There are times when you feel you can never be okay
you can just be still for a while
You don’t have to try
When the moonlight is the only right
way to feel that you’re okay
You just close your eyes
Let your stars fall down
they will never dry
 
Oh how brave 
oh how brave you are
how you’re not afraid to let your scars 
try to fool who you are

There are times when you feel you can never go back home
you can just be here for a while
When the moonlight is the only right
way to feel that you’re okay
You just close your eyes
Let your stars fall down

love, YAYYOUNG

Produced by Mantra
@beatsbymantra

Spotify

Do you feel like you have no one to turn to?

Rocket

NOVEMBER RAIN - THE STRUGGLES SANNI HAS BEEN DEALING WITH AND HIS MENTAL FORTITUDE TO MAKE SURE HE NEVER GOES BACK TO THE DARKNESS HE PLUNGED INTO LATE NOVEMBER

November Rain

I get up, I get down
It's the rhythm of my battle drum
I get up, I get down
I'mma struggle 'til the day is done

Every voice telling me that I am thinking wrong
Change ya tune, change ya chord, sing that other song
Little brother turned into an insecure man
Any type of criticism make me into "lesser than"
Never believed I could be right or be me
What is me? They just tell me what I'm s'pposed to be
Gotta be a brand, but I never really owned it for myself
Now I'm nebulous, I'm tired of it, this stress my mental health
see my chaos and I know I gotta speak into it
I see my apathy I know I gotta battle ruthless
I know my Father look at me and He is well pleased
the problem is that I aint good enough for me
maybe the best thing for me is You
I know the pain will show the truth
maybe I am beautiful to You

*I just want to be myself
I just want to be myself today
Wanna know just who I am
I need you to help me understand

**Who I am is beloved
Who I am is more than what I’ve done
Who I am is worthy of some lovin
Who I am has really just begun
Who I am is a treasure
Who I am is royalty in blood
Who I am is a warrior for the kingdom
Who I am has really just begun

Nobody will know that I’m speaking of my sweat and blood
Only hear they talk of blessings coming down above
When my praises go up the blessing come down
But my blessing is to keep me low to the ground
The blessing is needing more love than I ever knew
The blessing is knowing there’s nothing I can really do
The blessing is pain, adversity, my own addiction
Cause if I didn’t cry in need then would I really listen ?
The blessing is losing illusion of my control
The blessing is being betrayed and you bleed slow
The blessing is to feel the discipline of better love
There's better love than self love, lovin' from the One
The only One who can take all this craziness
The only Father good enough for all the fatherless
I know that my pain it clarifies the truth
that maybe I am beautiful to You

Who I Am

Gifted - Kayla

Effortlessly (feat. samantha davidson)

coffee

written/produced/engineered by Santi Castro

Lyrics:

These days they tell me all the things that i cant do
How the ways i live this life all offend you
How the simple things in life always bring them down
Woah
I stay up in my house feeling fine yeah
Aint no sunlight through these blinds aye
Still cant help but break a smile
So i tell them

Easy girl you been thinking too much yeah
Easy boy you’ve been doing enough so
Easy we do all that we can yeah
But

Lately, i been low on my patience
I been running on empty
I been tryna keep on, and keep on, and keep on yeah yeah and 

Lately these girls been driving me crazy
I think that ima say it
Im just tryna keep on
And keep on, and keep on yeah yeah

Im workin through the weeks i know i dont belong there
Im bussing tables making coffee as a young man
Im not above but my focus takes me elsewhere
So tell me where
I could find a couple good ones
I could finally soak the sun up
I wasnt made, wasnt made to work for minimum
None of us are, yeah

Im alright, im on my lonesome
Im alright, i make my own luck
Im alright, girls fallin in love
So i tell them

Easy girl you been thinking too much yeah
Easy boy you’ve been doing enough so
Easy we do all that we can yeah
But

Lately, i been low on my patience
I been running on empty
I been tryna keep on, 
and keep on, 
and keep on
yeah yeah and

Lately these girls been driving me crazy
I think that ima say it
Im just tryna keep on
And keep on, and keep on yeah yeah

Lately (Prod. Santi Castro)

@seoulchild
Produced by softy @softy_soo
Lyrics by slchld @seoulchild
mastered by GILLA @gillatrack
Artwork by Ykn0t @76ho7bovzmxh

girl, you still wasted?
I was just waiting
until I got a call back from you know who

but on the real
you need to choose
it's him or me I know by the end of the day

girl I tried just once to harm you
but to my defence, you were trying to contain
it ain't too healthy to contain that much anger
so I took yours as my own, and here's what I got

I know when you stare at your walls
you lost your touch and it broke you
you said that you wanted something else
maybe on the way we'll get help

911? Is that help?
I don't know if I can trust these men with guns in my room
I didn't forget
the promise we made
but I'll break this promise
girl I'm worried about you

I know when you stare at your walls
you lost your touch and it broke you
you said that you wanted something else
maybe on the way we'll get help

or maybe we'll head back

I took it up a notch and now you won't
ever say I love you, I've been wrong

I'm too afraid to tell you that I'm the same

love come and goes, like the wind
I'm sorry
for everything

I know when you stare at your walls
you lost your touch and it broke you
you said that you wanted something else
maybe on the way we'll get help

or maybe we'll head back

Losing Touch (w/ slchld)

One shot cover of medicine from couple of days ago, can't get enough of Au/Ra's songs lately TwT
I will probably stop uploading here soon as I'm reaching the upload space limit so if you still want to keep listening, plase consider stalking my YT channel ówò <3

YT Upload https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vIz1pcyIYo

Song: Medicine by Au/Ra https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lgZzHmvf-8o
Piano arrangement: Will McMillan @ PianoMix https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiYWzzAQp8s
Vocal: me

Au/Ra - Medicine (Piano Version Cover)

bad habits

for inquires

Contact: madebysanti@gmail.com

Lately (Prod. Santi Castro)

Santi Castro

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