Red Sky

Groovy Dill Clemens

Look in these eyes, they’re hiding something
Say the right but do the wrong thing
Always contemplating
Moving on or waiting
Details seem so hazy
Makes me feel so lazy

I am caught in a struggle with my own regrets
This would be the next
I am caught in a struggle with my own regrets

Always fight temptation
To avoid frustration
One of those mistakes
I know before I make it
Perfect contradiction 
Guided by addiction
I know it is wrong
When I give in to the longing

I am caught in a struggle with my own regrets
This would be the next
I am caught in a struggle with my own regrets

This would be the next one
Always put an act on

Caught in a struggle with my own regrets
This would be the next
This won’t be the last
I am drowning my will
Wash it down with a pill
I am caught in the struggle with my own regrets

Caught In A Struggle

Let’s keep the curtains closed
And stay inside
A different take on summertime
The sun burns down
The skin is white
The feeling’s right
We’re hiding in basements
Get too complacent
Freeze time and place
Whenever I’m here with you

My comfort zone
Sleep in till noon
Turn off my phone
Got nothing to do
Eat ice cream cones
Waste time with you
And stay in your room

Let’s make a list of things we can’t resist
You are on top of mine
We’re doing fine
We watch all seasons of the mentalist
While my money decreases
Dead end career path
I couldn’t care less
I rather share this time with you

My comfort zone
Sleep in till noon
Turn off my phone
Got nothing to do
Your eyes
Can’t keep my eyes off you

My comfort zone
Sleep in till noon
Turn off my phone
Got nothing to do
Eat ice cream cones
Waste time with you
And stay in your room

Ice Cream Cones

Overthink anything
So over feeling overwhelmed
I’m at the brink
In a blink
Harrowing

Hovering
Head inside the clouds again
Will come crashing down again
And land
And get stuck in the sand

Get worried about my health, it seems
Or my serious lack of self esteem

The writing’s on the wall tonight
I’ll never get to sleep

I’m fine again
I’m lying again

I disappear
Never show a sign again
Crossed off space and time and then
At last
Erase me from the past
Like I never existed and
Like you never were listening

The writing’s on the wall tonight
I’ll never get to sleep
You try to read my thoughts tonight
You’ll never get too deep

The writing’s on the wall tonight
I’ll never get to sleep
You try to read my thoughts tonight
You’ll never get too deep

Erase Me

You want to rise again
Fight someone bigger than your size again
You’ll use all strategies and lies again
I’m too nice again
You want to fight again
Don’t care about what’s wrong or right again
Just push the others to the side again
I wouldn’t lie to friends

It’s sink or swim
And I am dead on the ground
It just begins
And I am dead on the ground
Too many sharks in the tank
And I am dead on the ground
Covered in darkness again
And I am dead on the ground

You want to compete again
Stand on your own feet again
You push so hard, you’re going crazy again
I’m too lazy again
You work on your physique again
You don’t want to be called bleak or bland
All the challenges you seek again
I’m too weak again

It’s sink or swim
And I am dead on the ground
Don’t even float, I just choke
And I am dead on the ground
Fucking sharks
I am dead on the ground
Everything turns dark
When I am dead on the ground

Constant need to adapt
Constant need to perfect
You just need to accept
If I bleed, then I am dead
You expect me to fight for my place 
Scream it right in my face
Make me cry for more pace
But I neglect it
If I drown I accept it
It’s my choice I am glad with
It’s my line, you overstepped it
Work and endure to get rich?
I’m rather poor than your bitch
If not sure that anyone can become perfect
But anyway, I don’t even think it’s worth it

It’s sink or swim
And I am dead on the ground
Just on a whim
I am dead on the ground
I’m not a shark
I am just dead on the ground
Don’t pull me up
Just leave me dead on the ground

Sink Or Swim

They say that wounds that heal over time
Most days I agree, I’m feeling just fine
But whenever I see things that were at your place
The memories haunt me and I’m back in this phase
Old present wrap sheets, the scent in my clothes
Bring me back to the indefinite end you impose
I pretend I don’t need you, pretend that I’m through
But no matter what I do
Everything reminds me of you

Like a magnet it’s pulling me in
This painful regret crawling under my skin
I would lie if I pretend that I’m through
But no matter what I do
Everything reminds me of you

No contact is kept, no touching points left
I knew this could happen, but didn’t expect
My finger still hovers, deleting your chat
But I cannot pull through
Cause my thoughts revolve around you

Like a magnet it’s pulling me in
This painful regret crawling under my skin
I would lie if I pretend that I’m through
But no matter what I do
Everything reminds me of you

Random flashes of memories of you in your room
I hope I’ll find no one with the same perfume
One day I will see you, ask: how did you do?
But until the day’s due
Everything reminds me of you

Everything Reminds Me Of You

Every activity
Is filled with negativity
It’s slowly rubbing off on me
I’m sick of all the gossiping
You talk about friends like they are enemies
And gather all your energy
When can you feel above
Watching those who are worse off

No shame for you
All the things you say
Just fun and games for you
I’ll slowly draw the line, place the knife
Cut you out of my life
Before I’m the same as you

Misery loves company
I sit by your side
You have the skill to find the worst in me
And bring it to light
Stalk your friends, watch all their steps
Spreading lies behind their backs
Every detail that you found
You’ll say the same about me when I’m not around

No shame for you
All the things you say
Just fun and games for you
I’ll slowly draw the line, place the knife
Cut you out of my life
Before I’m the same as you

The clouds are black wherever you go
No secret’s protected whenever you know

No stories left you haven’t found
The rumours spread in the whole town
You’re talking smack, it drags me down
You’ll say the same about me when I’m not around

No shame for you
All the things you say
Just fun and games for you
I’ll slowly draw the line, place the knife
Cut you out of my life
Before I’m the same as you

Negativity (feat. Olli B.)

Wish I could look into your head
Just to distinguish
What you said and what you meant to say
To finish every sentence
You could be lying through your teeth
While I’m trying to believe you
Well, I’d want to
Make me hurt instead
I hang on to every word you said

It’s so easy just to lie, lie, lie for you
When it seems like I would die, die, die for you
But we keep talking past each other
We’re better off if we don’t bother

I can’t be mad
Cause if I’m honest with myself
Then I’m not honest with you either
How could I ask for something else?
We both seem to love to hurt each other
It seems we just deserve each other
We built our house of cards
A bit of guilt, it falls apart

It’s so easy just to lie, lie, lie for you
For you it seems like I would die, die, die for you
But we keep talking past each other
We’re better off if we don’t bother

I miss all signals that you send
Misinterpret them in the end
I’m so confused about your intent
So I feel used and I accuse you
I miss all signals that you send
I’ll never trust someone again

Wish I could look into your head
So I would know
If there is someone else instead
That takes the space and I should go
I hope you’re lying through your teeth
Want to be crying on my knees
So I don’t have to feel as bad
About my own mistakes instead

It’s so easy just to lie, lie, lie for you
For you it seems like I would die, die, die for you
But we keep talking past each other
We’re better off if we don’t bother

Missing Signals

I wrote off all the things that I left in your flat
I wrote so many texts that you left on unread
Now you’re stuck in a hole that you dug in your head
That you can’t get out
Instead of taking control you just block me instead
Now you can’t get out

Avoidance tactics get you nowhere fast
You just put a mask on that you know won’t last
How do you show strength when you always run away?
How do you progress when you only live in grey?

I would give everything to take back what I said
Like a pendulum, swing between rage and regret
Miss your voice and your touch and the way that you act
But I can’t go back
You frustrate me so much, but it still makes me sad
That I can’t go back

Avoidance tactics get you nowhere fast
You just put a mask on that you know won’t last
How do you show strength when you always run away?
How do you progress when you only live in grey?

I have no clever way to say this
About to lose my fucking patience
At least I’m still communicating
Or do you?
I wonder how you spin this in your favor
That I’m the bad guy in this situation
In case you still have friends
Who listen to you
Just fucking face it
Just say it to my face in case you hate me
And if it helps, then
Rip my heart out of my chest and terminate me
But stop your slow descent
Climb back out of your hole again
It’s your life, take control again
And find peace inside your soul again

Orange

You’re trying hard to flee
To fade into obscurity
To become no one’s memory

Autumn’s here 
I lost you in the fallen leaves
I search for hope, all memories
Bring me back to the same place
Trying to see the truth through the game face
Pushing the leaves all to the side
Look like petals dancing in the twilight

Seems like you’re just dead inside
Looking for closure, no reply
I was dead set in my mind

Long awake under nighttime skies
The ghost of your shape lingers in my eyes
With every step on these empty streets
The echoes of your voice, they repeat
And it's haunting, how memories remain
A permanent stain, an ever-present rain

Seems like you’re just dead inside
The emptiness became your paradigm
Looking for closure, no reply
I was dead set in my mind

Heart still broken
Words left unspoken
The weight of mistakes
Remains unbroken
In every verse, I find a scar
But there’s no solace on the road so far
And we’re drifting further apart

Torn by the silence, lost in the rain
Trying to find a meaning but it’s all the same

And so I scream into the void
Trying to drown out the echoes with the noise
Do you hear them too, as we drift apart?
Trying to reach you somehow through the dark

Seems like you’re just dead inside
The emptiness became your paradigm
Looking for closure, no reply
I was dead set in my mind

I need to let it be
Let you fade into obscurity
Till you become no one’s memory

No One's Memory

There’s no new leaf to turn over
All that counts the four-leaf clover
In the grass that’s always greener on the other side
Base decisions on a feeling
Reach for stars but touch the ceiling
When the grass is always greener on the other side

Always chase for a poison
To get me so high
Always going against your advice
All the things that you said just go over my head
And I will never make a compromise

Where’s the straw that I can cling to?
I just claw at vines, I swing through
At a rapid pace, you say I’m losing my head
Run away till I forget you
Tell myself that’s what I had to
Clear the space for something new instead

Always chase for a poison
To get me so high
Always going against your advice
All the things that you said just go over my head
And I will never make a compromise

I wish this voice inside my head
Would make good choices but instead
I always waste the shots I get

All achievements, they don’t matter
Feel I always can do better
When the grass is always greener on the other side

Always chase for a poison
To get me so high
Always going against your advice
All the things that you said just go over my head
And I will never make a compromise


Four Leaf Clover

Guess we both feel tired
But when you call, I feel inspired
Pick me up and then let’s go
We’ll pick up where we left off

Find a place where the sun shines
But your eyes shine brighter
Guess I think of you sometimes
Makes my smile seem wider

Sunset
Brush over my skin, soft touch
Watch the tide shape the riverbed
Your skin’s close
Thoughts featherlight this time
watch them fly where the wind blows

Saw the world in a tint of blue
Shades in rose since I’ve been with you
You check the box, we’re in symmetry
You make the colors more vivid

Sunset
Brush over my skin, soft touch
Watch the tide shape the riverbed
And I’ll try to make it right, too
Cause the more time we spend, the more I like you

Saw the world in a tint of blue
Shades in rose since I’ve been with you
You check the box, we’re in symmetry
You make the colors more vivid

Oxytocin

Spent a night in my car
Parked inside your street, within sight of your house
But the light remained dark
Couldn’t really see if you already moved out

I’m so ready and waiting for the day we speak
Got this conversation playing on repeat

I search for your name
Waiting for a sign or new pictures to show
It’s always the same
Get you on my mind, flip a switch, can’t let go

I’m still ready and waiting for the day we speak
Got this conversation played out

I think you forgot me
Know you never loved me
But the “you” in my head is so lovely
I think I’m better off 
And you think the same of me
Still, I dream and can’t get enough, see
Turn reality off, please

Digging deep in my mind
Repeating every word that you once said out loud
I will bleed myself dry
I’m wondering what difference it even makes now

I’m still ready and waiting for the day you’ll see
Got the invitation sent out

I think you forgot me
Know you never loved me
But the “you” in my head is so lovely
I think I’m better off 
And you think the same of me
Still, I dream and can’t get enough, see
Turn reality off, please

Fixed your problems, and you've found your path
Both said sorry, and we laughed it off
See this clear in my head, we shake hands
I will be so disappointed if I ever meet the real you again

Turn reality off, please

Sandbanks

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