- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles

everseas

Beat Production: XY1VA
Lyrics: samben
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waves as they fade
as they grow
take my lungs 
fill them with foam
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home

we die slowly
take my soul for me
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home

I feel the weight I'm wearing it like a crown
jus to make it out
jus to push me through this
jus so that I can drown
no I can't figure it out
I'm a little ghost 'round here
somewhere between the sky and the ground
that's where I'll be found

faces in the wind
they dissipate n then persist
I try to move along my mind
oh there's the bitch I hate this shit
I get a question from my wrist
I send the nod n make a slit
we all die slow I jus apply the emphasis

get out
I tell em jus get out
I need a little space 'round here
I need a place where I can't hear a sound
I'm tryna go outa bounds

live in the swamps n dodge the chomps
at least there's not no fucking waves
take the bait n fade away
I never had to make a way
but fuck it I done grabbed my spade 
I'm headed toward the king of snakes
cut the head decapitate
n take the venom from its fangs

I jus need me a place
I jus need me some space
I jus need to feel safe
ay

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/sambenn (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4dhDLAfHIwqoeSw2dWh?si=QhlN790pQVGyS8Vh1pn3jg
Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/@samben9
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/sambenztruck/
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

#alternativehiphopmusic #alternativehiphop #alternativemusic #alternativetrap #emotrap #alternativeemo #emohiphop #chillmusic #vibemusic #upbeat #alternativeindie #sadmusic #sad #slowcore #astrocore #acidcore

 lil peep type music lil peep type song

home ((PROD. XY1VA))

Beat Production: Flood
Lyrics: samben
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outta pain where the scar at
ima pull it far back
watchin this blade distain my skin

I'm not getting any feedback
I jus got my weedbag
I take me a smoke n then become the wind

she hit me witta heartpoon (harpoon)
but she wont stay, she wont stay
she gon put me in a barbed tomb
cause she always say, she always say

"I don't fucking need you"
that I cant fucking please you
I feel like I'm seethrough 
I'm smoking on the reaf ooh
I jus make this cheese
n then smoke on wiz khalif doobs
I watch how they creep
they gon find out what I keep ooh

I ask my brain why is it always her
I dream about the way she made me hurt
I never wanted her to take my pain but she took my pain n then she made it worse

I did the same so I don't reimburse 
live in my dreams I like the re-immerse 
I wanna know how she holds the weight how she molds the clay before it gets burned

she be knowin I got potent, ha
wonder if shell come through
cause all I've ever wanted 
is to fade witchu

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/sambenn (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4d...
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/sambenztruck/
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

#alternativehiphopmusic #alternativehiphop #alternativemusic #alternativetrap #emotrap #alternativeemo #emohiphop #chillmusic #vibemusic #upbeat #alternativeindie #sadmusic #sad #wave #newwave #altwave #slowwave #ethercore #chillwave #underground 

 lil peep type music lil peep type song

ghosttails ((PROD. FLOOD))

Beat Production: Maybeltr
Lyrics: samben
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she don't have a place to stay
i wonder what she be waitin for
i got plenty of bottles to save me from her
evil games we play, i die by the sword

could we float
escape my chains if i show u
i wont eva claim to know u
i got stains on my brain too

shawdy come n take my hand
shawdy come n bring me down
i live in an enchanted land
all black where i don't hear a sound

deform

i got the pills in my system baby im takin more
i got the will written aint no space for names of no whores

muthafuka i sniff on that rice hoe 
(you dont care)
my veins filled wit poison as im duckin from the five-0
horrible emotions i cant feel unless my eyes closed 
(so I dont care)
tell me if u want me, give a fuck about a why hoe

fuck the bitch i dont eva wanna go back
I got plenty of pain she talkin to me when im dead

like what she sayin what she sayin is she there
like what im sayin do i care fuck oh no
fuck i think shes there i think i care fuck oh no
i dont wanna care dont wanna care its toxic

i dont wanna wait 
nah i really jus wanna fade
n i really jus need a place
man, bitches feelin safe

like what i wait fo
dont know what i wait fo 
yah i got my chrome pills
bitch im finna take 4

i cut deep hoe
i cut
eyes shut
don't get no sleep though
im stuck wit blood runnin down my arms bitch
i dont give a fuck about these scars bitch

i use my life as a wager
tell that hoe i see her later
she gave me plenty pain to hate her
she gave me plenty pain to hate her, 

but i dont

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud -  https://soundcloud.com/sambenn (new), https://soundcloud.com/deadsoulbaby (old), https://soundcloud.com/user-260657180 (Maybeltr)
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4dhDLAfHIwqoeSw2dWh?si=LzbWgc7GTguYT9ZN6z1I6g
Instagram - sambenztruck  
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com, jaxenmgmt@gmail.com

#alternativehiphopmusic #alternativehiphop #alternativemusic #alternativetrap #emotrap #alternativeemo #emohiphop #chillmusic #vibemusic #upbeat #alternativeindie #sadmusic #sad #wave #newwave #altwave #slowwave #ethercore #chillwave #underground cloudrap
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 lil peep type music lil peep type song

Khan ((PROD. MAYBELTR))

written & produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics-
im where the gods be at
its a long way down
scars all on my brand new tat
eyes like a bloodhound

tired until pass
i dont wanna sleep
i screw my head on fast
i tangle with the weeds

i dont know what to do
i caught up with u
im like bitch im like fine im on the moon
what u want what u want
 im like oh peace would be cool
if it didnt weigh a ton

i spin inside my room
and u wont ever see me

i been in my head space i think i die once a month
i should tell u i dont really have that much
its jus a feeling i think im going out touch
all for a feeling if only i could tax the blood

i had my head gone
i had no clearance
i need a pay phone
for the appearance
i died like 5 times i got experience
vamp shawd  impale u up on my spear end

im gone pass bitch  
ur pussy flapping 
u hang wit enemies
u can get capped bitch 
drop the add bitch
i want that action
i blow the brains out of yo payments for that capping

oh u had said sum
so we both wanna die
yah up ur pole lil boy 
i look u in the eye
u scared asf lil boy
thats why u trigger ride
im smoking ona void
bet u cant feel this high

u dont know me
x8

u dont know
x8

(various internal melting sounds)

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

spearend

written & produced by the mufukas who sing it

Lyrics-
im right here i jus wish i was not
40 nights in satan i had saw
if u tempt me i would go that way 
i wanna perish far away from they

i i i waste my life
i i i want more time with u
before i cut u out like my wrist slits
its u
fyr engulf cranium prison

in the dark i see
that which i would flee  
if i kept my eyes on

turn em off
i turn em off
i had saw
how we die

i cant promise u that ill be there
i take the back roads n if i crash i crash
i reminisce about your hollow stare
hope u could see it when reflect it back on u

i watch the world fall down
i watch the waves crash yah
x2

I try cannot fight
Whats inside 
Visions in my mind
Words spoken of the tongue kill and bind
The everlasting flame died it will not shine
Chain to my ankle at the bottom of the lake
deteriorated skin theres no way to escape
I will stay
Carry away
You dont want me to lead you astray
Satan followed me in the woods one day
Didn’t even run i knew what he would say
Lean tears in the fanta like black kray
Wish that i could tell you everything at stake
Float 
Float float in the galaxy all alone
Judgement day i will leave a stone
Cut on my knees i cannot walk
Blood leaks out everytime they bend
I See an angel that was sent 
Will not fold and wont repent

My Bodys cold and stiffening
All the walls are closing in
Darkness grow and thickening 
They are always listening 
Follow a certain specimen
Punishment for the genuine 
Demon disguised as feminine 
Laying beside the bed im in

Eternal suffering it never ends for me
When i die i hope i dont do this shit all again
Knives in eyes blood rain the sky
You could stab me in my back it doesnt bother me 
It doesnt bother me

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

40nitez w/ WiCK3D

written & produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics-
shawdy so bad
i should prolly cut her
but i cant do that
man i alr bed her
shawd so bad i dont even wan use a cover
i been in my head so long like i need another

i close the shutters
u cant see in
water color 
for my skin

like its so hard to die
like im not even trying
the deaf leading the blind
shady so hard to find

shawdy i jus rolled up 4
cuz im going to war
am im still rolling up more
shawdy so fukn morte
like whered u go mon coeur
remember what u swore
im rotting on the shore
shawdy dance, frolickcore

i need to fix me before i go back
out the dark
dire moonlight
feel stark 

bbz on the coms
we run up all the funds
i will bathe in the sun
when my soul go down

sound break down why am i still here
oh the sound broke down so why am i still here
the sound break down so i cant hear u
the sound break down no i cant hear u

my mind shtop loading
circumnavigate all the reasons
im here im here
shawdy its the weekend
so u stop
i wish i could be not
arcane im with mystra
like hoe i dont need ya
hoe i walk the seas
jesus christ i need weed
i feel every fuck thing
i mean id like some peace

i mean shit maybe it here
x2

im so out of it 
whatcha say
x4

i need a shawd of fyr
eyes low tired
someone call the choir
my organs whos the buyer

upside down pyre like im st peter
world enslaved like gaul i conquer like caesar

no i dont need her
shawdy a pet feed her
im just where im at
its some fucked place called earth

i just box it up
n label it fucked
i turn back to dust
its all so made up

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

frolickcore

written & produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics-
purple pill i take, 2
i could never wait 4 u
purple pill i take 2
i could never wait 4 u

its a shawdy world
shawdy burn
its a shawdy world

purple pill i take, 2
i could never wait 4 u
purple pill i take 2
i could never wait 4 u

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

purpill

written & produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics -
time bend x4
i oscillate through my head
you won't see me again
i oscillate through my head
you wont see me at all x2

i oscillate through my head
i feel it again
i oscillate through my head
i feel it for you x2

i wish u had never hit up my phone
cause i miss u
n ion need u hoe
but i miss u

ion feel it at allx4

shawdy bitch yah i had fell for u
u see me i shine through
shawdy bitch yah i had fell for u
2 ways goes 2 ways
baby see right through

shawdy bitch yah i had fell for u
i see u in my room
shawdy bitch yah i had fell for u
i see u in my tomb

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

written & produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics-
ima lie here sinking alone
im like aight ima take another dose
past me
has me
where did i go
2 shawds
2 sharks
i had slew them
i wade slow
i want to take more with u
all the way up
i dont wanna stop
 ever ever 

i been lying on a tune
hii'shfirr

oxy in powder
out of my mind
i grew the flower
out of my mind

oxy in powder
ima need 3000
i grew the flower
so much i couldn't count it
x2

oxy in powder
ima need 3000
x2


- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

aqualight

written & produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics-
has been
u werent here shawd
come on bitch i knew
u didint hear shawd
she rolling off them blues
time running away
has been
look shawdy dead in the face
i dont have that view
has been
u werent here shawd
shawdy war shawdy war

u start
shawdy war shawdy war
u dont mind
i want peace i want peace
shawd i tore
your mind
i paid for it i paid for it
i dont mind
fyr force
ohhhh

shawdy heartbroke
i can see her at night
i dont feel it all
but shawdy come on by
land on arrakis withcu
astral shawdy spice in my eyes
shawdy came on back to me
i led her in fyr

yah this shit aint adding up
how i feel some
though the worlds not
i wanna feel some
but bitch i just add it up 
all the wights on
i guess i feel some

foreign high
fortified
spice in my eyes 
i still feel alive
i cant lie
i know i died
so what do u use
i fuse
hi chews
with 30mil blues 
grey fumes  like shawdy yah i do

lifes just a far cry
i do that shit part time
shawdy got the carbine
shawdy shine like starlight

i could take u to numenor
of the night shawd im lunar borne
nah i swear i seen u before
dancing on jupiter

im like shawdy where u been
shawdy jus play pretend
i smoke dope dont take the fent
but shawd so overdose

shawdy pulled up in a mech
just so i cant check
shawdys my baron
leased her the heartlands 

for the highs
stay low
shawdy want the white
all up on my blow
shawdy u decide
cause i dont know
i jus pour the wine
splilt it on the flo

minds a moshpit
i wont know if i slow
fill wit toxins
i like the plauge that i hold
torn down apartments
like where r u gonna go
shawd dont hide me
shwad dont hide me

oral high to my bloodstream
i be seeing things
smoke green
with the low beams
rolling 6 deep
they gave me morphine
without warning
shit felt like sorcery
im pouring
until the morning
feel my veins forcing me

u wont see me im in 2d
astra lumina im all alone
i wanna seem me in a moonbeam
i wanna free me of u

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

sorcery

written & produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics-
sirens
as they echo through the sea
time bends
when ur looking at me

oh the time bends
x4

shawdy say she feel it
i guess she feel it
contemplate the feelings 
im on the ceiling
complicate the healing
its so appealing
hell bath i cant yield man
my skin is peeling

i wish i could feel u
i wish u could feel me
i wish i could feel u
i wish u could feel me

i said bitch i cant find the road
circle swimming yah like i know
i said bitch watch me i just roll 
rolly polly mollys here im told

take my head off slow
voltage spike as the current collapsed
how i feel in the snow
purple veins no i don't think i could last

oh the time bend i could never go home
oh the fyr in my head burning so slow
i want my mind bled drain my down upon my bones
oh the fyr in my head burning so slow

out of it im so out of it
10 thousand questions i cant answer not but one
fountain wish polluted from the slit
blood roll behind my eyes when i look at the sun

sirens
as they echo through the sea
time bends
when ur looking at me

what should i say to her
i wish i could hate her
im coming down like a fader
im in the woods with the saytrs 

im running out of it
idk so tired of it
oh u want die like fight it
i cut these knots dont tie it

i just want silence
shawdy roll vyvanse
i cannot clear my conscience
i do not have these options

dinner for two
we broke bread just us
tell me if its true
youre such a judas
speeding the coup
i got the touch
im for the moon
im on the run

i need the speed i felt
i need the speed i felt
blood wash away
after the rain

i need the speed i felt
i need the speed i felt
im going so damn fast

sirens in my head
if u could hear them
maybe we'd be friends
maybe we'd be friends
x2

maybe we could be friends
maybe we could be friends
but tbh i jus wanna end

im not here

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

SiRENS

written & produced by the mufuka who sings it

i want u tonight fore my head split
x2
how i want u tonight
x2

shawdy absorb all of the pain
n then she making it worse
how many times i could break
before my soul burns
pyre awaits
im pulling up in the hearse
could i make it up before the world stop

whatchu know
its rolling back on me
fyr flow
the hells attached to me
ima use the rhine
n flush out all of the foes
i jus fantasize
i swerv right off of the road

i jus turn the time back i toss it
i had found a way back i lost it
im cruising wormholes until im in hospice
i dont think i should head back ever 
this is where i shouldve been

wise man
wise man
out of sight 
out of sight man
i need awhile man
get the fyr out my blud

hold a slumber
they wont come back for u
but i had knew that
so i conjure realms in my room

sky break fast clouds rip out
my mind has made several demands
my time bend i vent out
living in a fantasyland

i wont i wont fear to die
bitch dont come next to me
ima spend the night
rolling ecstasy
i jus been in my mind
all the things that i done
i need a sacrifice
i need a sacrifice

blood flow
acid
feral outfit
blood temp tepid
im going down bitch
sulfur mountain
eternal fountain
blud stained talon
bitch dont doubt it

i smoke dope i fly away
crying in the hallway
i go take like 5 days
i live on the highway
outcast shed tear
i smoke dope with lanfear
im so out here
look at me like how weird
time bend
fyr in my lungs man
im smoking on something
they wan take it from me 
like man

my heart round it goes
x4

heartbroke kid close ur eyes and remember
i know
i been in my head always December
i had thought my way through he snow

wait wait
shawdys couldn't save me
hate hate yah she always hate me
wait wait
yah shawdy couldn't stay stay
ay ay
i be moving out of state
fyr hoes
i told shawdy stay away
oh wait baby i know how u hate me
i dont care cold world i jus skate skate
 shawdy world its a shawdy world 

idc shawdy i jus wanna fade
i woke up n i aint even have a face
what should i say
i jus need the day
x2

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

aether swimming

written & produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics-
i feel the same oh its been awhile
i sing a phrase out the grimoire
life feign in a vile
blud gushing from my left arm

like whatchu walking for keep up
i know a lot of spells read em
i end a war n kick my feet up
i woe a lot of felled heathens

n i can't stand i jus zipped a xan
from the tram to the sprinter van
gave me a ten she act like a fan
i came from tran rolling wit the vamps

run slow run slow
bludflow bludflow
under high load
i need to open it up more

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

grimoire

produced by me

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

UNDERWATERWAVEWORLD

written and produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics-
this what she sounded like back in 2019
i hear i hear u i hear u
this what she sounded like in my dreams
i miss u i miss u i miss u

i conjure shawdy in my head
in my head
im so in my head
x2

shawdy so down
i cant slow down
nah i cant feel the same

plague rid scars
im so sorry
but i hate u i hate u

tear me apart
sell my body parts
wash me wash me

came so far
just to restart
but i love it i love it

end all the wars
follow the stars
i want to i want to

ur so far
iceberg heart
i miss u i miss u

i miss u...

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

what sounds as i die / what she sounded like in 2019

written & produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
medusa hands what i touch turns to stone
i need a Midas tan turn my skin into gold
my soul is damned i await the sulfur cove
infernal lands whence i came shall behold

i had a dream of u
i didnt wanna wake
i wanna stay with u
but ur so far away
i had a thing for u
i didnt want it to end
but here we are lil shawdy
the time it always bends

yah i want u
i want u
i want u
out my head
i watch u
i watch u
i watch u
in my head

medusa hands what i touch turns to stone
i need a Midas tan turn my skin into gold
my soul is damned i await the sulfur cove
infernal lands whence i came shall behold

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

medusa

written & produced by the mufuka who sings it

on the drive back
i put my heart on the phone
she dont hear that
nah she dont hear that

i jus ride yah match that
i smoke it all by the morn
get my head back
go get my head back

bottled ecstasy
heartbroke fantasy
she wont hear me
nah she dont hear me
shawdy so obscene
i stole her effigy
it cost a lil fee
i bathe the sulfur sea

pink headphone shawdy go n text me wen u want
she aint coming back nah she aint coming back
pink headphone shawdy go n text me wen u want
rolling on a bean rolling on a bean
x2

rolling 6 feet
i wrote ur name on the wall
i watch the blud as it fall
how my heart beats
i dont know not quite at all

im smoking all of it

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

pinkheadphoneshawdy

written & produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics-
i hate this
shawd jus drive on away
sedation
watch the rear view
shawdy passing out
while shes at the wheel 
i wouldnt have known

watch from the top view
need someone to talk to
i watch the dark moon
steam rising up from the pool
i stop there
i gaze the starlight
and theres no one
when i open my eyes

out from the side
falls a silent tear
its always so vacant this time of the year
i fly home
its been awhile
i dont think i wanted to but here i go

take u downtown
to a neon realm
shawd medieval
i needa grab my helm
im talking war haze
i dont mind it that much
unless the chords break
the fyrs cold to the touch

sand seep in my skin
core infernal melt it away
blood flow slow
stuck up the channels my cold veins
stream fill fast
wit tempered glass
would it cut
idk whyd u ask 

board the waves n i face em
they got me going down
hells a waiting ill cover up what they found
i hit the stables
grab a hellsteed
i wrote these fables
when i was eternity

my head spun off
i whip this mare to port
i wont get caught
they a need a face to report
i wont wait for em
im going strait to the docks
i alr paid for it
the merchant from who i bought

told me to hop aboard
he tote cutlass
i tote sword
i was waiting for it
he brought the rum up top floor
i was passing time
sipping on the rye
the world ends soon 
ill save it for the eye

i could sail forever

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

headlesswaveflee

written & produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
what if we had it all
would u still want me
top down im cruising off
dont mind me

i been in here for so long
tired when she saw me
i feel like the air had dropped
dont let me breathe

jezebel in the moonlight
jezebel i could feel right
jezebel i got hoez alike
tho i cannot trust u

i been swimming through this tar
Siberian tsar
i fell out so far
id like restart
im hell scorched bitch im parched
i jus parked the car
up in the fucking stars
i may not return

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

jezebel

written & produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
fantasies in my head
i never cared too much
about what was real

13moons on the crest
i walk into my end
i got the fyr appeal

rot on my heart, i fought it
fall down low, i saw it
infernal white glow, sulfur pits
i been caught in, soul vanquished

call up shawdy
what she doin? she rottin
ima pop a ollie
over your dead body

fuck they caught me
i hear the ocean call me
coral armor on me
i fly so they shot me

homicide they want me bled
but i dont go on for u
i sing to the universe

chained on top the moon
im chained on the moon
i got zapped wit a lunar curse

conjure a summer land
i cant even stand
all my souls is damned
i cant go back again

im missin all the meds
i always sink in sand
bluddy warband
i feel i could turn to a phantom

i thought i seen u
i thought i had seen u
i thought i had seen u before

im nowhere in view
im nowhere to u
girl catch me on Jupiter

i wish i could see til the end
n watch all the realms collide in tune

i fell in my head
drowned under the tide the fyr in my room

u decide tonight, i dont mind to die
you'll find me right in the candlelight
i been biding my time inside awhile

i cast a spell on u

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

13moons

81bpm1/2speed

and to the long night...

written & produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
about u
i think about u
x8

shawdy
i have no head space
i have no head space
aint slowing down

i still have no head space
i have no head space
i have no head space
out of bounds

its on the road
i sped it too fast
yah i know
i spun it round
in the snow
like what u worried bout
its jus my soul
i saw it
yah in the face
yah in the face
end it

about u
i think about u
x16

its your time
i think about u
x14

i think about
u
u
its jus u
its jus u
u r me
u r me
i am u
i am u
we r us
we r us
i lost it
i lost it
over now
its over now
ill come back
ill come back
i know that

i feel myself
i feel myself
i feel myself
yah i can feel myself
i feel like no one else
i am all ive felt
i am all ive felt
feeling i think about u

i think about u
x8

i think about

*you*

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

... i send my soul

ithinkabtu

written & produced by the mufuka who sing it

Lyrics-
i got the stains no they never gon wash away
she feel the same but i guess we had lost the faith
carry the weight of the problems need solving
but i never resolve it though that's all that im wanting
yah thats all that i want

im tired and the fates be calling me
im at the gates but no ones here anymore
im in the wind Aeolus and Anemoi
i dont know it but i been here before

inside i fall

i fell from eden
man i didnt mean it
the gardens on fyr
i guess i should leave

for its dark 
for it gets dark

covered in scars 
blud is tar

heart open
heart scars
heart wounded
in the park
draw the lines of what is family
king of the ocean im forever sailing

was it the fantasies that raised u
cause all i wan do is relapse with u

i found a way back
we go way back 
hiii 
how could i fake that fake that
the way u play that

we could stay locked in the dark
when u smile thats my favorite part
i seen the way that she moves the stars 
oh we could go

you
             i
stay
            miss
here
            u
    yah
     x2

yah we could roll
but i know she never felt this shit at all
i been caught up in the wind i took a fall
they all like to talk but i jus like to ball

climbing mountains steep
been stuck in my sarcophagus
blud pouring out of my esophagus
brain melts in the desert heat

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

eden

written & produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
im in my head again
x4

im too tired to miss u
x2
im so tired
x2

i wish i could love like u
i wish i could have that too
yah yah

tell shawdy if i do
would u tell shawdy if i do
i wish i could love like u
i wish i could love like u
would u tell shawdy if i do
would u tell shawdy if i do
tell her if i do
would u tell her if i

i felt the time right
when i had felled u
i saw the bright light
n then the hell fumes
i heard the fyr sprite
when i had felt u
i fell in spite right 
like may i sell u
i wouldve died like
if i could tell u
smoke on the sideline
take in the world view
ride on a fyrbike
shawd i will melt u
i saw the abyss right
and then i fell through
x2

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

fyr sprite

written & produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
when i die
ill face the final fear
n then peace behold
at least thats what i hope
cause im fyrbound

n then i hear not a single sound
n ion feel no woe
for the ones ive known
cause im fyrbound

i wash away
i feel nothing at all
i tried to run
from the way home

i got a gun 
hes got a gun
put it to my head
public display

i shot it once 
he shot it once
cranium fountain
the blud of my brain

yah yah
yah shawdy hung
but idc
fill my lungs
with anything but air
for when i try to breathe
i go insane
all the finer things
that i take in vain

i dont believe i must
but i still hold the weight
shawdy could i trust
i feel it float away
in my head im ok
in my head im jus fine
in my head i feel alright
in my head i fly

i miss u
i miss u yes i do
x2

running backwards i had lost the path
when i asked her shawdy laughed
im moving faster than i can track
i got a fat purse full of tabs

it was right here the blud sprayed to the left
gun under the right side of the chin it seems
i had seen him jus a say before his death
he looked perfectly fine to me
try it try it TRY IT
why should i if i can help it
try it try it TRY IT
its hard to miss u
its hard to miss u

i like drugs
dont mind my buzz
yah from whence i came return to dust
no matter what i touch
it turns to rust
i dont know if its real
could i trust

like bitch i left
cause bitch i could
like bitch dont stress
cause bitch u good
one more test lets see if i should
i got the stag on the crest, from the irish wood

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

fyrbound

written and produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
im like damn u act like a fan
i smoke the dopest u cant understand

oh shawdy take her hands off the wheel
painkillers
velvet skin
i dont want it to change
oh shawdy let me know how it feel
california i be cruising to the bay

redline shawdy speeding by left her tread on the road
redline shawdy speeding by had the feds it her toe

i was tryna take her back to the coast
eyes real low she had smoked all the dope

shawdy yes ur highness
she a persian princess
i smoke on the finest
shawdy could i show u this
i feel like the highest
drugs is on my wishlist
i roll in the fyr bitch
i got sent to hell swift

yah im drowning under the sea 
like '07 seb im fucking whipping the beam

crash it in the lake
i swear this is my fate with u
my mind roll in sync
when i smoke on this dank

hold up let me think
i dont know what im sayn
i swear my life is feign
i had switched up my face 

sorry i had text u
im jus tired let my eyes close
i jus been so tired let my eyes close
i been driving round with my eyes closed
novocaine
i numb the pain
another stain
its okay
i need the hate
drop the fangs
roll with vamps i need a cape
smoking dank

shawd i thought u died
why u hit my line
ghost gurl i need 5
u jus wan get high
tbh i jus wanna get thigh
but shawd i wan be fine
i need all my mind
i miss iphone 5
back when i had time

back when i had time i was in the moment
now u catch me hotboxing my coffin

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

iphone5/sotired

written & produced by the mufukas that sing it

Lyrics-
highways highways baby how u doing
i jus been rolling my foot to the floor 
i could come by n pick u up tomorrow 
ion got nothing but shes wanting more

i cant escape what i got coming 
you stay away stay away 
x2

i cant stay
hide my face
i watch u
i watch u

n your so dead
so i cant feel u
but i like that
would u mind if i heal u
ill have u comin right back
cause i know ill need to
have another relapse
shawdy stay i plead to u
jus know ion need u

i don’t need u but i gotta leave can you come with me 
Girl
I cant always please you but i’ll try to give you what you need boo

Weak spot for you, your my achilles heel
Pain receptors turned off dont know how to feel
Ears are clogged from the voices upstairs gotta clear the gunk
Hard to recieve your love gotta readjust
Give some water to the tree everything starts as a seed it needs time
Cant be blind gotta read thru the lines
When i think of flowers you come to mind

New day
Still in pain
Im in pain it dont rlly feel like pain
matter fact i love it 
Like i love you wont give up for nothing 
Please dont make me choose 
Dont know when im dying 
So sick of trying 
Continue down the path that lead me to alignment, unsure
Take a detour pop a pill and relax
Ima leave this town and prolly never come back

Choice is yours i hope im what you find 
Way past due girl im running out or time
Or we could forget and fantasize 
I fear of that but not to die 

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

Fratres w/ WiCK3D

written and produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics-
hey shawd whatchu talkn bout
hey shawd whatchu on
hey shawd whatchu talkn bout
hey shawd whatchu on

i could hate u
but why would i do that
its hard to face u
hol up shawdy lemme grab my mask

i been tangling wit vines
tryna figure out my mind
shawdy ima need u here
if only u could spare the time

autumn leaves falling in my hair i could stay put
shawdy wanna watch she wanna stare how my eyes look
i jus yell shawdy
u out so far
shawdy shawdy

hey shawd whatchu talkn bout
hey shawd whatchu on
hey shawd whatchu talkn bout
hey shawd whatchu on

i could hate u
but why would i do that
its hard to face u
hol up shawdy lemme grab my mask

i been tangling wit vines
tryna figure out my mind
shawdy ima need u here
if only u could spare the time

autumn leaves falling in my hair i could stay put
shawdy wanna watch she wanna stare how my eyes look
i jus yell shawdy
u out so far
shawdy shawdy

i watch the world spin
x4

sir i am seriously high i dont feel like u
sir how come u cannot catch the vibe i was not planning to duel
sir i have got plenty of the guys i have got plenty goons
it is a shame that youve come to die u shouldve followed the rules

im so sorry bout it
i should hide u
im wouldnt worry bout it
they wouldnt find u
i gotta lie about
yah i might do
cast in the fyr bout it
i was planning to

i dont think i wanted u in my head
i been feeling like the flu super sick
im like damn i found two in my bed
im like damn i need u in their stead
im like damn shawd went slew all the feds
im like damn shawd went loot all the chests
im like damn shawd i want uu as my vet
im like damn shawd for u that i bled 

i need a head spark
skip to the war part
idk i think i prolly got like 2 stars
which ones the health bar

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

hey shawd

written and produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
hii'shfirr

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

straptuppinkprincess

written & produced by us

lyrics:
coming down
coming down
that lil bitch i hate her
i spend time with faders

coming down 
coming down
send her through a phaser
im out here with faders

coming down
coming down
i feel like such an oddity
i can see everything
i slide down velocities

n she know that i wish her well
i wish her well
i doooooooooooooo
but she know i been cast to hell

all the time
what you coming in for
shade cast hii-shfirr i fear nothing at all
n all my time is fraught man
but im still feeling you
im locked in my coffin
n all i see is u

parasitic shawdy all up in my brain
narrow passages but I still feel the same
heart is in a tear, blud lake
i am fully still, outta pain

Roll a camo wrap now im on one
Percy dust inside tar in my lungs
Fantasy world created by design
Butterfly effect im reading thru the lines

What u wanna do
Lets have a duel
Feel like im in a zoo
Dont make me mad man
Wick3d bluddyboy crew
Benjamin got my fingers looking all blue
True love

I been cutting everybody off as of recently 
Try my best everyday think im doing decently 
Ima leave when i get the chance give me a reason b
Hoping one day ill be happy i forget how the feeling be

Latina hoe she Dominican 
She know how to dress
This one hoe tell me im too devilish should read Philippians
She ride me like an srt with no mileage 
I dont need no damn accountant im in love with counting it

All these drugs got me dried up like a starfish
On the bright side life is naturally garnished
Kick back and put my feet up and light a cigarette
Looking at the water and moonlight glistening

Past my darker days but its still dark some days
Wont allow myself to put my trust up on display
I told that you werent shit i wasnt stuttering
Ear buds in ipod shuffling

catch me in a fantasy, I don't wanna be, and to the long night, i send my soul, only when you call my name, will i fall, king of the ocean, i everwade, pour me upon a notion, a realm of pure creation, even gods die, and their corpses rot in our heads

Media/Communications:
youtube - https://www.youtube.com/@samben9
Instagram -  https://www.instagram.com/sambenjz/
wick3d soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/sirwick3d

faders w/WiCK3D

written & produced by us

lyrics:

im like damn shawdy pass the blow
im like damn shawdy pass the dope
damn shawdy pass the blow
damn yah im bound to blow

like damn shawdy pass the blow
im like damn shawdy pass the dope
got fyr in my head ik
i got fyr in my head ik

rockstar i jus roll
ion even have to know
fyr in my head shawdy pass the blow
rockstar i jus roll
yah roll
yah roll

damn shawdy pass the blow
im like damn shawdy pass the blow
im like damn shawdy pass it

you dont want me back
i wont be back
shawdy why she sad
tired when she asked

you dont want me back
i wont be back
shawdy why she sad
tired when she asked

gave that bitch a timeout
said she wanna find out what she find
i jus wanna head out backwards
i jus wanna go so backwards

im like damn shawdy pass the blow
count it up shawdy pass the dough
im like damn shawdy bound to glow
my head fell off n roll

Pass the blunt 
I dont wanna ask for much
We could do whatever you want 
Only 22 but i prolly need brand new lungs 
If you really love me tat my name up on your tongue
We could change the future baby lets get something done
Take me by the hand you dont have to do this alone 
Humans just like dogs they’ll do anything for a biscuit
They look at me crazy everytime they see my wrist slit
Pop a perc im slurring words i might need some assistance
Bend her like a pretzel and start tearing up her fish nets 
Could you back to the part where i gave a fuck because i missed it
Im bout make an impact but i aint talking bout genshin
Bluddyboyz move like kings we see you moving like a bishop 
I had to move on to a brand new way of life

Driving down the city scape
You can’t find me im so far away 
In another realm with Sam adventure awaits
Lifes a fantasy
We cant even see 
Sometimes i be feeling mindless
I experiment with drugs but im no scientist
Me and Samben invented our own language
Never teaching anyone 
We needed our own shit
They dont even understand us in the fucking first place 
But its better that way
Dont need no one in my face 
Came a long way from being trapped in the abyss
Long live all my brothers i cant help but reminisce 
Got a lot of demons but im not no satanist
She prefers to lie because the truth is hit or miss

catch me in a fantasy, I don't wanna be, and to the long night, i send my soul, only when you call my name, will i fall, king of the ocean, i everwade, pour me upon a notion, a realm of pure creation, even gods die, and their corpses rot in our heads

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pass the blow w/WiCK3D

written & produced by us

lyrics:

eyes lift to a foreign place
i wish that it would stay
i heard that u could fade
would u show me the way

woke up n i couldnt place it
looked around for a floral fragrance
i feel like its on the way
had to stop gotta find the patience
had to stop gotta find the way man
journey long to an endless plane man
got stopped by a tidal wave
at least i learned how to wade man

i feel like its on the way
i jus need to turn the page
they turn me out of phase
i consort with the mages

im solo in the cave
my heart fell all the way
i shouldnt ever wain
for i know it is feign

i been living so wrong
i been living so wrong
i been living so wrong

Starting to float away
Soul tied to the dark space
I was once in a dark place
Now
When i look back all i see is your face
All the days gone by 
Once a child turned into a man
Everything dont go as planned
Enjoy it while you can

You know life is so simple yet so confusing at the same time, it can be gone at the snap of a fingers, so dont waste it. Use the relationships around you to grow and make your own purpose in this world, we only got one chance as far as we know. You can put your faith in what comes after but, just know that nothing is promised. 

catch me in a fantasy, I don't wanna be, and to the long night, i send my soul, only when you call my name, will i fall, king of the ocean, i everwade, pour me upon a notion, a realm of pure creation, even gods die, and their corpses rot in our heads

Media/Communications:
youtube - www.youtube.com/@samben9
Instagram - www.instagram.com/sambenjz/
wick3d soundcloud - @sirwick3d
swan soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/swantomino

timebendt w/WiCK3D & Swantomino

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i jus wana do it shawdy i wana fyrwalk, i wana fyrwalk, hu yah

samben

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