After losing more friends to suicide than I can count on one hand, I wrote this song.
Everyone wants to do their best to prevent another person from taking their own life, but more often than not, you don't even realize the sadness behind their smile.
Nobody who is truly depressed will honestly come out and say it.
Nobody asks for help.
Well, I want this song to help the ones who are too afraid to ask for help.
It's not the best song I've ever recorded. It's pitchy, it's dry and it was recorded in my basement.
But I didn't fix it.
I recorded it in one take.
No editing.
No re-recording.
No nothing.
Because that's how life goes.
You can't edit something that has already happened, and you can't go back and redo what you think needs fixing.

That's what this song is.

It's imperfect.
Because this is song is me.
I'm imperfect.
But it is 100% honest and will show you another side of me that you may not have even known existed.
And that's what makes it all so perfect.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255

Don't end your song before it's even finished.

Still Here

Original song was deleted, so here it is again.

I Need You

I Need You

This is actually the first thing I've ever recorded.
I recorded this with my producer, at the time, Jonah.
I sing throughout the entire song, but my main part is at about 2:45 of the way in.
Enjoy!

SammySkinns