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Pray ft. TOG

This album is a picture of where I am at the moment, depressed but okay, sad but content. It deals with all the negative emotions that come with depression, from fear, to helplessness, to loss, to paranoia and especially insecurity.
It's helped me deal with where I am and I'm extremely proud of it.
I wrote, produced, recorded and mastered every part of the album and I hope it's something you can enjoy too, and will maybe even help someone else out there.

Lullaby For A Couple Of Idiots

Pilate

I AM VERY SAD

YeahYeahYeahYeah

Please Give Me A Job

Night Walk

Patricia Test

Yeah No Absolutely

I recently saw a documentary called "The Mask You Live In" about toxic masculinity in western cultures. It inspired me to write a song, not directly from my own perspective but rather an exaggerated version of my own, one I could resonate with in many ways: that I didn't want to have to look or act a certain way in order to be considered "a man", but rather, I just want to be beautiful.

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Lyrics:

I don’t wanna act like I’m strong, yeah
Don’t wanna feel weak when I’m alone, yeah
I can’t pretend I’m just one of the guys

I don’t wanna change in a different crowd
Hoping they don’t see I’m acting different now
I think that they can tell I’m not doing alright

High fives when I down my drink, I
I can’t even hear myself think
You can see when you look in my eyes
I don’t wanna be tough
I just wanna be

Beautiful
Man that’s all I want
Man that’s all I want
And I just want to be

I don’t wanna brag about a body count
To stop feeling alone when they’re not around
I guess I’m not a man if my numbers not high

I can’t even say if I need help
Cos I’ve always been told to do it by myself
I just wanna know if what I’m feelings alright

High fives when I down my drink, I
I can’t even hear myself think
You can see when you look in my eyes

Big scars better cover my head
Maybe something better left unsaid
And I don’t wanna seem less of a man
But I don’t wanna be tough
I just wanna be

Beautiful
Man that’s all I want
Man that’s all I want
And I just want to be

Think that I have lost myself in who I’m trying to be
I think you don’t know me
Think that I have found a way to be a different me
Don’t think that you know me

Beautiful
Man that’s all I want
Man that’s all I want

Samwell James

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