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Fluttering and thumping between contradictions of loss, pain, hope and release; something squandered, something gained. It’s been a while but this is how I remember it being.

The Longest Weight

Single from Side D (and title-track) of the double album, Pox Calypso, released Jan. 26, 2024 on Monograph Records.

Lyrics:
I'm so deep down in this pox calypso-
I'm so deep down in this pox calypso-
I'm so deep down in this pox calypso-
" " " “
I go deep down
I go deep down into this
Pox calypso-
Pox calypso-


Stay stay stay awake-
Stay stay stay awake-
Stay stay stay awake-
" " " “
Or they’ll put you down-
They’ll put you down-

Pox calypso-
Pox calypso-

Pox Calypso

Track from Side D of the double album, Pox Calypso, released Jan. 26, 2024 on Monograph Records.

Lyrics:
I keep having feelings even though I have a penis-
What is this business?-
I thought this shit was for bitches, and witches-

I wait for it to pass but it only seems to grow-
There's someone inside that I don't know-
Sometimes instead of blowjobs I want a hug-

Trying too hard-
[trying too hard][trying too hard][trying too hard][trying too hard]
Trying too hard-
[trying too hard][trying too hard][trying too hard][trying too hard]

I keep having feelings even though I have a penis-
What is this business?-
I thought this shit was for bitches, and witches-

I wait for it to pass but it only seems to grow-
There's someone inside that I don't know-
Sometimes instead of blowjobs I want a hug-

Trying too hard-
[trying too hard][trying too hard][trying too hard][trying too hard]
Trying too hard-
[crying too hard][crying too hard][crying too hard][crying too hard]

I'm fucking angry and I don't know why-
I'm fucking angry and I don't know why-
What is making me feel this way inside?-
I'm fucking angry and I don't know why-
I'm fucking angry and I don't know why-

I'm trying too hard to hide what I feel inside-
And it's not working-
[trying too hard]
I'm crying too hard-
And often, and alone-
[trying too hard]

Why is this happening?-

TRYING2HARD

Track from Side D of the double album, Pox Calypso, released Jan. 26, 2024 on Monograph Records.

Lyrics:
There's a genius to your love-
A deviousness to your hug-
Your come-hither finger pulls me in-
As I dangle from your silver strings-

I cannot question the grip-
Between your tremoring lips-
So hard to see beyond-
The edge you've got me on-

I didn't ask for this love-
Can I pass on this love?-
[Tina]

I didn't ask for this love-
Can I pass on this love?-
So hard to see beyond-
The edge you've got me on-

There is no alternative- [Tiiiinnnnnaaaa]

There is no alternative- [Tiiiinnnnnaaaa]

There's a genius to your love-
A deviousness to your hug-
It's been deep down inside of me-
Where I never take the time to look and see-
You block the view to any other future-
You bar entry to all the suitors-
So hard to conceive-
Living differently-

There is no alternative- [Tiiiinnnnnaaaa]

There is no alternative- [Tiiiinnnnnaaaa]

I didn't ask for this love-

I didn't ask for this love-
Can I pass on this love?-
[Tina][Tina][Tina]

I didn't ask for this love-
Can I pass on this love?-

T.I.N.A

Single from Side C of the double album, Pox Calypso, released Jan. 05, 2024 on Monograph Records.

Migrations

Track from Side C of the double album, Pox Calypso, released Jan. 05, 2024 on Monograph Records.

Lyrics:
[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]
[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]
[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]
[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]

Frames fluttering so fast-
Can't hear the drop-
Can't feel the lag-

Frames fluttering so fast-
Can't hear the drop-
Can't feel the lag-

It all feels so real-
It all feels so real-

[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]
[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]
[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]
[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]

It all feels so real-
It all feels so real-

[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]
[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]
[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]
[it's easy not to notice all the subtle little shifts]

You're a thread, braided in that string-
You're a thread, braided in that string-
You're a thread, braided in that string-
Linking the beads you perceive-

You're a thread, braided in the string-
You're a thread, braided in the string-
You're a thread, braided in that string-
Linking the beads you perceive-

Subtle Little Shifts

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