Name: slow sparkle trudge by Sam Fellowship
Duration: 5 min 4 s
Description: http://soundcloud.com/syrge/sparkle-trudge

Download

Everything Infinite (w/ Kelbin)

Join the journey of four wielders of the ancient weapon on their quest to rediscover the BODY– of the desperately beautiful Architect Prince and his creation the Hikikomori Loveless, of the villainous hacker somnus and their breaking of the sacred palace of dreams, the mercurial yet virtuous HINDOO WARRIOR on their journey towards meaning, and the dearest child futurangel/ final son BAKUDI. Welcome player, to FINAL SKIN.

tracklist: 
1– interview (character select) 
2– The Tragedy of Hikikomori Loveless 
3– i think i'm changed, yet... 
4– somnus pt. 1: nightmusic 
5– somnus pt. 2: dreammusic 
6– somnus pt. 3: hacked! 
7– my dadi calls me bakudi when she wants to scold me 
8– HINDOO WARRIOR & THE FUTURANGEL 
9– BAKUDI'S final fantasy

composed, produced & mixed by BAKUDI SCREAM 
Violin- Yaz Lancaster 
Cello- Dorothy Carlos 
Electric Guitar, Drums, Bass- Dani Strigi 
additional production on 'i think i'm changed, yet...' by Dani Strigi

mastered by Angel Hair Audio
 album art by Rohan Chander

FINAL SKIN is dedicated to Rahul Chander 
'interview (character select)' is dedicated to Sebastian Zel 
'The Tragedy of Hikikomori Loveless' is dedicated to Kobi Abcede 
'i think i'm changed, yet...' is dedicated to Nina Shekhar 
'somnus pt. 1: nightmusic' is dedicated to Dani Strigi 
'somnus pt. 2: dreammusic' is dedicated to Ted Hearne 
'somnus pt. 3: hacked!' is dedicated to CL Shaw 
'my dadi calls me bakudi when she wants to scold me' is dedicated to Connie Li 
'HINDOO WARRIOR & THE FUTURANGEL' is dedicated to Ashlin Hunter 
'BAKUDI'S final fantasy' is dedicated to Haejin Bang

Out May 2022 on Cantaloupe Records

The Tragedy of Hikikomori Loveless is nominated for the 2022 Gaudeamus Award

The Tragedy Of Hikikomori Loveless

http://soundcloud.com/syrge/sparkle-trudge

slow sparkle trudge

level9_20220722

memory abolished_20220805

pots and pans_20220822

long arms

decay state

Down Like Dominoes originally released under my old alias 'Jon2Bon' but remastered.

Down Like Dominoes (Remastered)

Raijun, X-Ray, & TrapWolves - Chronos

Dedicated to all those who have ridden the trauma train 🖤
Watch the video: https://youtu.be/fYiQFKTn5OU

Trust
noun
Firm belief in the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing; confidence or reliance.
"trying to gain our clients' trust; taking it on trust that our friend is telling the truth."
The condition and resulting obligation of having confidence placed in one.
"violated a public trust."
One in which confidence is placed.
- The American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language, 5th Edition

Once broken, trust is often irreparable...
We place our trust in a corrupt society / government / people / technology
(Thus becoming the guinea pigs of behavioural engineering / manipulation)
We are gaslit
Being lied to is normal
We are programmed to believe that we are weak / not enough
We are taught to seek outside ourselves
We are whittled away / divided / disengaged / enslaved
We choose to give our power away due to fear

We allow this

Ignorance is not an excuse

Rise up
Claim your power
Find / know yourself
Reject the narrative
Pain is power
Don't run from it
You are the creator of your experiences
You need nothing but faith in yourself
In you are all things
All possibilities
Be real
At any cost
The cost of illusion is lament
Be a true and trustworthy human being
The rewards are beyond description
🖤
Do you trust yourself
To live an authentic life? 

slow sparkle trudge

Sam Fellowship

Related tracks