Do You Only Love Me When I’m Drunk

Kissing Girls

Ignore the AC in the background my cat has a bladder problem. 

playin around with my falsetto ig

justanothersadboy

I wrote this in about an hour. 

I was high off adrenaline and thrill.

I picked up a middle aged stranger. And I asked him where he wanted to go. And I tried to take him there. I did his laundry. I gave him a bed for the night. He reared his teeth, but didn’t use it. Humanity is naturally kind. 

I was engaging in extremely risky behavior.

I will still engage in extremely risky behavior. 

But they will much better calculated next time.

Uncalculated risk is a more extreme high than any drug I’ve ever tried. It breaks brains and folds reality. 

But I have loved ones. If I continue down the path I formed when I wrote this song, I’ll continue to hurt my loved ones.

I need to protect them. They are important.

cyberhop

Samara Black

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