covering drunk by keshi but im acually drunk 

And I'm stumbling back to bed all by myself
Don't need nobody else
All my friends are drunk again
And I'm stumbling back to bed all by myself
Don't need nobody help

still smells like smoke, and your cologne
it’s been a while since we last spoke
So tell me, how's it go?
내게 빌려준 옷 뭘 할까요?
돌려줘야 할 것 같죠
먼저 시간을 좀 줘요

All my friends are drunk again
And I'm stumbling back to bed all by myself
Don't got nobody else
All my friends got other friends
So I'm stumbling back to bed all by myself
Don't got nobody else

I never thought
one day we’d come
to this finale where you’d be gone
It’s been hard to carry on

I loved you whole
you loved me true 
But love alone can’t tide us through
(tide us through)

오늘도 술에 취했죠
홀로 휘청거리며 침대로 돌아가
너의 생각이 나
네가 내 옆에 있는 게
매번 취할때마다 
환각할 수 있다 그때의 너와 나

우리를 끝난 겐 받아들여볼게

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ig & twitter: @sammirui

watch on youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=29vrg-yxRw8&lc=Ugzg4ocoaCAgKvUffct4AaABAg

drunk - keshi cover

i dont wanna take back what i said back then
every word that hurt you baby i meant
but i didn't do it on purpose
believe me when i said ifelt nervous

said you loved me boy but i felt nothing
just apologize then go back doing the same damn thing
you get mad when i wanna talk
like loving me is a job you can't stand 
you're my man so why do i feel like i'm

all alone when i came back home
when we shared our bed
running through my head
was the thought that though i love you so much
it just aint enough, it just aint enough

and in spite of all you've done to me
you've got issues but i got mine too sorry i couldn't be
more patient less insecure
wanted so bad to be unsure
if i should do what i did
so sorry i couldn't fix

what we had
just too many cracks
in the house we built
sinking in the sand
like thunder's echo and a lightning's crash
we burned so bright, burned out so fast

picking up what's left and lay to rest
your memory, the could-have-beens
and again today it's pourning rain
and i' not ok in the aftermath

aftermath (demo)

아유춥네 (demo1) (prod. dress)
from the 2022 reality tv series "Seoul Check In" Episode 1

I wanted it to be you 
guess i have to accept that's not possible
so many maybes we could've been babe
i kindle just a small flame
that you could be mine again
there's too many things too hard not to recall
time keeps flowing seasons change and i don't know where you are
who you sleeping with or talking to 
your last word au revoir
put my memory of you in a box under my bed
with the rest of my pipe dreams never to be revisited again
still every night i get on kakaotalk and check if you're on
if i dropped you a text would you reply

imma go my whole life not knowing for sure if we would've 
not made it out of the woods or we could've 
turned shit around, our love so profound but not fated
imma go my whole life feeling like a part of me's missing
you left a hole in me babe i'm still reeling
my heart's on the ground for you to pick up where you left off

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produced by dress
music and lyrics by sam rui

disclaimer: this demo version of the track that appeared on the show is not being monetized on soundcloud. I own the rights to the lyrics and melodies. The rights to production and master of the song belong to the producer.

아유춥네 (prod. dress)(from Seoul Check In EP1)

"..a manic pixie dream girl in Rabin’s definition is a female character that is different or otherwise quirky, whose essential function throughout the plot of the story is to teach the main male character some fundamental lesson, usually about how to love or live life to the fullest. [The trope] teaches us that men will always be the primary protagonist of every story, thus only ever leaving supporting roles for women to fill."

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say you'll spend the night babe
racking up my time with you
tryna make you mine babe
throw me any sign that you're gon stay

I daydream about all the possibilities
baby I'm greedy to hear you say that you love me
but there's no real love for your MPDG

I care for you, I do
but you ain't there for me, you
the world revolves around what you need
your POV don't know yourself

let's say i'm your lover tonight
but only if i want it, i keep on lying
you know i just can't get enough
i'm not even trying
when i'm alone keep it on the low, i'm tryna be cool
but baby give me a chance, only you understand

imma get needy for you

imma get needy for you

you say that you know who you are
but that's just a concept
whats the bigger context?
one day you gon drift off too far
baby just be honest

MPDG - Sam Rui & Jema (demo ver.)

Track 5 - Down ft. Fauxe

SEASON 2
Track 3 - Boys

https://soundcloud.com/samantharui/sets/season-2-full-album

Track 3 - Boys

Track 4 - Your Girl

so you say to me
that you down that you for me 
not a part of your game
that you in it you steady i'm stuck on your brain

why you say to me
that our loving is true 
it get to you good
that for all that its not 
its me you're into

baby tell me what i need to know
if you gotta break me down why you do it slow
why you gotta pull me into you so close
if you gotta break my heart don't do it slow

i remember that yesterday
all easy we fine nothing to complicate
you confess that its hard but through it you stay
but you were faking it overtime
rob me of my pride
you make me feel that you was never mine
that you were never mine

why you gotta be so hard to hold
baby let me know when you became so cold
why you gotta keep me under let me go
if you gotta break me down don't do it slow
don't do it slow

Demo: Things Have Changed (Prod. Rish)

Marvin's Room

original prod. by J Roes 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qipJ_NOIYok&t=42s
"summer fever" music and lyrics by bevy maco
https://soundcloud.com/datmrco/summerfever


매일같이 타던 버스에서 널
처음 본 순간이 아직 떠올라
내 폰만 쳐다보는척 하다가
너의 예쁜 두 눈과 마주쳐버린

그 어느 여름날에
우리 둘이 
그 어느 여름날에 
우리 둘이

I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u

우린 너무 어렸었나봐
그저 모든게 새로웠던 거잖아 
창 가에 앉아 바라보던, 이 세상이 
너로인해 아름다웠었나봐

wish i didn’t see you in my dreams
hoping you still thinking about me
us two by the river at night
thought that we still had time

그 어느 여름날에 
우리 둘이 
그 어느 여름날에 
우리 둘이

I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u

summerfever

more coming soon 
Grazy Grace (NY/KR)와 Sam Rui (SG)의 첫 믹스테입 트랙 이다, 잘 들어주세요 xo

#1 "Forever21"
music and lyrics by: grazy grace, sam rui
mixed by: sam
prod by: BLUESY MANSION (https://soundcloud.com/bluesy-mansion)

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SAM:
its cool its cool
even though i didn’t think id be alone in my room
still thinking bout you again
it’s fine it’s fine
not like I’m not getting shit done
not like you the only one
i fall so deep into in so little time

i don’t even know you yet
can’t remember half of what you said
so remind me
is your favourite colour yellow or red?

i don’t mean to do this baby
i don’t even know if it’s all right if i call you baby already
why’s my mind so set

oh 넌 나랑 너무 잘
어울리자나 그렇자나
My love is yours you already know ( you already) (I gotta know)
(You came along so I gotta know)
이미 난 널 택했어
넌 이제 나만 바라봐줘 
My love is yours you already know

GRACE:
oh shit im doing it again yea
fantasizing about you all day
I haven't stayed up this late since maybe I
use to write them college essays yea

You not even my type boy but I but I
(You be making me so curious)
You the only one I think about but I but  I
(I don't mean to be a little girl )

왠지 모든게 아름다워 보여
네 얼굴 볼떼 마다  마음이 쪼여 
차가웠던 내 마음 봄이 왔나봐 
사르르 녹아 내려와 내 쿨 한 척 

싫어 했던 사랑 노래들
이제는 귀에 속속 들려와 
이 노래에 니 이름 밝힐까 말까

oh 넌 나랑 너무 잘
어울리자나 그렇자나
My love is yours you already know
이미 난 널 택했어
넌 이제 나만 바라봐줘 
My love is yours you already know

GRACE & SAM:
mm all this love all this love
so in love
and i hope it's not too soon that i 
love you
give me your time baby be mine
tell me what i should do with my loving now

- CHORUS -

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Socials:
Grazy Grace: ig/twitter @gebabyk; sc @eunmi-grace-kim)
Sam Rui: ig/twitter @sammrui

Forever21 - Grazy Grace x Sam Rui

#2 "FAKE"
music and lyrics by: grazy grace, sam rui
mixed by: sam
prod by: Mateusz Grum (@slowtime-1)

GRACE:
you been sleeping on me 
yeah you been sleeping on me
woke up too late boy
see i’m gone boy

so now you calling for me
oh yeah you calling for me
you think i’m crying
who you kidding

hope you had a good time
now just move on with your life
don’t drag me down with you
you know i’m done with you

thank god i never gave you my heart
had enough now i’m gone
just one more thing before i go
just so you know

yeah i faked it all
i faked it all real hard
was so hard to fake it just to make you happy
yeah i faked it all
i don’t cry at all
you’re lucky if i even give a shit at all

SAM:
you been going backwards on your side
slip fast fall hard baby tell me whats it feel like 
without me to carry
your weight like i do mine
your momma didn’t teach you better?
"this girl so good don’t let her get away"

boy i’m gon level with you
the d*** aint even that good
솔직히 말하자면
when i said i came wasn’t true
yeah everytime
that shit was patronising
so losing you ain’t nothing

yeah i faked it all
wasn’t what you thought
anyway i’m obviously out of your league
yeah i faked it all
i don’t cry at all
baby life without you is just so much more free

GRACE:
지워 버려 버려 
너와 나의 story 진심도 
아니였잖아 
그렇게 보지마
내게 다가오지마 
이게 진심 이니까 
이게 진심이야 

Hold up wait up wait up
No no i don't i don't fuck around
nothing was real at all
until you fucked it up 
이게 진심 이니까 
이게 진심이야 

SAM:
yeah it was never real
i had 2 other guys when you told me how you feel
and they do it better than you
sorry you have to take this
but it’s just the truth

CHORUS

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Lyric Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2ohuQkHMxg

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Socials:
Grazy Grace: ig/twitter @gebabyk; sc @eunmi-grace-kim)
Sam Rui: ig/twitter @sammrui

FAKE! - Grazy Grace x Sam Rui

Written by: Grazy Grace, Sam Rui
Beats by: Illuid Haller http://www.illuidhallerbeats.com/

Lyrics:

그떼 떠난 이후로
자꾸 생각이 나
아무 이유 없이  왜 떠난거야 
그날 
난 아직도 늘 이렇게 고민을해 
혹시 내 
생각이  다시 나면
전화 해줘 

Do you remember ?
그 여름밤 우리는 사랑을 했었지
baby it was you that i’d run through the heavy rainfall for
know you’d catch me if i got too
far gone
but it seem like you don’t recall
even though it’s not long
ago that you said “내 맘을 줄께” all

got me stuck up in my head 
thinking and second guessing 
if anything you said
was ever true
guess i’m the fool
having the hard time forgetting you

그떼 떠난 이후로
자꾸 생각이 나
아무 이유 없이  왜 떠난거야 
그날 
난 아직도 늘 이렇게 고민을해 
혹시 내 
생각이  다시 나면
전화 해줘 

baby like a sculpture renaissance era work of art
who was i to think that you could
give a mere girl like me your heart
baby 너무 달콤하게
made me promises i’m wondering 왜요
You lead me on then you go

I hope you still got some memories of us
All the polaroids and the songs you made for us
Im still humming  all the melodies you wrote 
If I cross your mind  give me a one last call  

그떼 떠난 이후로
자꾸 생각이 나
아무 이유 없이  왜 떠난거야 
그날 
난 아직도 늘 이렇게 고민을해 
혹시 내 
생각이  다시 나면
전화 해줘 

(you went ahead and left me not hanging not a word
i wrote this song about you
i hope you heard)

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Instagram:
Grazy Grace: http://www.instagram.com/gebabyk
Sam Rui: http://www.instagram.com/sammirui

Last Call (전화 해줘)- Grazy Grace x Sam Rui

Wanita - Mickeyleano:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0feC8y1sOw3TTIHmSOmPhI?si=SEKmWvqlRROEr2RovYqUcA

(p.s. s/o nara and nadine thanks for the voicenotes)

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Jatuh dari berdiri 
Angin bertiup 
Budak yang tak berisi 
Kurangkan berani 
Kenapa datang sini 
Jangan bohong kami
Lelaki suka buat macam gini 

I been alone for a while
That's my style now 
Men they come and go 
But they just to kill time though
I’m in love with this freedom 
Why they think that we need em   
Push to shove 
Making love 
Thats the way that we see them (oh no)
don’t think I’m going home tonight
i’m too wasted on this mic tonight 
so let it be on the record 
I don't really care if my heart gets better 
This ain't about to be a love letter 

I don't wanna say that its for sure 
but things change and we know now
them golden days are way past our time

I think I took too long to decide how much i wanna get 
Too much going on 
People coming in coming out 
Jump around scream shout 
Throw your money in 
Money coming in money going out
Burn it all in an hour

Jatuh dari berdiri 
Angin bertiup
Budak yang tak berisi 
Kurangkan berani 
Kenapa datang sini 
Jangan bohong kami
Lelaki suka buat macam gini 

Haven’t seen u in a couple months
You feel so familiar to me and so i trust you
I guess you’re still to me
What i am to you 
Kick it on the couch - if we cuddle, is that cool?

It's funny how it works out when its going down the drain 
I can see you smiling when you're standing in the rain 
And my raincoat's dripping 
With the thought of my disdain 
Can I pull you close and smell the skin over your veins

Lelaki

Track #4: FBHPT (Fine Boys Have Problems Too)

music and lyrics: Sam Rui, Grazy Grace
prod: Gen Neo (https://soundcloud.com/allaboutthebeat)

baby text me like he forgot 
he got 5 other bitches to worry bout
blow up my phone in the first 2 nights 
but now he don’t answer and i aint got no
time to be wasted on waiting on you
if you don’t really want me then tell me the truth
you got other options i understand
just need for you to be the bigger man

So tell me how its going down
if its really me that you want
you wanna fuck around and have fun
then just go
but you always say
fine boys have problems too
just want your loving boo

but you don’t know how to show me love
wanna trust you but i’m just not getting enough
hard for me to trust
cos you look the way you do
these girls they all want you

you’re mine, mine you say
wish i believed but you so far out of my way
mine, mine, stay
you’re mine, mine 
baby never go away

i aint no like that 
you aint no like that 
you take my innocence away like its nobody’s 
heartbreak's a night away
one good girl down thats what you and your homies say
i'm just another number for you to remember 

두번 다시 생각 하지 않은 너
새벽이 되야 그때야 울리지 
꼬집고 또 꼬집어봐
아프게 느껴지는 이 감정 새로워 보이잖아

-

boy i just need to you to empathise 
you been looking so good that i can't sleep right
cos if i know that you loyal
then all of this is all for yours
there ain't no question what we gonna be
baby feel the friction chemistry
so i gotta know that you loyal
so all my loving all for yours

FBHPT (Fine Boys Have Problems Too) - Grazy Grace x Sam Rui (Prod. Gen Neo)

Better Off

Track #5: Candlelight
Lyric Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xiwq_aDGar0

Music & Lyrics: Sam, Grace
Mixing: Sam
Prod: Nick Star (http://Nickstar.Beatstars.com)

Lyrics:

SAM:
우리 지금 만나자 i’m on the way on over now
baby 전화 받아 20 minutes i’ll be at your house
and we can do it there if you want to
but you now that i get loud
and i don’t think we gonna stop at a round two
i guess later we’ll work that out

wanna put what you been talking bout to work yeah
mm 이게 사거리 come at me every side yeah
don’t care if u tipsy 
anyway want you to meet me right now, now

drop whatever you’ve been doing with your homies
bro time 끝났어서 it’s all me, all me yeah
imma show you things
imma blow your brain 
up into pieces
when you start tasting this

under the candlelight
worship me like goddess 
serenade the highs
you get me so restless uh

nobody 
can nobody do it like you baby
but only 
after the nightfall 
can you bring me home

GRACE:
하지마 하지마 하지마  이젠 부끄러워 하지마 그녀를 
알잔아  알잖아 알잔아  기다리게 하지마 oh 그녀를 
온몸이 반응하잖아 ah 
(머리부터 발끝까지)
보름달이 뜨는 날 너와 나
(해가 뜰뗴까지 춤을춰 )
찬양해 찬양해 불러봐 I'm a goddess 
사랑의 노래 불러봐 sing to highest 
 무릎끌어(내가) 시키는데로  하면 
오늘밤  you’ll be blessed 
You’ll have me so impressed  

I'm Aphrodite, love almighty 
I get you to the highest 
they call me Venus, I'm your fire 
gonna burn you inside out  

under the candlelight 
worship me like a goddess yeah
serenade the highs
I get you the hardest yeah

GRACE:
평소장소에 만나자 난 지금 가는 길에서
오늘밤 특히 기억에 남이 만들 할까

SAM:
baby it’s my last week 
많은 시간이 없지
원하지 않은 척은 이제 그만해
meet me tonight
meet me tonight
under the candlelight yeah

Candlelight - Grazy Grace x Sam Rui

I Want Love (demo) 
beat by yusei: https://www.instagram.com/yuseiworld/

-

lyrics:
tell me what u mean by you can’t do this no more
tell me what you mean by that 
cos it’s barely been 4 days 
since the night at your place
when i asked
u sure u wanna fuck right now?
u sure u really down right now?

tell me what u mean suddenly you all guilty
baby where’d that come from
you don’t want me?
now that you’ve gotten it don’t want no more
all that i was to you some foreign score  

every time
i’m a late night comfort
after summer gone
nobody call back no
nobody stay round 
so it 

it brings me down that i want love
there's no one around to really love
and it gets so very lonely 
looking for somebody i can trust
yeah it bring me down
that i want love 

i’d be lying if i said 
that i aint been stressing it
over and over
baby trying to pretend
that it aint mean nothing but
why’s this keep happening to a good girl like me?
 
guess i’m the root of the problem
write all these songs cos i’m trying to solve them
and if i’m being honest 
it aint about
this boy or that one
its i don’t know what i really want
so it

it brings me down that i want love
keep looking around cos i don’t love
me for who i am right now
if i fix that then i might just, yeah
not anymore
i look for love

it's bringing me down that i want love
i keep looking around cos i don't love
me for who i am right now
if i fix that then i might just
not anymore
i look for love

i want love (demo)

you taking all these pictures
don’t wanna see you with her baby
abercrombie fitch shirt
remember that i bought that baby
难道你不觉得羞耻
在我面前, 当众以及, 你这样子
甚至一周都还没过

so tell me why you do that
因为我还是忘不了你
最近这黑暗，有多么痛
连一句话都没有说
你已经踏着脚步，开始离开我 
诉说我哪里不够
你要分开的理由

i would have loved you better 
过一会儿你就看得出 
yeah we belong together
比不上你和我的相处
独一的爱
无二我们一样完善的一牌    
能不能绕我的身边回来
 
－

i hope that whenever you’re with her
taking her to coffee and dinner
somebody walks in wearing something that i would have
and now its just me you be thinking of
我们的历史
she doesn’t know bout it
现在我必知的就是
if you still keep our photographs on your bedside
午夜之后想着你 sleepless all night 

i would have loved u better 
为什么你不能看得出
yeah we belong together
她比不上你和我的相处
独一的爱
无二我们一样完善的一牌    
能不能绕我的身边回来

我忍不住 this baby
能不能绕我的身边回来
受不了看你们在一起
能不能绕我的身边回来 

you posting all these pictures
of you and her together
so i can’t help but wonder how you are
do you miss us like i do
i would’ve held my loving back if i had knew
I’m looking at your photo right now

照片 (demo2) - 11:12:18, 3.02 AM

do u think that maybe we could work it out
hang out on a thursday night 
go somewhere she aint hanging round
get u to my ownsome
swear that i aint usually like this
not the kinda girl to have a motive
baby could u stay a while?
baby could you stay a -

don’t stress about the cab fare 
(fuck all this traffic)
didn’t bring your card out
(it’s cool you know i’m good for it)
all u gotta do is tell me
that u want it too
and i’ll cover you
whatever the weather
if its gonna be me you, together
i don’t care how cold it gets
freeze to death with no regrets so

do u think that maybe we could work it out
hang out on a friday night 
get drunk while she be out of town
get u to my ownsome
swear that i aint usually like this
not the kinda girl to have a motive
i want you to stay a while
baby could you stay a -

why you gotta have a girlfriend
(man, why's it always gotta be complicated)
and on top of that go do that to me
gonna keep me guessing 
stop it with ur 어장관리 
what exactly am i to you? 
cos i might have fallen and i can’t lie 

baby i want you and i to work it out 
hang out ever day now 
cos i wanna but still haven’t found
anybody like you
swear that i aint usually like this
not the kinda girl to have a motive (but)
i want you to stay a while?
baby could you stay a -

6am in Seoul: Stay a While (demo)

baby i ain't proud of what I’m feeling right now
say you got a lot that you can’t deal with right now
and its only me you can turn to
only me you go to
when you get like this i never learn
like a stray dog biting
can never seem to let it go so why then
sacrifice me
i bear your cross when you ask
i steer your course so you don’t crash and burn
i never turn my back on you
cos you’re getting old and 
still living lonely stranded 
hunchbacked on a cold shore

part of my future i won’t have
angel above lost in the sand
i’d give up my youth to bring to you back to life
now a dead man walking 
the man i love
who i loved

dead man walking (freestyle)

歌词：

guess we’ll never be more than friends
so i accept my fate
in loving a boy that i can’t have
and to suffer every day 
to go out with you to dinner
dressed in that killer 
outfit that i hate 
cos it brings out the way that your eyes glimmer
when your beanie’s on that way

what i’m trying to say
is that i’m cool with our deal
at least i get to see you
and at most lock up my feels
on account of the fact
you don’t see me the way i do
i’m fine if we’re just friends forever
see your point of view

世界为什么只对着我有恨?
舍不得我快乐 
怕我快就变成个
心里怀着醋的单身狗
无运能够找到个真正永存的爱火

-

继续这样想着你
到底为我有什么效益?
落进这一阵的折磨 
是我自认的错
never be able to give me more
因该把这痴情所扑落
怜悯这个无助多可怜的我

世界为什么只对着我过分?
难道我不值得？
难道我的确是个
不许得到爱的一个单身狗
怕我整一辈子必须 
spend my whole life alone

单身狗 （single dog）

i been thinking bout you late night
새벽까지 여전히 잘수 없어
움직이지 않았던 내 맘이
갑자기 복잡해 졌어  

또 물어봐, 난 왜 이래?
널 볼때마다 난 무너져 
like I didn't already know you
but now suddenly I'm losing my cool

그때 지금까지 똑같은 너
(yeah no doubt, you're still)
스타일 바꿔 머리 잘랐도
네 매력적인 미소와 네 목소리 (yeah)
feeling so out of it one look at you and my vision’s blurry
자꾸 궁금하지만 난 몰라요

only friends that’s howwe identify
how’d that change for meyeah overnight?
friends never lovers 
혼자서 i suffer
over you, wanting you
what should i do?
(mm yeah baby what should i do?)

yeah you got me like
what the fuck is this feeling
can’t fight it
끊으려고 했지만 아직 이 느낌이 남아 woah
어떡해 풀어할까? 
우린 형제 듯이니까 
but i can’t see you like that anymore no
아무리 답답해도 이젠
i’m gonna keep my distance so then
더 깊게 떨어지지 않을거야
(이게) 확실한 말한다고 말야 

why’s it you and not a stranger? why
not even that good looking
but  guess u cute when u fooling round
why’s it you of everybody? why
too close for comfort
oh baby why?

think i’m in love with my best friend
tried to but i can’t pretend
that you aint the one i want
i’ve fallen hard for my best friend
tried to but i can’t pretend
that you aint the one i want

cos we’re only friends that’s how we identify
how’d that change for meyeah overnight
friends never lovers 
혼자서 i suffer
over you, wanting you
what should i do

**sorry for the konglish and the mixing that bass was v hard to tame

always in the mood 4 u (demo)

fuckboy们 也有 feelings 的 ～

-

从天堂落下来的神性
我告诉你的都是真心
我认识了你以后
人生的目标好像终于搞定

流传的谣言都说我坏
但我并不是那种的 guy
其实私下我一直等待
一个能够驯我的真爱
那就是你 baby
因为有了你
我不想复回以前的品行
我该怎么证明？才让你相信？
我都愿意改变， 我要值得你

真是好恐怖，真的不像我
建起来的围墙统统打破
存在你的拥抱之间
全都是稳当, 什么危险都感不到

baby i’m using to being to being lonely
baby i’m used to being solitary but
think you might have lit up a fire,
now i can’t un-want you
知道我配不上你 baby
但是请别再回避
有了你我会变得好

这是什么鬼事？伤了什么害？
我并不是这一种的 guy
镜内的影子是个殊死 的男孩
跪在地上央求你给爱
你是我唯一个 baby
由于你
我不想复会以前的癖习
我该怎么证明？才让你相信？
我都愿意改变， 我要值得你 

-

lyrics & translations:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4NUASGcyNI&feature=youtu.be

fuckboys have feelings too

ㅈㅎ에게:
둘다 서로 힘들어서 재대로 더 놃고 너그러운 맘으로 널 지원해주지 못해서 미안하고 
마지마 그때에 모든 억누르렀던 감정들 다 한꺼번에 턴지고 심하고 맘이 아프게  말해서 미안하고 
그 동안안에서 많은 사람스런 시점들 나랑 한께 보내주고 해줘서 고맙고
그 좋은 기억들은 영원히 내 마음속에 남아 있을거야 

잘 지내고 있를 바라고 영원히 나한테 소중하고 사랑하는 사람일거에요 넌

그때까지 (till the stars align)

못 보낸 노래 (demo) - 13:9:19, 4.57 AM
prod. Lee (augustred31@gmail.com)
lyrics & melody by me

-

hope you aint too drunk to pick up this time
cos its you i wanna talk to
i hope you’ve been good, going bout your life
가끔씩 i think about you 

how’s the weather over there
where do u hang out when it gets cold
and could u bring me there sometime
don’t just wanna trade some texts online

i make up excuse after bad excuse
to find ways to be near you

known u for a while yeah
참아 노력해 this feeling for a while yeah
어떻게 몰랐어?

i think i might love you though it makes no sense
what would it take for us to be more than friends 
thank god we’re so far apart cos
if i saw you in person right now i might just lose it so 
imma just write more music i won’t send
 
you don’t even have to say much 
baby knowing you’re there’s enough to make me ok
함께 있으면 맘이 느긋해져
애써 태연한 척했는데 난 니 앞에서 
온몸이 떨려 

i’m saying this to get it off my chest
right now I’m tipsy at best if not drunk and so are you
pardon me confessing 

i think i might love you though it makes no sense
what would it take for us to be more than friends 
thank god we’re so far apart cos
if i saw you in person right now i might just lose it so 
imma just write more music i won’t send

못 보낸 노래 (demo) - 13:9:19, 4.57 AM

What It's Like To Love U

-

with you i just feel like
like i could
take on anything in my past life
i always lose
out to situations i can’t fight
devil so loud
saying that we aint gonna last right
that i can’t allow 

wanna spend my whole life getting to know you 
is that cool
baby cos the dawn breaks and the sun shines when u do
when were lying side by side together
i forget the girl i was before i met you
so i know what i should do

you’re the missing part i needed when i lost my way
i love you there’s nothing more to say
no i can’t predict the future baby come what may
i know i love you and even more each day

What Its Like To Love U (demo prod. me)

in late 2019-2020 my friend joel introduced me to splice and let me borrow his  account, another friend manny also lent me his very expensive looking electric guitar, and in the same time period i also went into a bit of a depressive spiral while encountering a lot of issues while working on an official mixtape release, so i wrote a lot and tried to produce my own music for this first time to get through that and that's how these demos happened.
this is a personal project and all the songs are released in the demo versions that i made and recorded each one in that day. (i'm really sorry about the mix quality but i hope u like the demos here in some way or another and maybe feel them as i did)

i would sincerely like to thank joel and manny for the splice and guitar sponsorships respectively whether u know it or now yall really helped me through a weird time. also my family if they ever come across this for letting me make music late into the night even though i can be noisy sometimes and for loving and supporting me through many years of depression and anxiety. s/o anyone who has/has experienced that or any mental condition along that line and still got out of bed to make something of a day, and especially to all families and friends who knowingly or unknowingly stay with us through everything and  carry our weights when we can't

to disappear

(if i )don't stop

to be alone

IamSamRui (voicenotes/ drafts/ travel diaries):
https://soundcloud.com/iamsamrui

samantharui@hotmail.com

Sam Rui

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