KILL YOURSELF Part I: The $uicide Saga

KILL YOURSELF

What Is Dying Like

Coast

The Moon

Rise

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HERE'S WEEK 3 OF #TUESDAYSWITHHEAVY. Been sitting on this track for a minute. Enjoy. 

SMOKE (Prod. MR HEAVY Co Prod. Zay Rock)

From The Blue

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m_i4W-ofOSQ
▶▶TRACKLIST▶▶
acidbrain — remember 0:00
https://soundcloud.com/acidbrain-3

Rich Beatz — LONG.LIVE.EL.CHAPO. 2:12
https://soundcloud.com/rich_beatz

SOUDIERE x acidbrain — FUCKIN HIGH 5:20

RyanCelsius x feeney --- ❄ ❄ ❄ PERCOCET 8:03
https://soundcloud.com/feeneyyy

MYTHIC - BUNKIN OUT DA BASEMENT II 9:48
https://soundcloud.com/m9beatsbruh

acidbrain -- 187 Invitation 13:38

21 Savage -- X ( SUICIDEYEAR Remix ) 15:50
https://soundcloud.com/suicideyear

kartel - 2 yo dome 21:00
https://soundcloud.com/kartel-music

SONIC - move da dope 22:56
https://soundcloud.com/beatsbysonic

hymbeats - alize' passion 24:37
https://soundcloud.com/hymbeats

dj frog - RETURN 2 DA POND 27:50
https://soundcloud.com/djfrogworldwide

SONIC - no hesitation 31:50

6-6-6 - No Sittin' 34:00
https://soundcloud.com/triplesixlord

Spooky Da Plug - ＳｋｒｉｐＣｌｕｂＳｈａｗｔｙ 『PROD. BY MOSAIC BOYZ』 35:04
https://soundcloud.com/potionghost

Oliver ~ $plashHouse (Slowed) 38:58
https://soundcloud.com/oliverxfrancis3

MYTHIC - BUNKIN OUT DA BASEMENT II 41:55

GENSHIN x acidbrain - black caddy 44:20

Loud Lord x MadBliss -- Ascension 46:48
https://soundcloud.com/loudlordbitch

aseri - evil back when 48:41
https://soundcloud.com/aseri

yung castor - nightmare 51:05
https://soundcloud.com/yungcastor

SLIGHT - VISIONS 53:15
https://soundcloud.com/slightbeats

cryjng --ヽ(*´з｀*)ﾉ kiss 55:11
https://soundcloud.com/cryjng

TRAPPIN IN ＪＡＰＡＮ²

looking for a star (CANT GET YOU OUT MY HEAD) Prod. DIPLO

alive for highs

Written.Recorded.Performed.Mix.Master.Art By @SQUiRE

Lyrics:

[verse 1]

all i need is one mic
and one life
and one nice hit
and i need one joint
and one light to light my shit
i jus need one chance, off one glance
they’ll know I’m legit
one option, thats go
idk how to quit
one man, one mac
one motive at hand
always on my A game i only got one plan
i need one woman
super loyal one i can trust
gimme one shot ill show em
that they aint one of us
one right beat and i can be the one top
i don’t worry bout the clock i jus need one shot
watched u hate on me once
watched u fake on me twice
but i forgive you for one
cause I’m the one on this mic
one path, one road
only vision i know
I’m the only one left
cause I’m the one tryna grow
I’m the man wit the flow i jus need one show
i jus need one tour
kill it, bring one more
let me sing one more
show em one more time
any show i ever did the asked for one more rhyme
one soul one mind
focused on grind
i put everything in one
we only get one time

[Verse 2]
all i need is one hour 
if I’m in one of my zones
case you ain’t know
I’m the one thats mixing my songs
case you ain’t grow
I’m the one been fixing my wrongs
case they don’t show
I’m the one that keep moving on
i don’t have one fear
ill be there in one year
every rapper disappears 
if i turn up one gear
on this highway of life
I’m the one gonna steer
through the tunnel to the light
feel like the only one here
feel like the only one care
feel like the only one near
screaming for this dream
i was the only one that could hear
i’ll change the game one time 
i jus need one share
from every one 
who got this gold in at least one ear
sacrificed but i aint cry, i aint shed one tear
i believe that i can fly and i aint buy one leer
one mic one drum
and i turn to the one
they gonn treat u like a two until the day that you won
one daughter, one son, so i know i can’t run
gotta the make the right choices
i might only get one
yeah i hear a lot of voices
i jus listen to one
and thats the one who keep reminding me what i can become


"Tell Nas my email is squirevillealbum@gmail.com if you know him"

One Mic Freestyle

written by Ben Owens
mixed by Ben Owens & Patrick Champagne
prod. by Emani

Apple Music

Nothing 4 Certain

Written.Recorded.Performed.Mixed.Mastered By @Carlton Carvalho
Produced By Troo Hippi
Song Art By @isaac-sandoval-703272514

Lyrics:

HOOK
I been at this til the moons gone and the sun out
Looked around and everyone's gone, only one now
Lotta things in my dreams but I know ain't none doubt
I been lonely on this road like I got my thumb out
And I know that I'ma get right there
Even if I gotta hitchHike there
Yeah I know that I'ma get right there
Even if I gotta hitchhike there, yeah

VERSE

But I ain't looking for no ride, know I got the drive
I'ma live while they survive, buzzing like the hive
I'm on a Quest like Johnny, don't need no tribe
Understand this aint no hobby, this is my live-
lihood could not defy me so don't try me
No matter what they odds be they can't deny me
I don't care how high the sky be, I see me flying
To the rooftop from the lobby it ain't no probably
More definite.
Life ain't fair, Lord's reffin' it
And you know I ain't stressin it
Cause he blessin' it when I step in it
And I ain't got time for the negative
That ain't the vibe I'm messin with
I'ma specialist with a special list
of shit I could never miss so

HOOK
I been at this til the moons gone and the sun out
Looked around and everyone's gone, only one now
Lotta things in my dreams but I know ain't none doubt
I been lonely on this road like I got my thumb out
And I know that I'ma get right there
Even if I gotta hitchHike there
Yeah I know that I'ma get right there
Even if I gotta hitchhike there, yeah

VERSE
Really I'm incomparable
All the darkness I been glaring through
It's me that's who I stare into
Then proceed to work my mircales
It seems like no one's hearing you
Believe and keep on steering to
Your destination and bless the nation
with your graces in that spaceship
that you made just, on that graveshift
tryna find a way to make
slaving everyday I'm naked
No mask on the task no faking
Haul ass on the gas no braking
Pro Class, no procrastination
Now I'm feeling like graduation
And that's no exaggeration
That's all real
No quit, got more will/wheel
that a tractor trailor was a catepillar
til my wings sprouted, now I sing about it
Never even doubted, couldn't be rerouted
By these fools who only speak about it and dream about it
Don't know a thing about it while I'm up every evening howling to the moon

HOOK
I been at this til the moons gone and the sun out
Looked around and everyone's gone, only one now
Lotta things in my dreams but I know ain't none doubt
I been lonely on this road like I got my thumb out
And I know that I'ma get right there
Even if I gotta hitchHike there
Yeah I know that I'ma get right there
Even if I gotta hitchhike there, yeah

HitchHike (Prod. By TroohHippi)

Recorded and Produced in Nuevo, CA 2017

Produced by B.Nard, BernardStudios

Coast

Samson

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