halo in rust

if i had nine lives, i'd live each one curled against your side(against your side)
i’d wake you before the sun just to feel your hand brush over me(brush over me)
my body pressed into your chest like it’s the only place i exist
you wouldn’t even need to speak — just feed me, love me, hold me for a while
i’d follow you room to room like a shadow that refuses to disappear
i’d purr until you smiled again...
i’d purr until you smiled again...

if this life ends, find me again in the next one(find me find me)
i’ll come running when you whisper my name(whisper my name)

if this life ends, find me again in the next one(find me find me)
i’ll come running when you whisper my name(whisper my name)

9lives (demo2)

holy ruin

I walk under moon
my paws cracking bones on frozen dirt
can’t stop howling
I smell your warmth behind walls
and I bite air like it’s flesh I can’t reach
howling, howling
There is bloodlust in my eyes
howling, howling
You laugh from your towers
but I’m under your floors now
chewing through wires...
I hate your breath
I hate your fragile trembling world (hate your everyting)
I don’t hunt for food 
I hunt because I need the scream
howling, howling
howling, howling
howling, howling
Oowww, I’m hunting — not because I’m starving
but because I love the panic
howl for me — scream for me 
Every time I tear into flesh
I remember who I am(howling)
And baby, I am not your nightmare 
I am worse, I am real
howling, howling
howling, howling
howling, howling

howling

I’m so lonely...

I see your post, you’re not alone(I see your post, you’re not alone)

He wears my chain, he’s in your phone(He wears my chain, he’s in your phone)

You moved on like I meant nothing(You moved on like I meant nothing)

But I still dream, still feel something(But I still dream, still feel something)

Was it fake? (Was it fake?)

Or was it me?(Or was it me?)

I replay all the memories(I replay all the memories)

I still see you in my room(I still see you in my room)

But now it’s quiet, just the gloom(But now it’s quiet, just the gloom)

I’m so lonely...
I’m so lonely...

lonely (old demo)

fuck me (fuck—fuck me), baby
jump—jump—jump—jump—jump (glitch)
touch me (t-touch me), can’t breathe (can’t—can’t—breathe)
fallin’—fallin’—fa-fallin’ (in loops...)
rabbit, rabbit—hop-hop, ride it
freaked out(freaked out)
b-bitin’ lips, your hands on me( your hands on me)
c-crash me—crash me, ctrl+you

rabbit—rabbit—hop-hop-hop
feelin’ like prey(feelin’ like prey)
you call it love, i call it use(call it use)
and i call it love, so what’s the excuse?( what’s the excuse?)


jump—jump—jump again, baby bunny(jump—jump—jump)
p-p-push me down, call me your honey(call me your honey)
tick like a bomb when your hands on my tummy(when your hands on my tummy)

whispers in the hallway (h-h-h-hallway)
panties down in broad day(oh my god)
jumpin’ like a game, no pause (jump-jump)
love me till your heart get lost(love me till your heart get lost)

jump—jump—jump—jump—jump (glitch)
touch me (t-touch me), can’t breathe (can’t—can’t—breathe)
fallin’—fallin’—fa-fallin’ (in loops...)
rabbit, rabbit—hop-hop, ride it
freaked out(freaked out)
b-bitin lips, your hands on me( your hands on me)
c-crash me—crash me, ctrl+you

jump—jump—jump—jump—jump (glitch)

rabbit

Agnosia...

Agnosia...

Agnosia...

i woke up in a room i’ve seen a thousand times,
but every wall feels like a stranger’s skin
the chair doesn’t look like mine
the floor creaks in a voice i don’t know
i hold an object — keys? knife? comb? —
but my fingers don’t remember how it feels
i stare at the mirror too long
and the eyes looking back seem unfamiliar, almost kind
but it’s not me
(it’s not me… who is that… who is that…)

Agnosia...

Agnosia...

Agnosia...

i passed someone on the street
they said my name, or maybe they didn’t
but i nodded anyway
my own voice sounded too loud
and the air smelled like something i’ve never known
i think this is my street
but the sidewalk leads nowhere
(where am i… where am i… where am i...)

halo in rust

saintrot

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