Negative Energy (prod. by inffabe)

(Prod by: Vilesky)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdAcUFuMRt5WwosxDFVBCOA
(Beat: Sunset)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMbKAoJxbpE

On this one I wanted to write something with a water theme so hope everyone likes it!
I've planned to finish some more songs before Christmas but we will see how that goes, have one done with another of Vilesky's beats so will atleast finish that one up!✌️😅  haha

Mackie - Ocean Of Emotion (Lyrics)

Lost inside of my frantic emotions
I'm just feeling so sick of this panicked notion
It's like I'm swimming through the atlantic ocean

So let the tidal wave crash over me
The seven seas hold my seven sins to be
Washing away every memory drawn in the sand
Aiming to high and Chasing Neverland

I can not see the angel's wings
I can not hear the music the harps sings
But I feel the harpys plucking on my heart strings

But just like the Titianic I'm crashing and making a mess
Sending out an S.O.S because of an easily avoided distress 
A sinking feeling of being lost and wondering why my vessel never got blessed 
I obsess spending to much time shaking in my boots
I ment to walk the line, taking my art back to the grassroots
Yet I dress myself in a suit of ugly attributes and a shitty attitude

People saying ''not even the sea would give him a wave''
Lonelieness paved all the way to the grave
That just how it is when your depraved
And when someone's love is all you craved

I wanted you to feel safe
Since I was someone you couldn't save
But now there isn't anything left for us to say

So let the tidal wave crash over me
The seven seas hold my seven sins to be
Washing away every memory drawn in the sand
Aiming to high and Chasing Neverland

I can not see the angel's wings
I can not hear the music the harps sings
But I feel the harpys plucking on my heart strings

Happiness is a bubble that burst
Lovelessness leaving my trouble at their worst
Braindead, heartbroken and cursed
Always been versed in verses and suicidal cloudbursts
Into my despair I'm diving headfirst

My Low

Ocean Of Emotion

Mackie - Ocean Of Emotion (Prod by: Vilesky)

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"HOMEALONE" FREESTYLE

"HOMEALONE" FREESTYLE * I meant Kevin lol

Sunset

Dusk

lyrics:

See a smile on my face, so i’m doing great 
They ain’t see it underneath, when my heart aches
I been wondering how I got here in the first place 
Prolly started when I took some pills on a Monday
Woke up fucked up on a Tuesday 
More drugs, less love on a Wednesday
Done with the specifics cause I do this shit everyday 
Every day’s the same, swear I live my life on replay 
Okay, nose bleeding from the cocaine 
No way, I can feel it in my membrane 
Know it’s damaging my brain, I should really change 
When I don’t take a thing, I be feeling strange 
White wine, whole bottle to the damn face
Popped pills I just bought, hope it’s not laced
And i’m really tight with Mary Jane 
Put my lips on her, and I know she’ll take away the pain

I don’t have any friends 
But the drugs just pretend 
They pretend they’re my friends 
Soon they’re gonna be my end 
All the money that I spend 
Watch it blow in the wind 
Tried to quit but there’s a trend
I always do it again 

And i’m always alone, I wonder if it’s cause im not enough
Fighting sobriety, and praying to God up above 
Wish I could change the self destructive thoughts i’m thinking of 
And if i’m being honest, I think I just need more love  
Every night i’m fucking sad, but tears ain’t ever gonna shed 
And i’m fighting battles with myself, it’s all inside my head 
At least i’m still alive, there was a time where I wished to be dead
Unsuccessful when I tried, woke up inside the hospital bed
Instant regret, belt loop around my neck
Tight like a corset, blood rushing to my head 
DMT trip, life flashed before my eyes
“Shit this is it man, soon you’re gonna die”
That’s what I told myself, but I guess I lied
not ready die, i’m not ready to die 
not ready die, i’m not ready to die

I don’t have any friends 
But the drugs just pretend 
They pretend they’re my friends 
Soon they’re gonna be my end 
All the money that I spend 
Watch it blow in the wind 
Tried to quit but there’s a trend
I always do it again

On My Own Ft Jake Perry & Nox (Prod. Nox)

Salem Shawty 💌💌

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