i waited my whole life
i wasted all of my time
watching from the sidelines
i always wanted to make you feel better

so i shaved off my hair
wanted to get better
you said you wouldnt care
to speak to me again, ever

now i am alone
now i am alone
now i am alone
it's not so bad

now i am alone
now i am alone
now i am alone
its not so bad

heart eyez 4vr

Blueprint - Even Superheroes Make Mistakes

https://littletyrant.bandcamp.com/track/22nd-n-market

Another Demo

Little Tyrant - 22nd n' market

Cold Wet Lawns

i wrote this in december i think

28 with a chance of snow
the ice was stuck to the windshield
i woke you up with my 4:30 alarm
to drive your car to my new job
i was making coffee at a coffee shop
and saving up my tips
to take you out to dinner every now and then
but not a lot
and not enough
having a smoke on your balcony
with the sound of you cooking and the tv screen
and we don't say a thing
cause we don't have a thing to say
picking fights over the smallest thing
saying shit that we don't really mean
turning away when i kiss you
and we did kiss now and then
but not a lot
and not enough
your pretty face and the cats all sleeping
on your L-shaped couch
while the neighbors were cheering
and your pretty face
made it feel okay
it was nice
to share each others life
it was nice for a bit
ain't life a bitch
oh honey
ain't life a bitch

Ain't Life a Bitch

all plats

it was never meant to be

i’ll count to heaven in years without seasons

melissa's poem pt1

"a drone/ambient collection i wrote and recorded from november 2011 through late october 2012, originally released under the name 'heroin party' 
credits from the original bandcamp - 
thanks to hayden for the poem in 'adam4adam' 
thanks to iphi for lending her voice to 'monument' 
thanks to ryan for contributing chord organ to 'things fall out of my life and disappear' and his voice to 'if i cleaned everything' 
thanks to caroline for contributing viola and vocals to 'if i cleaned everything' 
thanks to abby for cello and vocals on 'if i cleaned everything' 
finally, thanks to bryce for the photos used for the cover. 
check out more of his photos here pyryte.tumblr.com"
download the album and support the artist here: https://rickyeatacid.bandcamp.com/album/summer-made-me-blue-summer-gave-me-sky

summer made me blue; summer gave me sky

when you wake up ill be gone little cat

"a pop/sound art album written and recorded while on spring break. the original idea for the project was to set every project and obligation i had aside and just write and record music constantly. there would be no rules and no limitations, beyond the time-limit. 
i did just that. 

thanks to colleen wynn for the cover art (she also designed the unlimited-free-milkshakes label logo!) check her out here - www.flickr.com/photos/colleen-w "
download the album and support the artist: https://unlimitedfreemilkshakes.bandcamp.com/album/spring-break

spring break!

eric reads a poem

mathew lee cothran - it had to happen (it had to be)

this song's on streaming now
https://open.spotify.com/track/1o1JdGExxoxP5XzRLbQjTR?si=0fbdc79b19794beb

The cities weep
As I’m falling asleep
Scars running deep
A mindset you can’t keep
So you play your game
And you learn what to say
Maybe learn your new favorite phrase
And you play it, you play it every day
Exit signs calling my name
But is it worth the shame?
Distance coming into frame
You got no time to lose 
You’re turning twenty soon
Primarily outdated but you still play it every day
Everyday you look the same
Everyday you’re in a haze
You always say you want to change
But time scrapes by unscathed

Everyday

rare music from the musical prodigy Sam Ray, otherwise known under "ricky eat acid," "teen suicide," "julia brown," and a laundry list of other pseudonyms.
everything on this soundcloud page you can find on bandcamp, with free downloads. every album playlist will have it's bandcamp link in the discription, but don't be afraid to search around for yourself! in my experience with sam's music it's important to step out of your comfort zone and search around for some new songs of his to listen to. you won't regret it c:

eric reads a poem

Sam Ray Rares