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slow to heal_20211130

chicory cloud_20220605

Written and produced by Alaska Sargent
Additional arrangement by JHL
Piano recorded by Tristan "monikrr" Valenti
Acoustic guitar and bass recorded by Abigail Franklin of The Lovely Robot

ffm.to/selfportrait

Lyrics
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I hate my friends
And I don't doubt
They're all so sick of me
And my pageantry
I offered a home
And we'd hold out
Until I fell out of speech
And left her bleeding

Am I on your mind?
Give it time, I'm sure I'll be forgotten
Another hit or two, I'll be fine
It's just my
Sativa indigo

Untamed heart again
I break out in pieces
You watch me on the edge
When I drain the liquid from its insides
I can't come to the phone, my heads in clouds
Is it such a crime?

Am I on your mind?
Give it time, I'm sure I'll be forgotten
Another hit or two, I'll be fine
It's just my
Sativa indigo

Sativa Indigo

i know the taste of sea

thank you, my brightest stars.
i'm sure that far into the future, when i recall these memories, it'll be very nostalgic.

i just wanna lie down in the grass

rite of protection - a song i wrote to cope with medical trauma and going nonverbal

lyrics:
the doctor’s under my skin 
and pale water flows through the stone in my eye
 lysergic, I’m opened wide
 and the weight of my gut splits the seam in my core  

and I’m gone
 and I’m gone

  the nurse’s quiet touch
 there’s a cord on my throat, and a cloth on my eyes
 i whisper, the dawn is near 
and the nerves of my lungs shine a beam in the air

  its coming, I wish I could speak
 and I’m gone          
 its coming, I wish I could speak now  
and I’m gone

canary lane

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indigo awning - rite of protection

WEB 01 ✉️

SCREAMING TO BE LET OUT (WIP)

so i did another thing. hope you enjoy! 
thanks to @finalfix and @hanzommusic for the opportunity!

FinalFix - arrival REMIX CONTEST (entry valky)

The storm swallowed the night.

Cicadas buzzed, and somewhere in the dark, wolves began to howl, distant at first, then closer.

Ookami knelt in an empty field, clutching the weight of memories she could never let go.

From the shadows, two wolves emerged.

The White Wolf stepped forward, its fur glowing beneath the moonlight. Cherry blossoms rose where it walked, gentle, fragile traces of hope.

“Hold on,” it whispered. “You can still fight.”

Then came the Black Wolf, eyes burning red. With each step, spider lilies bloomed, beautiful and cruel.

“Give in,” it thundered. “Let the darkness consume you.”

Her scream tore through the storm, not just of pain, but a plea for help.

Hear me cry.

The wolves circled her as the night trembled.

And in the silence that followed, one question lingered in the wind:

Did the White Wolf save her, or did the Black Wolf win? 🌑🐺🌸

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Ookami - Emotional Malfunction

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SCREAMING TO BE LET OUT (WIP)

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