heaven's gate [MVC B]

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and the likelihood that i come out of this alive
is a problematic fallacy of suicide
everybody wanna talk real big when it comes to the digits
but life's a game and the numbers lie
and if truth is to be told
i don't wanna know
spoon feed me lies
and leave me all alone
tell me i'm a joke
cut me to the bone
you can paint a pretty picture
with my blood on the stone
i've been contemplating this for a minute
i'm losing sleep thinkin' y'all gonna get me
i'm just a man overboard and this ship is too heavy
they wanna talk wasn't ready
i celebrate with a bomb of confetti
my guts explode on the levee
i live in fear of my peers
they say they love me all the time
but that's not how it appears
i sit in bed pondering how i bring strangers to tears
when i can't give myself some credit over several years

somebody come and get me
i'm drowning in this water
i'm screaming crying all the time
but she don't even bother
i live alone inside this home
with dreams of living farther
my trauma deeply rooted
can't even text my father
and that's the real reason why
i project my feelings into songs that i write
copacetic dreams but my tears turned to ice
so i pop em out the tray and get this bottle pouring right

and that's the real real real reason why
i've been up all night
hold onto the past even though it's out of sight
and i've been going through this shit for a minute
and i've been floating through so many fucking visions i'm spinning
i gotta get up off my ass and get to inking these villains
but i just hide
and i don't wanna try
cause every time i think i do
i dig too far inside my mind
i dug a lil too far now the grass don't grow
water on the roots but the pedals all mold
and seasons do change but the stems still broke
so i glue em back together even if it's just a cope

nineteen ninety-six

prod. @sogimura

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do or die
if i don’t do this who am i
face one more get stupid high
save my breath for another life
save that girl for another guy
my soul precious, so alive
we go fast up 45
you drive home off 4 or 5
and truth be told that don’t sit right
and my concerns go through the night
but what you do’s just what you like
so if i talk it’s out of spite

so i backpedal bunny hop it right back on the curb
let her punch out all my teeth i guess that’s just what i deserve
split the edges of my mouth until it’s fixed upon a curve
for the way you treat me lately babe you got a lot of nerve

who are you
who is the person i’m talking to
you outta line and i got a queue
you outta line and i got a queue
hope you save your breath for another dude
and i’m sure he’ll treat you like all is cool
but ghosts all roam in the coldest rooms
and your closets filled with bones and glue
couldn’t fix yourself if you wanted to
but i guess that’s life so fuck the truth
gonna change your mind when the night is through
but you break what loves you, nothing new

so i backpedal bunny hop it right back on the curb
let her punch out all my teeth i guess that’s just what i deserve
split the edges of my mouth until it’s fixed upon a curve
for the way you treat me lately babe you got a lot of nerve

nerve (prod. sogimura)

prod. @ffiftyzeros

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and all my vices, they so lovely
they keep me inside this house
to where i make excuses subtly yeah
we’re inching towards my self destruction
i don’t have a lot of friends
so socially i do not function yeah

and all my days are spent recovering
i put spells upon myself and read my cards just like a coven
i don’t know what’s come of me
but it’s apparent that this chapter isn’t what it’s supposed to be
drown myself inside a bottle
but i never learned to swim so these controls are hard to toggle
and the outcome dances on the edge of death
so the world i’ve built around myself surrounds my final breath

and these breaths fall sacred given time
i’ve got chains around my ankles and these clocks inside my eyes
i don’t think i’m doing fine
all these tracers in my vision but they never show the signs
ripping moss off of my skin
and i eat the heads of the worms that slither silently within
my blood is poisoned full of sin
guess the mud in my abode is throwing punches towards my chin
crawling out of my own flesh
imma torch off all my ignorance and eat upon the rest
serotonin in his vest
whatchu buying whatchu selling said the merchant on my quest

and we hate the way we feel inside
so we hide away until we die
and think of it as time well spent
the fear of burdening a friend

IF YOU CAN HEAR ME, GET ME OUTTA HERE! (PROD. FIFTYZEROS)

On and On - 0drino

lyrics:

White dust All over my outsides
Im fucked up Dancing on this cork tide
Loose lips They’ll Tighten by the court side
Bruised hips From Slow dancing with tough guys
June 5th Thats the night my heart died
Unzipped Wet Flesh on the road side
So crisp Just Wait until the bloods dried
Two fifths In me by the sunrise

Under the streetlights she becomes a dancer
You and this new guy in somebodies camper
What does he taste like and how does he stack up
I didnt ask you but I know you’ll answer
A Dark room brain hung with polaroid scars
Film reel legs and some SLR arms
I got banks full of pain and a lens full of tar
These Megaphone veins feed my Radio heart
If This is what its come to Im leaving I promise
Snow hugging prints to the ground where its calmest
Ive lived a life full of colons and commas
Im Graced with a peace to know this periods upon us
No one Theres no one
To carry all this extra weight Here after all
Just once Well just once
Id like to have somebody here That I could call
No one Theres no one
To carry all this extra weight Here after all
Just once Well just once
Id like to have somebody here That I could call

White dust All over my outsides
Im fucked up Dancing on this cork tide
Loose lips They’ll Tighten by the court side
Bruised hips From Slow dancing with tough guys
June 5th Thats the night my heart died
Unzipped Wet Flesh on the road side
So crisp Just Wait until the bloods dried
Two fifths In me by the sunrise

slow dancing with tuff guys (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

Are u feeling better than before
Cause no one else made sure
U were so warm so bright
And I could see the same light return
This plate had saved my life im sure

When council is littered with spies
Knighted by cowards well id rather die
I rest my head on this quarry at tide
The salt from this ocean will clean out the pride ive earned
The rest of our lives
If we spend them dreaming
Will come out alright
Im barely breathing but im holding tight
Sore from the screaming oh its been a hell of a night
ive heard
Flags break down walls
Trust me for Ive heard all
Turning blind eye will be paramount
To our kings call

I know its bullshit theyve trained us as sheep
Like You told me once we need proof to believe
So what happened between then and now to ur word
Cause you’ve become guard of the lies they serve
Walking in line
Id plead my case but my tongues getting tied
Faced in this crash on the November ice
I never stopped staring im scared that my eyes’ll hurt
Its just blood
(Its just blood)
((Its just blood))
And I know we still got pints im sure

When council is littered with spies
Knighted by cowards well id rather die
I rest my head on this quarry at tide
The salt from this ocean will clean out the pride ive earned

Are u feeling better than before
Cause no one else made sure

r u feeling better than before (nico north)

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heaven's gate [MVC B]

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