Im so alone and people always say itll get better once you stop being a teen but i dont see how it can get any better. The economy sucks i have no love life or will i have one and my parents will die. Time is running out and im scared

"recorded at various places over a long period of time. 

thanks to mat cothran, lexi williams, delaney mills, eric livingston, tamaki hindle, aaron castro, abby trunfio, justin blackburn, ryan wilson, dan collins, and caroline white for their help recording this album."

download the album and support the artist: https://cool.bandcamp.com/album/to-be-close-to-you

julia brown - to be close to you

Counter Intuitive Session by Macseal

once again I'm only doing this so I can put it in a playlist

Macseal - Next To You (acoustic)

(Not my best) Lyrics: 

I think about it a lot 
I think about you a lot 
Your voice, your breath, your inner song 
Your voice, your breath, your inner song 
I think about it a lot 
I think about it a lot 
Your voice, your breath, your inner song 
Your voice, your breath, your inner song 

Like a mother like a friend 
Dead upon birth to the end 

True love doesn’t come easy now x1000000000
Doesn’t come easy

dinner

(Listen Everywhere)
linktr.ee/EmptyCanvs

(VIDEO)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_1IlXT8jog 

(LYRICS) 
I met Jesus sleeping on the sidewalk, 
I bummed a smoke, and he, 
He told a joke, 
And then, I start to choke, 
And then, he starts to scream, 
And then, he left in smoke, 
I say "what does it mean?" 

I met a demon walking in my backyard, 
Made of charm, his demeanour could harm, 
And he, was singing harmonies, 
I could hardly breathe, 
My lungs start to sing, 
Or so it seemed, 
He starts to flee the scene, 
I lied down in the mud, 
He climbed inside a tree, 
And then my lungs were done, 
So suddenly, 
It was so sudden, 
So suddenly, 
It was so sudden, 

I met an angel crying in the doorway, 
She blocked the gate, and said that I'm too late, 
And so I laid my case, I can't forget her face, 
When rust formed on my tongue, 
I guess I spoke too much, 
Started  pleading just for them to see me, 
He starts to flee the scene, 
I lied down in the mud, 
But really who is she, I see burns on her wings, 
Dusted wing clippings, gods children burning,

So suddenly, 
It was so sudden, 
So suddenly, 
It was so sudden,

tongue rust

Lyrics:

To me

Out of all of this wasted time 
I still want you closer than this 

I'm guessing that the price that I'm asking is to high for us

To want you
To want you
To want you

Out of all that I thought it would be 
I still want you closer than this 

I'm guessing that the price that I'm asking is to high for us

And guilt 
To me

To Me

An Abundance of Strawberries

Closing (On A Roof)

14 - Melaina Kol - Green

I Blew on a Dandelion and the Whole World Disappeared

When You Split the Heart Open

i found this randomly while going through old computer files, one of his released songs

rapture

sometimes i wish i was a bug
at least my problems would be smaller
i am a lost dog with no collar
i am the dust bunny under your bed

i wish i was a bug

"recorded at various places over a long period of time. 

thanks to mat cothran, lexi williams, delaney mills, eric livingston, tamaki hindle, aaron castro, abby trunfio, justin blackburn, ryan wilson, dan collins, and caroline white for their help recording this album."

to be close to you

5/21/11

i will do this for the rest of my life

how i spent my summer

library

'im falling in love'

recorded in the autumn of 2015.
album artwork by ivanna masera

How To

rare music from the musical prodigy Sam Ray, otherwise known under "ricky eat acid," "teen suicide," "julia brown," and a laundry list of other pseudonyms.
everything on this soundcloud page you can find on bandcamp, with free downloads. every album playlist will have it's bandcamp link in the discription, but don't be afraid to search around for yourself! in my experience with sam's music it's important to step out of your comfort zone and search around for some new songs of his to listen to. you won't regret it c:

how i spent my summer

Sam Ray Rares

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