Beat Production: Xenshel
Vocal and Sound Mix/Master: Prontodolla/Getabankroll
Lyrics: samben
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you got me falling in love in fall
don't know what I expected to do
don't know what I expected at all
just didn't think it'd end this soon

struggling tryna find the truth
I don't even have a clue
I see you tryna move on it's cute
I don't know but I think it's you

dream on now
best to leave me be I'm used to being late
It's hard to live when I know how
she loves me but it's not our fate

I think I found your heart I think I mapped it
yah I'm pretty sure I'm what you seek
but that shit ain't gonna happen
so I think Ima just do me

baby you don't know 'bout me
I wish I could feel your heat
you are all that I could ever need
but my feelings don't change the scene

It's sad how much pain love brings
but I don't think I'd change a thing
I'm just tryna know what you think
baby I'm just tryna find some peace

fifteensixteen ((PROD. XENSHEL))

Beat Production: Teague
Lyrics: samben
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I feel her eyes on my skin
smoke in the air, this is where we begin
will it change, maybe it ends
but for right now I feel your heart beatin

for me, for me
I feel it beat for me
what if it stops
where will we be?

alone in the night but where is she
I don't feel right when there's space between
ok alright yah I know what you need
she feels fine when we smoke our weed

I can't heal, no I can't heal
you took that away baby how does it feel
could I be real without you making a (big) deal
I just wanna know, girl on my heart there's a seal

I feel her eyes on my skin
smoke in the air, this is where we begin
will it change, maybe it ends
but for right now I feel your heart beatin

for me, for me
I feel it beat for me
what if it stops
where will we be?

alone in the night but where is she
I don't feel right when there's space between
ok alright I know what you need
she feels fine when we smoke our weed

Layered Skin

layered skin ((PROD. TEAGUE))

Beat Production: Irby
Lyrics: samben
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I'm sophomore dreaming
I don't even know if it was real
but I miss those feelings
wash over me and let the pain heal
x2

Service Announcement: keep moving, you're strong, you're beautiful, focus on the love, not the hate, I love you.

Song Meaning: I reminisce about my high school experience a lot, especially sophomore year because that was a time where I had everything I could've ever wanted and now I don't so I find myself dreaming about the feelings forgotten.

sophomore dreams ((PROD. IRBY))

Beat Production: $uicidia
Lyrics: samben
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go go jus go
go go jus go
go go jus go
I know you're gonna leave soon
low I'm low 
she got me low I'm low
she got me low I'm low
I know you never mean to

I'll turn to smoke
you can watch me float
breathe me in
n I'll make you choke

I suck at translation
don't know what they be sayin
shawty stick with me, I feel like you been waiting
If she gone I won't face it
I'll jus float levitation
I know you're sad but baby we'll make it

I went to fight a war for that lil bitch n came back she was fucking gone
I'll jus have to make her fall again, I guess I'm stuck until I rot
no I don't think my voice is tuned but fuck it ima sing a song
no I don't think I'd mind if I fall but I jus keep hangin on

go go jus go
go go jus go
go go jus go
I know you're gonna leave soon
low I'm low 
she got me low I'm low
she got me low I'm low
I know you never mean to

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - Samben (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Instagram - Sambenztruck
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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jus go

jus go ((PROD. $UICIDIA))

Beat Production: XJ
Lyrics: samben
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take the backstreet home 
I'll take the backstreet home
I don't wanna see a mudafuka
hear a mudafuka, I only got hate for you
I jus take it back to the summa(summer)
 sun blow kisses from the shuddas(shutters)
I wish I could find sum love for you

safe n sound
I feel safe n sound
everybody jus calm down 
jus calm down
I need sum space hoe

jus calm down
jus calm down

uh
yah n there it go hey
I can feel it go away
If you're gonna go bitch go don't stay
turn my bride into a throwaway
words are followed then I'm led astray 
I jus wanna float float float

shadows when I close my eyes 
I'm in another time
bitch I'm in another realm hoe I've already died
there's no need to fantasize
I got plenty on my mind
everyday's the fucking same
everyday I'm living twice

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/sambenn (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4d...
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/sambenztruck/
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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 lil peep type music lil peep type song

livin twice ((PROD. XJ))

Beat Production: XY1VA
Lyrics: samben
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waves as they fade
as they grow
take my lungs 
fill them with foam
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home

we die slowly
take my soul for me
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home

I feel the weight I'm wearing it like a crown
jus to make it out
jus to push me through this
jus so that I can drown
no I can't figure it out
I'm a little ghost 'round here
somewhere between the sky and the ground
that's where I'll be found

faces in the wind
they dissipate n then persist
I try to move along my mind
oh there's the bitch I hate this shit
I get a question from my wrist
I send the nod n make a slit
we all die slow I jus apply the emphasis

get out
I tell em jus get out
I need a little space 'round here
I need a place where I can't hear a sound
I'm tryna go outa bounds

live in the swamps n dodge the chomps
at least there's not no fucking waves
take the bait n fade away
I never had to make a way
but fuck it I done grabbed my spade 
I'm headed toward the king of snakes
cut the head decapitate
n take the venom from its fangs

I jus need me a place
I jus need me some space
I jus need to feel safe
ay

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/sambenn (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4dhDLAfHIwqoeSw2dWh?si=QhlN790pQVGyS8Vh1pn3jg
Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/@samben9
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/sambenztruck/
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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 lil peep type music lil peep type song

home ((PROD. XY1VA))

Beat Production: Flood
Lyrics: samben
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outta pain where the scar at
ima pull it far back
watchin this blade distain my skin

I'm not getting any feedback
I jus got my weedbag
I take me a smoke n then become the wind

she hit me witta heartpoon (harpoon)
but she wont stay, she wont stay
she gon put me in a barbed tomb
cause she always say, she always say

"I don't fucking need you"
that I cant fucking please you
I feel like I'm seethrough 
I'm smoking on the reaf ooh
I jus make this cheese
n then smoke on wiz khalif doobs
I watch how they creep
they gon find out what I keep ooh

I ask my brain why is it always her
I dream about the way she made me hurt
I never wanted her to take my pain but she took my pain n then she made it worse

I did the same so I don't reimburse 
live in my dreams I like the re-immerse 
I wanna know how she holds the weight how she molds the clay before it gets burned

she be knowin I got potent, ha
wonder if shell come through
cause all I've ever wanted 
is to fade witchu

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/sambenn (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4d...
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/sambenztruck/
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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 lil peep type music lil peep type song

ghosttails ((PROD. FLOOD))

Beat Production: Maybeltr
Lyrics: samben
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she don't have a place to stay
i wonder what she be waitin for
i got plenty of bottles to save me from her
evil games we play, i die by the sword

could we float
escape my chains if i show u
i wont eva claim to know u
i got stains on my brain too

shawdy come n take my hand
shawdy come n bring me down
i live in an enchanted land
all black where i don't hear a sound

deform

i got the pills in my system baby im takin more
i got the will written aint no space for names of no whores

muthafuka i sniff on that rice hoe 
(you dont care)
my veins filled wit poison as im duckin from the five-0
horrible emotions i cant feel unless my eyes closed 
(so I dont care)
tell me if u want me, give a fuck about a why hoe

fuck the bitch i dont eva wanna go back
I got plenty of pain she talkin to me when im dead

like what she sayin what she sayin is she there
like what im sayin do i care fuck oh no
fuck i think shes there i think i care fuck oh no
i dont wanna care dont wanna care its toxic

i dont wanna wait 
nah i really jus wanna fade
n i really jus need a place
man, bitches feelin safe

like what i wait fo
dont know what i wait fo 
yah i got my chrome pills
bitch im finna take 4

i cut deep hoe
i cut
eyes shut
don't get no sleep though
im stuck wit blood runnin down my arms bitch
i dont give a fuck about these scars bitch

i use my life as a wager
tell that hoe i see her later
she gave me plenty pain to hate her
she gave me plenty pain to hate her, 

but i dont

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud -  https://soundcloud.com/sambenn (new), https://soundcloud.com/deadsoulbaby (old), https://soundcloud.com/user-260657180 (Maybeltr)
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4dhDLAfHIwqoeSw2dWh?si=LzbWgc7GTguYT9ZN6z1I6g
Instagram - sambenztruck  
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com, jaxenmgmt@gmail.com

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 lil peep type music lil peep type song

Khan ((PROD. MAYBELTR))

Beat Production: Reezgy
Lyrics: samben
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look at the world, i neva thought it would stay
still reminisce but i can't see her face
edge of the world, that's where my neck hang
no I don't think that I could eva relate

n everything starts to change again
I think its ova (be)for it even begins
n broken ties that I don't know how to mend
so i'll just walk until I reach the end

go on, stay strong, i'm gone
my veins long, veins call, veins drawn
we talk, we fought, we walk
long days n I forget what i'm taught

jus wait until I relapse
I know I won't see clear
I don't wanna be that
I don't wanna be here
bitch I talk aristocrat
n I talk David Teniers
i'm gon make my own map
chartin through my fear

(shi veils - my world)

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - @sambenn (new), @deadsoulbaby (old)
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4dhDLA…7GTguYT9ZN6z1I6g
Instagram - sambenztruck
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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lil peep type music lil peep type song

shi veils

shi veils ((prod. REEZGY))

Beat Production: Erra
Lyrics: samben
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dark rain in the fields
heartbreaks one must conceal
tired eyes close softly
forever sunsets haunt me

i aint been myself as of late
waiting for the time to decay
i been in my mind for an age
i jus sit beside my blood lake 

something catch my eye from the skies of eternal grey
maybe i could fly given why i wish to fade
im alright im alright i promise u
im alright im alright i promised u
that i wouldnt leave
but then i did
so i guess im sorry bitch but u had it coming

i jus want to be engulfed in bliss
but i make it kinda hard with my reptilian wrist

i cant save me
wish i couldve made me
i dont think its working out
nothin eva stops hurting 

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - @sambenn (new), @deadsoulbaby (old)
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4dhDLA…7GTguYT9ZN6z1I6g
Instagram - sambenztruck
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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lil peep type duster type

foreversunset ((prod. ERRA))

Beat Production: me
Lyrics: me
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psych ward ponderin
jus chillin wit all these ghosts
fyrball conjurin 
wands n staffs is what i tote

ANTI ANTI
that shits all i fukn know
ANTI ANTI
words imprinted on my soul

rollin off the dirt
rollin in my herse
she say she want me back
but dont she know i'll make it worse

i been in my urn
dragon fyr brain burn
i still go back to the past
i trained that hoe my dreams work

im tryna evaporate its so hard tho
all my blud coagulates this shit is like sum tar hoe
make it to the end but the end is so far tho
i could make it happen right now sleepin on mars hoe

give me ur sin i'll buy it
u dont gotta hide it
u could burn a hole right through me

fuk a knot aint gotta tie it
we could stay quiet
let relation drift off to sea

fantasy creation in my head man
i hang out wit dead men
i live in a castle completely made up of wet sand
eyes closed i cant tell man
where tf is hell man
i feel like im lucifer the way that i had fell man

i might come through but u wont know im there
ghostboy see through put on a lil scare
shawd been in my dome in my fukn hair
i dont want her back but shit i still care

my childhood floods like where tf have ya been at
(lost in a realm of my own)
these bitches love to dive i jus do a lil switchback
(the time flows its been rockin my boat)
i only miss my bro check the mufukn wrist tat
(shawdy check my wrist yah its sewn)
i been on my own but i really dont mind that
(shmoke inflates my lungs til they blown)

i blow the switch back
my demons get real mad
(i liked how she looked at me)
but then i dab em up
n we jus chill shmoke a big sac
(as if i was all that she could see
yah i know ur real sad
cause i know its real love
i know its real love

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - @sambenn (new), @sick!? (alt) @deadsoulbaby (old)
Instagram - sambenztruck
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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