Damn, the ambience is just too good... love the emotion in this one

Oh ive listened to this many many many times in a row. My soul hurts

Tracklist:

"God & Goddess" is a transformative album that interweaves profound introspection with the dynamics of spiritual and relational liberation. Opening with the evocative track "ENEMY," this album invites listeners into a deep, contemplative journey exploring themes of freedom, constraint, and personal growth.

"ENEMY" sets a powerful tone for the album, combining haunting melodies with compelling lyrics that reflect a soul in turmoil, yearning for breathing space and authenticity in relationships. The song's structure — from its poignant verses to its echoing choruses — mirrors the ebb and flow of internal conflict and the desire to break free from the invisible shackles imposed by others' expectations and misjudgments.

Through this opening track, Jesus Christ establishes a narrative of searching for a genuine connection — one not tainted by pretense or the burdens of being deemed an adversary. The lyrics resonate with anyone who has felt misunderstood or confined by another's inability to see beyond their own narrative.

"God & Goddess" promises to be an odyssey of emotional and spiritual awakening, with "ENEMY" as the gateway to exploring deeper universal truths about love, freedom, and the divine essence within each of us. This album is not just a collection of songs but a journey to be experienced, a call to introspection and evolution through music.

I Would Bleed

Blackwater 4/5/2019
Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @prodbybrody
Instrumental: @prodbybrody
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody

Lyrics-

yungvan-
I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know x2

I know it's hard for you
to let me in 
you don't wanna let me see
everything underneath
you're not just skin and bones
makeup and vocal tones
you have all those scars
they're who you are

I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

Brody- 
white noise in my head now
all your hair still around me in my bed now
I know it doesn't feel right
been thinking about you all night
cause I can hardly sleep without you anymore
I know it's hard for me to say
but I will fight through the better days
I won't give up on you
don't think I could if I wanted to

yung van-
I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you? 

I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

Blackwater

Read Through the Lines

Read Through the Lines Ft. Brody (Prod. Brody)

OUT ON SPOTIFY

dead and gone w/ sleye (prod. metlast)

skele - thoughts (+ irby x dead spyro)

steadysuffer - so tethered (+ linden)

Featuring @davyjoseph
Mixed and mastered by @prodbybrody
Lyrics:
Can’t get out of my bed
Nights spend trapped in my head
Been ignoring my friends 

I just isolate myself 
Because I still hate myself 

@davyjoseph
I’ll crash down you’ll see
Burn down all the dreams I’ve made for me
Suffocate myself in the ash from my body
Do you wanna breathe through the smoke my fears produce 
Round in the chamber just have hate to lose
Switch back to safe for more time to create
Sink in bed and isolate

I just isolate myself 
Because I still hate myself 
I just isolate myself 
Because I still hate myself

Isolate (feat. Davy Joseph)

[+] stop talking words are useless.
* featuring @trechorboy + @sushisai * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
you could take my love and you could throw it out
got me looking at the stars when you not around
thats why i be jaded, fuck what u be sayin
i ain't even playin when i say that i'm make it
i don't feel anymore, eyes hella sore
i got the bag and it's Christian Dior
i'm callin for you, i'm callin for you

[verse: 2 trechor boy]
gas inhalation took me on vacation 
 i never get love i hate the sensation 
a life worth lived makes no sense 
cuz  we all die in da fuckin end like

lemme paraphrase Thoreau, he said
“rather love, money, faith, show me da road”
and i uh, i guess i understand that now
dont vibe with the lies they be tellin u now

[verse 3: suisai]
stop talking words are useless
can never hold up
What did you expect it 
to be different 
Shouldlt even have to convince
but they all look from outside
Walls could cave in at
Any givin moment
it looks like its the time to
Stop wishin for it to get better
And wash that pain away
Pitter patter of rain on the rooftop
i could lay in this bed all day
  And think And listen and look 4
For a sign pls remind me again
what really matters at the end of all this

[chorus: seejayxo + trechor boy]
like i want it all too
fuck it i'll fall through
i thought i loved you
i thought i loved you
like i want it all too
fuck it you'll fall through
i thought you loved me
i thought you loved me

useless

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useless (feat. trechor boy + suisai)

𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘮𝘦

lyrics:
I know I seem different, sit down u should listen 
I know I feel so distant, im not me I kno u wont miss this

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x2

I don't even know who I am
i'm aching 
its suffocating 

smoke some shit, hope i feel it
my chest to weak for these feelings
I start breathing heavier 
, i'm insecure, my life's a blur

fuck I wanna feel u on my lips, yea
I know hasn't been long but I still miss yuh 
u callin my phone u cant leave alone
I rlly like that, I cant lie 
yea I rlly cant fight that 

confused ab my life and where i'm goin now
I hope I make but sometimes I think don't kno how

“ look at the brightside” fuck that 
u don't even know me 
sayin shit like u rlly think we homies

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x3

chemicals

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chemicals (prod.kamikaze)

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

(don’t let time go by so easy, i’m barely hangin on)

we can go on for hours
the power lines 
the quiet times i had left behind
severed arms won’t take my hands
bleeding in a bathroom stall
blood all on my fingertips
i guess it’s so
won’t let go
of the promise you gave me
needing you lately

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

i just got a rover skrt 
pull up all my haters hurt
say no words 
don’t call me a jerk
if you tell me to be there
you know that ima be there first 
it’s obvious that you’re tired of us
i don’t wanna fight 
i just wanted us to be alright
you said things would be the same
i been here trying
you were lying

(you can’t rewrite the things you said, they’re not unspoken)

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why

end of mine (prod. pretty boy ron x nick cassidy)

Lyrics:
I'm so cold right now, hit a low right now
Hit a bowl while I'm drunk I'm in the flow right now
In the gutter right now, get her number right now
Get the number for the plug cause it's over right now

Gotta cope with the pain, get that shit out my brain
I don't need to explain, gotta run from the blade
Gotta stitch up my veins, shawty stay in your lane
Why you call me insane, I got scars you got the same hoe

I'm boutta pass out, (yeah)
I'm boutta crash out, (yeah)
I'm boutta cash out, (yeah)
See the tunnel with no light, (yeah)

You been on my mind too
Shame that I cant find you
No feeling inside you

But nothing can hide you
I know that you lie too
It's okay dont cry boo

I feel a migraine comin on
Shit too real so I run along
Nothin real when I'm analog
World is gone while I'm in this song

Crashout

crashout

Lyrics:
i need someone to cut me down, when im high feelin good while im off in the clouds, cause i know
i been living a lie so far and i know it dont change the way things really are

got a summer hoodie on, cause im hiding my scars
shawty say she wanna see em, wanna know who you are
yeah but you dont wanna know, just wanna hear my guitar
say she wanna hear my voice, while we fuck in her car

im on the fence boutta end it all
im too alone and i drown in the dark
im just a ghost watch me fade away
i don't exist unless you tell me that ill be okay
x2

ill rest in peace when i get off the phone
ill rest in peace when you leave me alone
ill rest in peace when i pay off that loan, or maybe ill just fuckin die and leave it all for my soul

ill rest in peace cause i know that you happy
ill rest in peace shoutout all of my family
i know i said, please dont get me a grave, i wish i saw my funeral i know it musta been great

i ain got no friends (i ain got no friends)
i just got these meds (i jus got these meds)
i only love my bed (only love my bed)
like im drake but im worse im finna go on a bend

cause im bleeding from my wrist and people think im absurd
if they hear my thoughts i know they hear shit they never heard

im on the fence boutta end it all
im too alone and i drown in the dark
im just a ghost watch me fade away
i don't exist unless you tell me that ill be okay
x2

ill rest in peace cause i know that you happy
ill rest in peace shoutout all of my family
i know i said, please dont get me a grave, i wish i saw my funeral i know it musta been great

Isolate (feat. Davy Joseph)

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