i used this beat to record b4 i sent the acapella to heavn

toxic [original beat] (elxnce + kurai) {nov. 23, 2020}

stop playin (feardorian + kiryano)

unlucky 4, birthday 19

i recorded this when i was sick so i sound sick

this place is deaTh (prod. tenoji)

things change ft. jaz (prod. southharbor)

@prodsoma

Apologies I never got 
I know that I’m not worth too much
Promises that you forgot 
Sorry I just work alot 

Never thought I’d fall in love 
Never thought I’d lose it all 
Gave my all you gave me scars 
Wash away out from my arms 

All alone I’m so scared everything 
Everything you did to me 
Did to me I’ll do it back
Wish it wouldn’t be this way 
Stabbed my back 
You forced my hand 
You fucked me up in every way 

Can’t drink the pain away 
Can’t wait for your embrace 
It's been a long time
Since I've felt something 
Inside my chest
Live a long life 
I still can't get you out my head


All your words were never true 
Something that I always knew 
Back when you would love me too 
Love the way I’d fall for you 
Go outside I come unglued 
Anxiety comes creeping through 
Creeping through the avenue 
And bleeding through my worn out shoes 

Worn out shoes, it’s overdue 
It’s still hurts just knowing you 
Cut me loose and I conclude 
That I’m fucked up but so are you 

So are you 
So are you 
So are you

Promises (soma)

You showed me a life I never thought possible

- with soundcloud.com/xternalz


soundcloud.com/tores 

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
The space in my locket
Baby thats where youre wanted
The face that I saw
In that new bar off Belmont
It stole my heart and I lost it
I couldnt even call it
I know where it started
But now I keep falling apart for your love
All the covers I weaved come undone
Its getting colder but the cold hasnt stung
Im getting older but Im not scared as much
As I Was

You know what Im wishing for and Im not gonna run
Time I spent without you stay reflected in the rum
Cant be codependent yet addicted to your touch
Tramadol Im wishing for another hit of us honey
Im after the money give you everything you want
Started off as nothing more than just a little crush
Baby now you got me begging you to make it to the sun
I know its a fantasy but Ima make it more than one for us

[soundcloud.com/xternalz]
never thought i'd be here
but i think its alright
i just wanna be near to you
ill make this real
this is not make believe
when i saw that glitter in your eye
i couldnt fight it anymore
every time i still think of you
what are we waiting for?

Tramadol w/ Xternalz [tores]

don't ask when i'm coming home

lil song in french, prod by @51five goat

tout les jours la meme
rien n'est different
seul face a la porte
jme sens mort vivant
pour y aller il faut du mordant
jamais je reste pres du bord
jsais qu'ils ont voulu m'tester
de coté jviendrais les baiser

jrecommencerais 100 fois si il faut
c'est des faux sans foi et sans niveau
jmet de coté l'ego
sans efforts j'entend les échos
longtemps que j'ai appris a compter
5 ans que j'ai fermer les rideaux

jme suis mis hors ligne
si ca marche pas nique jfais un all in
qu'est ce que je suis sensé faire
si c'est pas ma doctrine
pourquoi a chaque fois que je marche
j'ai le corps plein d'épines

et la haut j'hisserais mon drapeau
jvois tes yeux meme quand jsuis solo
jresterais jusqu'a la fin

mordant (51five)

1. 00:00
2. 00:35
3. 01:47 @slyphz
4. 02:29
5. 03:10
6. 03:58
7. 04:31
8. 05:42
9. 06:52
10. 07:45
11. 08:35
12. 09:38
13. 11:00
14. 11:36
15. 12:13
16. 12:41
17. 14:01
18. 14:32
19. 14:53
20. 15:23
21. 15:51

don't ask when i'm coming home

sainty