It! Is What It! Is

The Real Deal

Waves Of Fear (Lou Reed cover)

I've been rush-in' (as fools do...) to get this DEMOnstration of what lies in my ice-cold heart out of my confused mind, and out into the world. 

Crappy Valentine's Day y'all!

I'm Not In Love (First Site Mix)

I shouldn't be releasing this, for oh so many reasons... My apologies (or not...) in advance.

I'm Irrelevant (Flower Crown Mix)

I was going to re-record this, but I guess we'll see...

Luv U Til I'm Dead - Take 1

This goes out to the asshole I wasted 21 precious years of my life on who left when I undergoing chemotherapy, was bald and bloated, with no eyelashes or eyebrows, uncertain about whether I was going to live or not...Oh! And it was the week before Christmas! Believe me, he absolutely deserves The Curse!!!

Wait? What? I've been asked for lyrics? Thank you...it would be my absolute pleasure to release these words into the universe again... :)

Testo- ;)

I will take a cue from the cunning folk,
The candles have been lit, the house is full of smoke.
The poppet's full of little hairs I've gathered from the sink,
I know it sounds like madness but I've been brought to the brink.
A smirk comes to my face as I gently hold the pin,
And I hope you feel my anguish as I gladly stick it in...
This one's for betrayal, this one's for the pain,
This one's for the loneliness you've made me feel again.
Things aren't getting better, they're only getting worse
I won't give you my blessing, but I'll give you my curse.
My curse...

I jab you in the heart, you may think it unkind,
A spell to block the happiness I hope you never find.
With each little stabbing, each little prick...
I hope yours leads you to despair, I hope it makes you sick.
With dark intent I light the fire, I feel warmed by the flame,
Gather negative energy, spit it out with your name.
Onto the little pyre, I place your effigy,
Watch the blaze consume you, the way that you burnt me.
Things aren't getting better, they're only getting worse,
I won't give you my blessing, but I'll give you my curse...
My curse...

Winds of the North, South, East and West
As I scatter these ashes with pains in my chest-
May he feel my torment, collapsing in the throes,
Send him my affliction, to him O' cold winds blow!
Transfer the torture he inflicts to his own agony.
Days darker than the midnight hour, forsooth I wish on thee...
Bring the howling storms! Clouds of calamity!
With these words, a hex on you...SO MOTE IT BE!!!!!

Unknown album (11/7/2019 5:37:39 PM)

The Curse (Doomsday Demo)

Written in the first few weeks of this hell...hoping it will be irrelevant soon! 
Now available on BandCamp if you want to give me a dollar? ;)

Pandemic!

An acknowledgement of injustice. 
All proceeds on BandCamp go to the NAACP. https://thedoomsdayparty.bandcamp.com/track/the-list-goes-on-and-on

BLM12

The List Goes On And On...

The List Goes On And On...?

An old demo by my short-lived band The Hissy Fits!


Fuck You! By the "Hissy Fits"

An incantation for this upcoming full moon...Let it be Blue!!

Hunter Moon

It! will return. It! will shed It!'s skin and It! will begin again. 

Thank you for listening. It!'s pretty horrible right now...