Lyrics:
I have a desire to die
To be set free from this earth
A desire to die
No more pain no more hurt
A desire to die
To be set free from this earth
A desire to die
No more pain no more hurt

A Desire To Die

Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=suPaXLH_HMA

Lyrics:
Frozen but burning inside
I want to extinguish that flame
I want to end my life
I want to end my pain
I wanna leave this fucking world
I wanna leave this fucking world
Let me go let me go
I hate this fucking world
Let me go let me go
Leave this fucking world
Let me go
I'm sorry to all the people that were good to me
I have to go
But I won't apologize to all the assholes
That did this to me
They had no mercy
Why would they do this to me
Why
Why...
I want to die
End my life
Fuck this world
Say goodbye
End it all
End it now
Let me go
Let me die
Fuck this world
I don't wanna be here anymore
I wanna leave this fucking world
Let me go
I hate this fucking world
Let me go
Fuck this world
Let me bleed
Drain my fucking blood from my wrist
Let me bleed

Frozen Hell

21 Years Of Suffering

Lyrics:
Nothing to look forward to
No friends to talk to
Burning inside trapped in my mind
Searching for hope I will not find
I'm not okay I'll never be fine
I'll be this way until it's my time
Always alone my life is a joke
You don't wanna hang so please tie the rope
You'll never know how I get so low
Drowning in pain see if I float
I'm not by myself because I'm in hell
Why won't these demons just let me get well
Look to the sky reach out for help
But nobody cares 'bout anyone else
Selfish people all around
When you see someone suffering
Do you help them
Or do you kick them when they're down
3x(Why would you kick me when I'm down)
When I'm down
This life is only pain and suffering
But no one cares
4x(No one cares no one's there)
I just wanted to be free
I just wanted to be happy
No one cares how I feel
It's never been big deal
Got me hurting so bad
Why you treat me like that
Oooh woooh oooh woooh oooh
I never thought I'd feel so low
I never thought I'd feel like this
You've shown me how pointless life is
How could you be so selfish
Why would you kick me when I'm down

No One Cares

Random Black Metal Riff

Make It Stop

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dzj1QwmEj3M

Lyrics:
Slit my wrist can't live like this
Life feels like shit can't deal with it
Dead inside I'm not alive
Just wanna fucking close my eyes
Fuck this shit I'm sick of it
I think I've finally reached my end
3x (I feel dead)
Now I'm just a rotting corpse
Dead on the floor
Don't be surprised you locked the door
And won't let me out
Well look at me now
Buried beneath the ground
I put the energy still don't mean anything
Stuck in this fantasy life is my enemy
I'm bleeding out on my own
Done with this life gotta go
I feel fucking worthless life's not worth it
Don't deserve this
Fucking hurting it's not working
I fucking can't
I can't escape this
I'm not gonna make it
I'm trying to face it
But nothing can change it
Slit my wrist
Fucking bleed
3x (I am fucking worthless)
I slit my fucking wrist
I slit my wrist
I bleed 'til I'm gone

Worthless Life

Music Video:
https://youtu.be/GSfUtefw6_A

Lyrics:
4x(Everybody could see
You would just let me bleed
You don't give a fuck what happens to me
Now I don't give a fuck what you think)
I tried putting up with life
But I can't take no more
Fucking suicide
Why? I never wanted this
They told me it would get better fucking bullshit
There's no fucking savior get me out of here
Spirit brings no comfort wipe away my tears
I can't fucking make it out 'til I'm falling down
What I once believed is fucking over now
Fuck your Christ he never saved my life
I close my eyes he would just let me die
It's not my time
Hollow and empty inside
When will my loneliness stop
I'm by myself 'til I drop
Will I find peace when I'm dead
I'm trapped inside of my head
Hoping I don't resurrect
Don't wanna do this again
Every single fucking day
Calling out your fucking name
No matter how much I prayed
Nothing changed
I want to die
Because you all fucking lied
4x(Everybody could see
You would just let me bleed
You don't give a fuck what happens to me
Now I don't give a fuck what you think)

fvckwh@tyxv+h!nk

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqGhET2fEnw

Lyrics:
I walk this world alone
3x(All my life)
The darkness surrounds me
Everywhere I go
There is no one to help me
Why... why won't someone help me?
Why... why?
All I wanted
All I ever desired
Was peace and happiness
All I wanted was love
No one... no one... no one wanted me
Now I take this razor blade
I cut my wrist
To the bone
Because I am alone
I was always different
I feel so unlike everyone else
And no one ever understood
How I feel
So when I'm gone
They'll all move on
As if I was nothing
Because I always was
Nothing
Now this world will be no different
Without me
At least there'll be no more pain
This world without me
Me without this world
Let me go... let me go to a better place
Far away from this world
Far away from this pain
Let me leave
To a better place

A World Without Me

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qos-KPCmmg4

Lyrics:
I miss the way she smelled
Her memory so bittersweet
She was my everything
My hope my desire
Immersed in her perfection
I laid down my heart and soul
And all for what?
All for what?
I gave her all of me
She was the air I breathed
And now my breath is gone
I lived for her
Now without her I am no longer alive
I'm not alive
I feel dead
She was my life
And she took that life away
Now I lay her alone
Every night wishing she was beside me
So alone forsaken
Left in this cold emptiness of depression
Without the warmth of her touch
I lay here as if I was already dead
Because without her I truly am

She's Gone And She's Not Coming Back

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBs9snC7rtg

Lyrics:
Longing for a purpose
Enduring years of suffering
I can't take anymore
2x(I've lost all hope)
Why did this happen to me?
Everything was in vain
I lived for nothing
And now I die for nothing
Now I realize the meaninglessness of life

A Distorted Nihilistic Reality

It Was All For Nothing

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wa374RnImiw

Lyrics:
Fuck you all
I see right through you
Your fucking facade
Just smile and lie to me
Say that you care
Say that you'll be my friend
But I know you're fake
I know you lie
Because you're normal
You lived a happy life
Free from pain and suffering
Why would you help someone like me?
What good will it do you?
Fucking selfish animals

Fuck you all
Fuck you

I see them all
With their friends and families
Lovers holding hands
Enjoying the time they have on this earth
Without a single care in the world
They know not misery
They've never known depression
What it feels like to be alone
I see them all
Blind sheep following a fantasy
Their lives are but a dream
From which they shall never awake

A distorted Nihilistic Reality

Humans Are Shit

I was never able to live
I could never be happy
I can't even do the things I love
There's never any time
Because my time is always taken away from me
The years I've spent on this earth
This life that I've lived
I was never allowed to enjoy it
All the ideas
All the plans for the future
I was so smart
And yet I ended up here
I wanted to be something
I wanted to do something with my life
But I can't even get out of here
I'm stuck in this place
Everyone else has a life
Everyone I knew moved on
And I'm left behind
Struggling and not able to change my situation
I've always been held back
I could've had a happy life
With friends and someone to love
But they all forgot me
Like I was nothing
Nothing
Nothing but a failure

Failure

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=toI_JQu4-ps

Lyrics:
Torture
Everyday
Torture
Everyday
They won't leave me alone
They won't stop hurting me
I don't know why they hurt me
Everyday

Tortured Soul

There's no meaning to this
This life of sorrow and disappointment
Failure is all I know
Because no matter how hard I try
I can't change my situation
There's no way out
All my efforts
All of the work I do everyday
Is gone to waste
It was never enough
I was never enough and never will be
The sadness I feel in this solitude
Is unescapable
I live in this never ending cycle
This endless struggle that drains my life away
All of my peace, all of my joy
Sucked right out of me
Why do I still give?
Why do I still try?
If I get nothing out of it
If I don't even feel alive
What's the point of living?

Pointless Struggles

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-EctalA7IM

Meditation

Journey Into The Forest

A Cold Night Under A Full Moon

The Prince Of Darkness

Dracula's Dungeon

Chalice Of Blood

Rising From The Coffin

Transylvanian Hunger (Darkthrone Cover)

Lyrics:
All these years I've fought for nothing
Trying to pick up the broken pieces
What could I do?
What could I ever amount to?
There was never any meaning
Everything I strived for
Everything I wanted
I could never attain
Why should I go on?
Living like this
This life of misery and suffering

Misery And Suffering

Where Did He Go?

Frozen Landscapes

Mountains Of Cold Snow

Arctic Adventure

Music Video:
https://youtu.be/Hw53zKE6zks

Lyrics:
I can't take it anymore
My dead body on the floor
My life wasted ripped and torn
Gave my heart to a fucking whore
l alone don't have anyone
Drowning in my fucking blood
Sold my soul thought she was the one
Fuck this life kill myself I'm done

I just wanna feel
Something that's for real
Give myself time
To let my heart heal
Fuck I thought you wanted that
But you never call me back
I gave you all of me
Now I gotta take it back
Now I gotta go all on my own
All on my own
You wasted my time now I'm all alone
I'm all alone
You said you would be there for me
Now my heart is running on E
You were the air that I breathe
So why would you take it from me?
Every day I thought of you
But you never stayed now I'm the fool
I hope and pray I make it through
Living the life I wanted to
Find someone to treat me right
Someone that won't say goodbye
And stay with me for all my life
I really hope you fucking die
You said goodbye
Empty inside
Go cut your wrist
Fuck you you're shit

I can't take it anymore
My dead body on the floor
My life wasted ripped and torn
Gave my heart to a fucking whore
l alone don't have anyone
Drowning in my fucking blood
Sold my soul thought she was the one
Fuck this life kill myself I'm done

My Ex In A Mental Hospital

The Vast Emptiness

Discovering Strange New Worlds

Beyond The Nine Realms

Finding The Blacksmith's Missing Hat

Adventures Of A Young Peasant Boy

Saving The Knight's Loaf Of Bread From A Pack Of Hungry Squirrels

Lyrics:
2x(Girl why'd you had to bite me
I gave you my heart but you ain't treat it nicely
Now I got blood on my Nikes
You really messing with my psyche)
Yeah I go insane broken heart broken brain
Love the way you numb the pain
Now I know I'll never be the same
And you're the only one to blame
Girl put some respect on my name
I know that life is a game
But you said game over
All I really wanted was some closure
I was feeling lucky like a clover
Loving you is a drug and I'll never be sober
2x(Girl why'd you had to bite me
I gave you my heart but you ain't treat it nicely
Now I got blood on my Nikes
You really messing with my psyche)
So watch me bleed!!!!!!!!!!!
So watch me bleed!!!!!!!!!!!
2x(Girl why'd you had to bite me
I gave you my heart but you ain't treat it nicely
Now I got blood on my Nikes
You really messing with my psyche)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bite Me

4x(Shoulda been my prom queen now you're just a bad dream
Now I'm living sadly living life so sadly)
You danced with every boy at the spring fling
Girl you made me cry now I'm singing
You would never pick up the phone when it's ringing
I just wanted to be something now I know I will be nothing
I was always the kid other kids laughed at
Used to be my everything now you're just a flashback
I know everything would be different if I ever took you back
You would use me like a credit card no cash back
2x(It was supposed to be you and me
Now it's gonna be me only
You were supposed to be my prom queen
Now I'm gonna be so lonely)
4x(Shoulda been my prom queen now you're just a bad dream
Now I'm living sadly living life so sadly)

Prom Queen

*Mixed/Mastered by @tmpstmusic

Lyrics:
My phone battery never goes below 80
'Cus there's nobody to talk to nobody wants to save me
I've been questioning life lately
There's no point so get a pencil and erase me
Got my bicycle doing 80
Running from demons tryna chase me
I'm spitting bars they wanna cage me
Call out for help but no one save me
Why does the universe hate me
I'm all alone going crazy
I used to think what it would be like when I'm 90
But I won't live that long I'll leave this world behind me
Drowning in my tears
Under the sea like Captain Nemo come and find me
I belong nowhere
No one even cares
No one being there
Adds to my despair
My phone battery never goes below 80
'Cus there's nobody to talk to nobody wants to save me
I've been questioning life lately
There's no point so get a pencil and erase me
21 years all by myself
I don't want life I live in hell
Only want death so take me now
I know nothing can make me well
No hope for change
Life stays the same
I'm on my own
You won't call my phone
4x(You won't call me
You don't want me)

Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zj2LWsc1SQ8

*Instrumental produced by @noagonycollective

Lyrics:
You  left me in this grave in the dark
Need to light it up
Light it up
Why'd you put out the flame in my heart
Need to light it up
Light it up
Build myself up to fall back down
Tried so hard look at me now
What's the point if there's nothing to enjoy
Trapped in this world can't get out
I can't even live my life
Think I've lost the will to fight
Everyday I wanna die
Everything just makes me cry
2x(You  left me in this grave in the dark
Need to light it up
Light it up
Why'd you put out the flame in my heart
Need to light it up
Light it up)
Dead and empty my hopes and dreams
Are buried in the cemetery
What's left is my bones buried alone
All that I've know is blood in the snow
Such a fatality slave to reality
Forced to go through this unfortunate tragedy
Relax like a casualty lie like a fallacy
Wish I could actually die like a Sadducee
Such a mistake for death I was made
All that I want is to rest in my grave
Free from this cage free to believe
But all that I wanted was taken away
Buried alive wish I was dead
But I will not die until I want to live
Irony
Hopes and dreams
2x(Always hurting now I'm burning
Life's not worth it 'cus life's not working)
2x(You  left me in this grave in the dark
Need to light it up
Light it up
Why'd you put out the flame in my heart
Need to light it up
Light it up)

Santito Part II

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