imagine the gif of speed getting excited thats what im doing rn

i swear that i’m not a fag
so please just don’t pick me last
someone needs to take me back
so that i can realize that
i am such a loser but it doesn’t seem to hurt
it’s the life that i prefer
honestly it could be worse
scratch my arms bruise my legs i am not just like the rest
shh! they don’t know my secrets
AND YET THEY STILL SOMEHOW SPREAD

im a loser but its alright (prod. casper)

short shitty song kys (prod. wokluva)

Lyrics: 

Fall in my love I just want the same waitress 

My eyes are just wandering better word evasive 

Do I want you  

🦹‍♀️

I just want the same waitress

prod. sickboi
i dont wanna fall back into it
dont know why i chase it i dont know why i do it
every step feels like i’m losing the ground
but i keep circling back up around


and i swore i’d quit a hundred times before
but the cycle’s got a key to my locked door

i don’t know why i chase it
don’t know why i do it
heart’s on fire and i still run right through it
same mistake, different day, can’t escape the mess i made
feels so safe in the mess i make


text unread but i stare at the screen
guess i like the static more than what it means
every red flag feels like home to me
i diffuse disaster with intimacy

and i know the ending always tastes the same
but i play it like a song with a different name

i dont wanna fall back into it

When time resolves - Nthngbutaprettyboy

prod @maxminds

i was doing pretty fine until you ruined all of it
lately ive been getting high so i think ive forgetten it
tear myself i wear myself i try too hard to not commit
im not doing better im just better at hiding things
i passed you my note and then you ripped it up and wadded it
once upon a time i got some hope and disregarded it
i know that itss bad for me but i know that i wanted it

better

Why do you hate me? I’m just a boy.

song via IG @alphieafterlife
his SoundCloud:@alphieafterlife
original song: https://soundcloud.com/alphieafterlife/earlybird
,,,,
lyrics:
asking for junk
something to kill
the things that i feeel
up when its dark
because the early bird gets the worm
no one awake to concern
♪♪♪
cant come over tonight
cuz i wanna fall 
cant come over tonight
cuz i want to fall down
I wanna fall
down..
♪♪♪

early bird  (IG live) - @alphieafterlife

I’m just so depressed cuz I feel so lost
Yeah I was really willing to give it all up
Yeah I can kill myself but it’s really not enough
Yeah the shit you saying nah its not adding up
Yeah I need to go home I can’t miss my Zoloft
Yeah I just wanna let go
I just wanna let go
I just wanna let go
Nah I can’t be mad this the life that I chose
I know that she want me cuz she know my wrist froze
I can’t show emotions cuz you made my heart froze
But I can’t be mad yeah you’re the one I chose 
Yeah I just did it all to myself
But I can’t say my feelings nah I can’t even get no help
Yeah I fucking hate myself swallow pills up on the shelf
Yeah I guess I just have to deal with the cards I’m dealt

hvvean - life that i chose (apple)

cliche -- 2hollis cover

existential dread

Ig: sandysiphon3
Fake sandy 
Fake sandy 
Fake sandy

ᦓꪖꪀᦔꪗ

Why do you hate me? I’m just a boy.

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