2023 test 2

My Pet Rock Died ft. Synth V Natalie

If I Can Stop One Alice From Going Out Of Town

Out on Bandcamp now: https://blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/track/this-sinking-iron-heart

Streaming services soon

Bpm180

Verse 1

You said you’d take
Away the pain
The suffering
The constant aching

I can’t believe
In anything
Because you’ve lied to me
You led me away

Chorus 1:

Now I feel
Like I failure
Holding on
Why did you waste my time?


Verse 2

Why do you hurt me?
You said we’d stay by the surface

Now we’ve gone too deep
I’m drowning yet you ignore me

Chorus 2

Now I feel
Like I failure
Holding on
Why did you waste my…?

Now I feel
Like I failure
Holding on
Why did you waste my time?

Verse 3:

Why do you hate me?
You said we’d stay by the surface

Because of you I’m drowning
I gasp for air, it’s not working

Bridge:

Why did you have to waste my time again?
Now everyone can see the fraud I’ve been

I’m tired
I’m broken

I never want to see your face again

Final chorus:

Why did you have to waste my time again?
Now everyone can see the fraud I’ve been

Now I feel
Like I failure
Holding on
Why did you waste my time


Bridge/Final chorus harmonies:

Waste my time
Don’t, waste my time
Waste my time
Don’t, waste my time
Love me slowly
Please don’t leave and
Waste my time
Don’t go
credits
released March 2, 2025

【Synth V Natalie】This Sinking Iron Heart【Synthesizer V Metal/rock Original】

Download or listen to instrumental version at: https://blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/album/thats-just-how-it-goes

Bpm 175

Verse 1

No I’m not perfect
I know
A shattered mess
Constantly breaking

No im not worth it
I know
I’m not all right
Constantly shaking

Chorus 1

Don’t take another step onto this path my friend
Cus I don’t know where I’m going

I think I feel all the blood rushing out of me
When should I feel alive again

Verse 2:

No I’m not perfect
Now I’m
A constant wreck
Somebody help me

No im not worth it
I know
I’m not all right
Don’t follow with me

Chorus /bridge 1
Don’t take another step onto this path my friend
Cus I don’t know where I’m going

I think I feel all the blood rushing out of me
When should I feel alive again

Chorus 2/Bridge 2

That’s just how it goes
Over and over again
Now your all alone
Over and over again

Outro

Oh please don’t remember all the things I said
I just want to move on like we never met

What do you want from me?
It could be anything
I can’t leave, enraptured in the air you breath

【Synth V Natalie】That's Just How it Goes【Synthesizer V Metal/rock Original】

from the Hyades EP https://blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/album/hyades-ep

this was a song that i made just as an instrumental and then alice went and recorded vocals over it because who the hell knows why... anyways i liked it and made her do a better job and here you have this... tada

Lyrics:
Senses blinded to camouflage like this
Fallin' up when I'm coming down
Is this what they call bliss
Breathin' in when I should drown
There's a shadow when there's no light
Burnin' hot when I'm freezing cold
Did I loose my sight?
When did I become bold?

Silently breathin'
Over you
Ohh, I'm dyin'

This is, the end, hells freezing over
You're freezin' over
It's all pretend, the façade you've made
Shattering
Into the hands of someone not there
Carefully, whisked, away.


Loose canon' ya actin' tough
must be done
Had enough
Cant touch the end for the life you
Fallin' down like you always do
touch like ice you bite down twice
there's no room for eyes that lie at that price
No more running, no more crying, only trying

Silently breathin'
Over you
Ohh, I'm dyin'

This is, the end, hells freezing over
You're freezin' over
It's all pretend, the façade you've made
Shattering
Into the hands of someone not there
Carefully, whisked, away.

Credits:
- Guest Vocals by kitcat190.deviantart.com
- mixing help from soundcloud.com/phantomkaoru

We're Sorry

Bandcamp Download: https://blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/album/you-could-just-give-up

lyrics:

Bpm 180
I wake up and I feel alone again
Everyday is a chore
And I can’t keep doing this
I just feel
Like this is pointless
Like my life will always be a mess

I hold it close
This misery
It’s all I’ve got
Now, I can only 
Scream again
Into my pillow
I can’t believe
I had never thought of this

I wake up and I feel cold again
Every morning I feel
Like I am full of shit
I just feel
Like this is pointless
Like my life will always be a mess

I hold it close
This misery
It’s all I’ve got
Now, I can only 
Scream again
Into my pillow
I can’t believe
I had never thought of this

Scream again
Into my pillow
I can’t believe
I had never thought of this

You Could Just Give Up w/ Synthesizer V Natalie

new dist tone test 2

Genus

If you want to support me buy the album here: http://store.vocallective.net/album/trepidation

Or,

you can download everything for free here: https://www.dropbox.com/s/d1ay3qvgifpuaaz/2016%20EP%28Trepidation%29.zip?dl=0

-Note on free dowload, that it is all the files in one package, if you don't want to download everything and only want something specific hit me up on my pm here, or at https://twitter.com/sam_blackbird.

Credits:
Music: Blackbird (Samuel Wright)
Album art: https://pixabay.com/en/forest-witch-s-house-cemetery-704077/

lyrics:
Someone has come to see me
Have I already crossed the line
Can't you all forgive me
I'm tired off the stares
Will somebody kill meThis world isn't fair

Run across the line
Hide it all inside
Screaming in your mind
You'll always be mine

Crawling back to hide
We've run out of time
Bleeding out inside
You'll always be mine

Here we are crawling across the ground
I can't see this darkness is all around
Resurrect the demon and cross me out
I'm all that's left

Run across the line
Hide it all inside
Screaming in your mind
You'll always be mine

Crawling back to hide
We've run out of time
Bleeding out inside
You'll always be mine

[Al!ce.16] Mine [UTAU Original]

*update* I recently recorded a guitar playthrough for this if anybody is interested in seeing my terrible guitar skills https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vR_OybCyfTE

So I've been jamming out to this song for a while now and this cover kinda happened when i started playing the guitar while listening to the song and thinking "oh that actually kinda sounds cool". So hopefully it doesn't sound too terrible XD

For both full and off vocal download go here: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/3wmlm5pgkifek8c/AAAdl7tM9oImOTAYGTnJRnX2a?dl=0

For the original go here: https://soundcloud.com/nostraightanswer/pushing-daisies-feat-daina-vocaloid-original-song

The vocals used in this song are a render of the vocals from the original track, but it's with my shitty mixing so if it sounds weird that's why.

Yeah the picture is from my house and all the flowers are blooming like crazy right now so i wish i had the time to make a video of me playing this cus it'd look epic out there. Also we don't have any daisies so that kinda ruins it as well but whatevs.

Pushing Daisies Rock/Metal Cover

ODDEEO was nice enough to do an excellent remaster and cover of my song "mine", and since he went through the effort of mixing a version with al!ce i wanted to post it so peeps could see his amazing work.

Links:
Cover:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6QPaef8XU6A
Original:https://soundcloud.com/samuel-denny-wright/alce16-mine-utau-original

Credits:
Song: Blackbird (Samuel Wright)
Remaster/Cover: ODDEEO (https://soundcloud.com/oddeeoofficial)
Al!ce.16: https://soundcloud.com/wonderland-7

【Al!ce】Mine 【ODDEEO REMASTER】

Info: 
Thanks to https://soundcloud.com/velvet-act-2 for the rendering/tuning/good utau stuff
Download: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/bghrq9yp2artls7/AAAJz01qPeULLQ6O_02Nclxea?dl=0

So this was a Christmas song that was supposed to be finished and released in 2015 but obviously didn't happen so I decided to just finish it up this year and pump it out. I had to do a lot of changes but it's still really bad because i made it a while ago so it has a lot of mistakes. As long as it's listenable then my job be done yo. Merry Christmas - Sam

Credits:
Music: Blackbird
Utau Render + UST: Velvet (https://soundcloud.com/velvet-act-2)
Utau used: Kumi Hitsuboku

Lyrics:

Every year I seem to dream
About home and other things 

All this time I'm 
Dreaming 

About Christmas 
About family

How I've been so disrespectful 
How I don't deserve u anymore

Now I'm caught and now I'm broken 
Now I know My Minds not working 

Outside silence 
Snow is falling 
I can hear it 
Slowly calling

Now my heart beats ever faster 
Who will save me
I'm still bleeding

Now I'm caught and now I'm broken 
Now I know My minds not working 

Outside silence 
Snow is falling 
I can hear it 
Slowly calling

Give me your pain
Your misery

Cus this is the season of giving

It's the one present that I can give
I'll take ur feelings so you may live

【Kumi Hitsuboku】Green【Utau Original】

Original by https://soundcloud.com/yusukekira
Link to original: https://soundcloud.com/yusukekira/vocaloid-original-circles-gumi-english
UST by: Makku-san 
Al!ce.16 and ust edits by https://soundcloud.com/wonderland-7
Download:https://www.dropbox.com/s/fup58iq8vwtzsj3/Circles%20Cover%20final%20mix%201.wav?dl=0

【Al!ce VCCV HG】Circles by Yusukekira【Rock Cover】

testing out a new reverb pedal

It's the Walrus Fathom and boy does it work good for ambient/ really long reverb tail stuff

Download this song or the entire album at: blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/album/the-cave

Fathom in it

150bpm
Al!ce VCCV english by @wonderland-7

Download this song or the entire album at: blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/album/the-cave

Also from another upcomming EP
might have to adjust the mixing on this one but for now i think it's pretty close to how i want it (until soundcloud ruins it)

Lyrics:
Can you feel the sunshine
I know I can't anymore

Will you bask In the moonlight 
Since you came out the door

I'm always stuck inside
I've been so wrong

I've been stuck behind for so long

Damp and cold 
This cave I know
I call it home
It's where I live

Don't look for me 
Anymore 
I swear
It's just pretend

(Final chorus)

Damp and cold 
This cave I know
I call it home
It's where I live

Don't look for me 
Anymore 
I swear
It's just pretend

Can you feel it?
The suffocating

Don't look for me 
Anymore 
I swear
It's just pretend

【Al!ce VCCV】The Cave by Blackbird (Samuel Wright)【Utau Original】

Another song from the upcoming album, still working with the mixing but this song will be an instrumental without vocals

Download this song or the entire album at: blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/album/the-cave

Subterror by Blackbird (Samuel Wright)【Original】

Alice.16 by @wonderland-7

Download this song or the entire album at: blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/album/the-cave

BPM: 140
Lyrics:
I woke up with a hole in my chest
The man I knew is gone

I fought from the beginning 
from the start 
of our days as normal

My heart is gone
My head is numb
My whole world
Has drowned me

【Al!ce VCCV】Sinful by Blackbird (Samuel Wright)【Utau Original】

Alice.16 by @wonderland-7

Download this song or the entire album at: blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/album/the-cave

BPM: 150
lyrics:
Fuck me up
When I am done
I can’t stop 
What I’ve become 
Contemplate
What makes me, me
Fills me up with misery 

If you could understand me
No longer would I run from myself
I’m scared of the dark but I burn in the light
What a pity

Fuck me up
When I am done
I can’t stop 
What I’ve become 
Contemplate
What makes me, me
Fills me up with misery

Oh my god 
I feel the burn
I can’t stop 
It’s so fucked up
Contemplate 
The pain I see
Fills me up so I can breath 

If you could understand me
No longer would I run from myself
I’m scared of the dark but I burn in the light
What a pity

MORPH by Blackbird (Samuel Wright)【Al!ce VCCV】

Cute Death

Credits:
Music: Blackbird (Samuel Wright)
Al!ce.16: soundcloud.com/wonderland-7
Art: www.pexels.com/photo/abstract-art-black-background-blur-1040499/

Download: https://blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/track/hollow-win

bpm 170 

lyrics:

How can I feel you breaking
Tearing into tiny pieces
What’s wrong with me it’s hurting
I want to make it go away

It feels so good 
oh
I wish I never knew

I’m so sad
I wish I never went
It makes me mad
To think that your suffering

Breaking my bones
I push I pull
It’s never enough
It cuts to much 
To be happy when
You touch me I know I can’t win
It’s never enough
It cuts to much 
To be happy

【Al!ce VCCV】Hollow Win by Blackbird (Samuel Wright)【Utau Original】

Don't Breathe

Music: Blackbird
Utau: Al!ce.16

Download: http://blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/album/ectonet

Ectonet lyrics
160bpm

Verse:

People used to be
Flesh and blood 
Something

Every day I have these dreams
What was it like to breathe 

Chorus:

I’ll put my trust in you no more
You lead me way too far from the shore

And now ive seen just who you are
And there’s no way I’ll go back anymore


Verse 2:

People used to be
Flesh and blood 
Something

Every day I have these dreams
What was it like to breathe 

You said you knew for sure
Something about how we were

It felt
Just like a dream
To find another 
Like me

OUTRO:

You woke me
Up again
My friend

This can’t be happening
Pretend

That I'm still here right now
That I m working all this out

I need you now
But you still let me down

Cus I'm still here right now
Im still working all this out

I need you now
But you still let me down

【Al!ce VCCV】Ectonet by Blackbird (Samuel Wright)【Utau Original】

Orange you glad it's released

BPM 160

Art by: https://soundcloud.com/wonderland-7
UTAU tunning by:https://soundcloud.com/wonderland-7
Download: https://blackbirdsamuelwright.bandcamp.com/album/cultured-meat
Lyrics

Verse:
awakened again
As the sun burns my skin and I
Can’t remember what it once felt to be alive

Oooh oooh

You needed me that’s what you said to me
But not like this

When you say you wanted me 
What did you mean?

Chorus:

And now
I feel it
Just know I swear
It’s not what I’d have done

I need it
Just know I swear
It’s not what I’d have done


Verse 2:

I’m not whole

Give me back my arms, my legs,
All the thoughts inside my head

I’m not whole anymore

Bridge:

Cus they don’t care
What you want 
Am i still scared?
I’m not even sure

Chorus:
And now
I feel it
Just know I swear
It’s not what I’d have done

I need it
Just know I swear
It’s not what I’d have done

【Al!ce VCCV】Cultured Meat by Blackbird (Samuel Wright)【Utau Original】

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hey guys I am a dorm room producer who produces everything from Trap to Metal. This is were I upload my demos so most of the work here is unfinished and still being worked on.

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