what if that was just one person who lies to himself and everyone, she would not be alone

cant let gng know that i still fw to this

❤️

i wanna write your favorite song

w/ https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

this shit keeps breaking my heart
i can't sleep at all
i wanna write your favorite song
i wanna hear you talk 
just fuck it all 
just cut me off
and i'd do anything 
come close,
don't let me breathe
i need you next to me
hands cold till you make me freeze

vito: 
cuts deep but i'm not afraid of it
your touch for a long time was my form of payment
but i couldn't find the words
after all you're not shit
now i been feeling sick to my stomach,
you left me nauseous
don't call me back 
you'll be better off
need someone to tell me i'm good enough
carry that shit and believe it
look at the way i've been treated 
it's black white like old cartoons 
it's not fair that i lost you
and it's not fair that i'm still here 
and you've got somebody beside you

i wanna give it all up 
i've been thinking heavy
if it hurts it's not love
i don't understand 
cause i'm so used to leaking my blood
hate the way it is
but i can't ever get enough of you
i got myself into a mess
don't think you want me too
didn't mean a thing 
you were here in my room
c'mon cut me through 
rip through a vein or two 
want you to make a move

cut me off (w/ vito) (prod. jolst)

Lyrics:
ion wanna listen
ion wanna listen
girl turn that shit off while we chillin
la la la, u cant make me listen

hyperpop jus remind me of her
so i jus never listen, guess thats what i deserve
man id rather get poisoned and kicked to the curb
till my teeth falling out guess i just never learn

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

flashbacks on your bedroom floor
was like a second home, i dont come thru anymore
i guess thats just how life goes, im running low for sure
i should really just stop bitching yeah but life is such a chore

all i really do is bitch and moan and then i cry
then gotta keep pretend that im tough when im outside
cause you cant be let em know when they see pain up in your eyes
cause then you weak and you a target and you wont put up a fight

like, "fuck it all, he dont care about his life
so, take it all" i wont argue with a knife
and, then i fall, and they leave me out of spite
now im picking up the pieces of my already broken life

and i think you know its something i cannot keep shoving down
living with a mask it got me lookin like a fucking clown
ima just be honest, aint have much but i got nothing now
gripping on this bottle just to keep myself from shutting down

hyperpop jus remind me of her
so i jus never listen, guess thats what i deserve
man id rather get poisoned and kicked to the curb
till my teeth falling out guess i just never learn

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

ion wanna listen
ion wanna listen
girl turn that shit off while we chillin
la la la, u cant make me listen

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

Hyperpop Jus Remind Me Of Her

Hyperpop Jus Remind Me Of Her (prod MNDLS1600 & Bended)

guitar by michael harrison

i thought 
we'd only talk about this once
like we decided that we're done 
and that's really what we want

but i 
still find my way back close 
into your arms 
they're safe 
and they feel like home 

tell me one more 
time
that i made your life like
a movie 
on the big screen 
tell me one more time 
that you'll be alright cause 
you were crying 
when you kissed me 

i loved you so damn much 
i'll love you till i'm numb

arms

Candles

listen to “you” on all platforms

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youtube.com/watch?v=g53JKR9KD4k

lyrics:
It's been countless times
That I've told myself
I didn't feel a thing for you

When I was, sitting all alone
On my bed, thinking about you
And how you made me feel
In a way I've never felt before

Sometimes I felt like we were
The only ones in the world
It's really easy to get stuck
When it's only me and you
I would've stayed just for you

Over and over and over and over again
I tell myself
I won't run back to you

You don't understand how much it hurts
To see you with someone new
To see that you have moved on

Everything falls into place when you are close to me
I'm trying to erase off my mind all these memories

Sometimes I'd cry over you
And blame it on something else
I'd want to go and step outside
And scream out your name
I don't know what I'm going to do
Without you here, oh no

Over and over and over and over again
I tell myself
I won't run back to you

You don't understand how much it hurts
To see you with someone new
To see that you have moved on

Everything falls into place when you are close to me
I'm trying to erase off my mind all these memories

social media:
instagram.com/victmolinaa

youtube.com/channel/UCiD6aBMOJxfGw7HHfC1d6GA

remastered by @producer
instagram.com/producer

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cW1fCxUIMc

Artists / Producer:
@lilskeleskrrt
@deadspyro

Lyrics:
it’s been a rough couple nights 
and I’ve been feeling so down 
thoughts attack my mind everything is too loud 
I feel my body fall apart I don’t know what to do now 
I think I’ve lost control 
I’m scared to be alone now 

I’m scared to be alone 
be alone 
they tell me I’ll get better but I don’t believe em no
I don’t wanna do this on my own 
I don’t wanna do this on my own

it’s getting harder and harder to breathe 
harder and harder to see 
harder and harder to realize that no ones saving me 
(x2)

skele - scared to be alone (prod. dead spyro)

master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

took you off my lock screen yesterday
said you'd never leave and now you've gone away
and after all this time, still don't know what to say
don't know how much longer i'll keep running away
it's getting harder to sleep now
wake up in a sweat i still see you in my dreams now
don't know how to feel now
cause i thought you'd be right here and now you're not around

so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

i keep on staring at photos (prod. 2001)

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapegoat

looking out at the stars
those words are like a bullet in my heart
at night walkin out in the park 
we should go cuz its getting pretty dark

stepped on ur foot on the sidewalk
i really meant all of that if im honest
and im sick of being modest
and now i feel like a ghost this is not what i wanted

holding on for so long 
how do u feel when im always gone 
and im feelin torn
i dont know what the fuck is going on

passed out on the floor 
we dont really talk anymore

looking out at the stars
those words are like a bullet in my heart
at night walkin out in the park 
we should go cuz its getting pretty dark

stepped on ur foot on the sidewalk
i really meant all of that if im honest
and im sick of being modest
and now i feel like a ghost this is not what i wanted

we don’t rly talk anymore

Check out the original song by @sewerperson!

Sewerperson - turn u on (nevrfall) | Slowed X Reverb

prod. me

Lyrics:
I've been wondering if you'll call,
And i never really thought at all,
That i would become ur burden,
But all ur love is what I'm searching for,
And all of u is what i adore,
I'll pass out on my bedroom floor,
And i wish that i didn't wake up anymore,
(x4)

i miss u

but what did i expect

prod: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
artwork by: https://soundcloud.com/caustyk



i don’t wanna fall in love 
and fall apart again 
idk if i’m ok enough so i keep taking medicine 
to give my head a rest 
but what did i expect 

i said i’d give him everything but everything meant nothing 
but i still stayed so i could feel i’m holding on to something 
n i feel like a burnout 
lie n say that i’m better on my own now 

ok 
alright 
i’m starting to feel nothing when i lay awake at night 
ok 
alright 
i’ll fool myself with every other lie 

i still think of every word you said to me 
trying to ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine 
i swear to fucking god that one day you’ll be dead to me
but right now just to hear your voice i swear that i’d do anything

medicine (prod. caspr)

Needin'

lyrics:
I know it's not me it's you
But I'm stuck in shades of blue
Since you left me
All of the things we've been through
Planning our future and view
Then you left me
Roses full of thorns oh that you gave
Beautiful but also full of pain
Never your intention to only take
Babe

Lovings a choice you make
Thats what your momma would say
I shouldn't but I feel the same
Cuz I'm still needin'
Selfishly I wished you stayed
Lose myself without your praise
Is this the only way
I'm still needin'

So fuck all of this love shit
And baby don't
Call me every time you can't be alone
Putting off myself
For some dick and nothing else
I shouldn't be hitting you up babe I know
The shadows of our passions start to show
Cracks and divides
Though I stayed by your side
I wished that you would've learned

Lovings a choice you make
Thats what your momma would say
I shouldn't but I feel the same
Cuz I'm still needin'
Selfishly I wished you stayed
Lose myself without your praise
Is this the only way
I'm still needin'

And I wish that I could stop
Missing you oh and your touch
Drifting through the wind
Laying skin to skin
Heart will always start to mend
Despite the way you let things end
And you a bitch for that

Lovings a choice that you make
Thats what your momma would say

Selfishly I wish you stayed
Lose myself without your praise

Produced by @swaybleu

listen on spotify

Needin'

3 A.M

Days to Waste - 3 A.M

thank u for making me sound so cool lokel you're super cool

let her go (but its lo-fi)  - cover (prod. lokel)

s/o https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for beat sauce

lyrics:

me:
you're the only one who stayed here, but i can't feel you when you lay here
i know you're jus layin next to me, but in my mind im living a tragedy.

i think im gonna go ghost, but it only lasts for a couple hours
she said that i do the most, um, she don't know me at all
i fall to the ground so easily
i lay in bed just to keep the peace
you fell in love with me that was the problem we're fucked in the head and we know that we probably 
can't go much longer we're stuck in somber 
it's almost the end of october, and we still can't keep fighting.
im fighting for you i hope you're telling the truth cause i been stuck in this mindset and i been holdin onto you.
all of my trust is abandoned, i lay in bed and i count my bands then 
wake up and put on my pants and
slip and fall on all my chances.

skele: 
me n kais in the back 
got racks on me 
2 gs on a coat 
n we still eat 
don’t get why u sad when u see me 
but ion say shit 
i jus wanna keep the peace 
i feel like ghandi i keep me a piece 
i’m skipping class man fuck a degree 
i’m tryna get rich while i’m chasing a dream
im tryna tour like over the seas
no way
you make a month what i make in a day 
he like to talk but got nothing to say 
i keep a band just in case that it rains 
why u so mad when u talking to me 
i swear i love u don’t gotta be mean
i swear that i love when u laying w me 
but u push me away by the end of the week

axstn:
i just wanna know what she's playin ain't got shit to say cus i know that she fakin
love is a drug that i'm cravin 
bitchin on the phone bout me likw we're datin
they say don't love no more
bitchin bout they're life while they closin the door
said i can't ever trust no more cus im sick of this shit i've done this before
i don't know what's next
is there something left
i don't have a choice
so imma call it quits x2

stay here

spotify

stay here w/skele & yung axstn (prod. cay2o)

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

i miss u

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