tired of feeling like i lost you 
- but i, attached to no one,
know that's impossible
you were never mine
i was never yours
that was our beauty
independent coexistence

cravings

so this is my first lil transmission~, i apologize for the jumping around... it's just like my brain! lol. so even if it sounds like it cut off, i really just cut myself off mid convo. feel free to comment with any clarifying questions, thoughts, or what i should talk about next.

xo

"men are from mars, women are from venus," etc etc

intoxicated by the thought
of you, merely,
sedated by the sight
of you, dearly.
talk to me that way...
send me under...
i'm learning how to breathe
underwater.

when those lips reach
my scorching skin
the sizzle will send 
steam to fill the room.

on fire, i've been
(im)patiently waiting to be doused.
flames stew anxiously,
steady and subtle.
water flooding from your view, touch, kiss, tongue
will quench an eternal thirst.

send me under.
i'm learning how to breathe
underwater.

–– my favorite teacher
L'ACQUA, page 47
© samantha rose, 2017
photo via biel morro (@asodiuesdiari on IG)

my favorite teacher (l'acqua)

just a poem i wrote while in boston + some personal thoughts on self-expression. i explain this in the audio, but this part i didn't explain it as well as i wanted: when my friend went to sleep and i was left with all of these emotions + anxiety for my show the next night, i wasn't sure what to do with myself... so i wrote, and this came out. so, just some reflection on that. i had such a great time in boston, i look back on my trip so fondly, despite my tears or any pre-show anxiety. wouldn't trade it for anything.

xo

boston thoughts

audio version of my blog post shared here: https://www.sunrosedivine.com/blog/2017/11/17/l0jy0i4csrs7n04myfcva089rim9dl
*it has a little more because i thought of more while i was speaking, but it's not much so if you only read you aren't missing anything really. just tiny details.
*i apologize for the interruptions and sounds in the background. i really didn't think it was worth re-recording just the end.
*thank you for listening and ily!

xo

photo by michael benz

open your heart to love

this compilation of poems is a collection of "singles" from samantha's upcoming collection of erotic poetry, MOUTH MADE OF SATIN, published by Wide Eyes Publishing, august 15th, 2019.

these #soulbits are pulled from samantha's podcast, SATIN SOULBITS, which revolves around the themes of sex, wellness, and womanhood featuring a new wild woman each week. streaming on spotify, apple music, google play, and is also on samantha's youtube.

follow @baddiesam for more on instagram. xo

soft

shadow work

from samantha's upcoming collection of poetry, "mouth made of satin." august 2019, wide eyes publishing.

my beloved + me

real love faces the sun and does not burn

from samantha's upcoming collection of poetry, "mouth made of satin." 2020, wide eyes publishing.

Kundalini

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