

Nissan(prod.Spyder)

The drugs were bigger than he was. That night, he relapsed and took a final hit of heroin, which would kill him as he slept.

Pain Pain Go Away (Prod. Nicholas Allan)

I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled,
To hide my feelings behind a lie.

Before long, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.

Nobody could hear my cries at night,
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling,
For I designed my mask to be laughing.

Behind all the smiles were the tears,
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see
Wasn't everything there was to me.

-Matt-

#ambient 

Alone

Alone/один ( Official Visualizer Out On Youtube ) (IG: saintrel1)

people want love, and things are made to be used, but nowadays things are being loved are people are being used.

Lyrics: Die young

Love girls  

Get cake

Music is my escape 

I’m trynna find another way 

To put my pain away 

Die young

Love girls  

Get cake

Music is my escape 

I’m trynna find another way 

To put my pain away 

She goin tell me that she love me in the back of her Benz 

She goin tell me that she love me when she not with her friends 

She goin tell me that she love me when she not with her men 

She goin tell me that she love me when I’m dying again 

I heard sex was a sin 

But I’m sinning again ? 

I heard sex was a sin 

But I’m sinning again ? 

Suicidal scenes put a gun right to my chin 

She say Her heart  has a home but I’m breaking right in 

Just to take it my friend 

Just to take it again  

I got a place when can go 

We’ll sin in the dark 

I got a place we can go 

We’ll sit in the dark 

I know you been through a lot 

So you speak from the heart 

Every guy that you loved always tore you apart 

Die Young x3
Love Girls x3
Get Cake x3

Die young

Love girls  

Get cake

Music is my escape 

I’m trynna find another way 

To put my pain away 

Die young

Love girls  

Get cake

Music is my escape 

I’m trynna find another way 

To put my pain away 

She goin tell me that she love me in the back of her Benz 

She goin tell me that she love me when she not with her friends 

She goin tell me that she love me when she not with her men 

She goin tell me that she love me when I’m dying again 

I heard sex was a sin 

But I’m sinning again ? 

I heard sex was a sin 

But I’m sinning again ? 

Suicidal scenes put a gun right to my chin 

She say Her heart  has a home but I’m breaking right in 

Just to take it my friend 

Just to take it again  

I got a place when can go 

We’ll sin in the dark 

I got a place we can go 

We’ll sit in the dark 

I know you been through a lot 

So you  speak from the heart 

Every guy that you loved always tore you apart 

Yeah 

P.s rest in peace lil peep & kurt cobain thanks for being my biggest inspirations.

black heart >>>>

Die Young & Love Girls

Die Young, Love Girls

Like Adam And Eve I Hope Your Beauty Doesn't Lead Me To Bite The Apple.

-El's Song

Poland Girl/девушка из Польшы( Instagram: Saintrel1 )

The sex don't help
the girls don't help either
the love i found 
i still don't need it

sidenote to my next girl, don't break my heart i'll kill you lmaoooo

i love to hard man lol

true colors

True Colors (Prod. Jody)

long live my idols. rip xxxtentacion, rip juice wrld, rip lil peep. long live them legends

Out now on all platforms 🖤

Why Do We Die

Why Do We Die/почему мы умираем (IG: saintrel1)

I wrote a love letter I hope you find it.

Room 13

Letters In The Dark

Letters In The Dark/буквы в темноте( Prod. Nicasso)

Love me baby 
love me baby 
i dont wanna see you go 
i just need you here with me

Leo Love

Leo Love/Лев любовь (IG: Saintrel1)

With upbeat, heartfelt wording, energetic, and optimistic lyrics. Lonely Man is an irresistible track with an addictive chorus. Lonely Man isn’t just any track in the emo genre but a powerful piece that will captivate any listener within the first few seconds.

Lonely Man/одиночка (ft. Semme) (IG: Saintrel1)

L O V E it can mean a lot
never met someone that I could care about
Song out on all platforms

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