how i feel

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winter

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Lyrics:
I don't know how to start
Where do I begin 
Just a couple weeks ago 
We've been sitting on the couch
In your living room 
And you were telling stories but your youth
And you were telling me you're proud
About the things that I accomplished
About the path that I have chosen
About the job I work at  
And we've been always laughing
Working on some cars in your barn
Every other afternoon after school
I was spending all my time with you

And you teached me so much things
I am so damn grateful for everything you did for me
You've been there when I was down
And always had an open ear for the things I had to say 
A place to flee when I had struggles back at home
You never judged or talked down on me
You always asked me how I feel and what was going on
And I tried to help you where I could
Mowing lawn, cutting wood or just hanging around
Cause I know you had your own struggles
Even tho you never talked about it once
Fearing that someone could worry
But I felt something was wrong 
You started to forget so fast
And I could feel that you've ain't been yourself

You just stopped to eat, and you just stopped to drink 
And you just lost your smile, but you never ever wanted to go to the hospital
Then one call, blue lights and sirens in a dark night
I could see it from my window and that was the last time
That I ever saw you alive

I wish that I could talk to you one last time
So I could say goodbye
So I could say goodbye

I tried to shed a tear
But they ain't coming out
I'm feeling so damn cold
I'm feeling so damn numb
There's no sadness inside
Cause all of this ain't real
How can you be gone, nah that can't be real
So I just went over to your house
Thought that you'd be there sitting in your chair
But there was nobody
There was nobody
Just darkness

I just hope that you're in a better place now
And you don't have to feel the pain no more
Cancer rotted throughout your whole body
And ain't nobody had seen it coming
We gon' meet again
When I meet my end
When judgement day's coming

04/25 (prod. sorrow bringer)

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