Matthew Heller’s latest record, Criticism, Judgement, Heartbreak, and Peril, marks a significant moment in his evolution as an artist—a point where his self-reflection meets his bold commitment to examining the complexities of the human experience. These songs dig into themes of growth, discomfort, and a deep yearning for connection. It’s a raw and honest exploration of what it means to wrestle with one’s place in the world, and how to navigate a life filled with contradictions. Heller isn’t afraid to face the uncomfortable truths head-on, whether it’s his own struggles or the broader issues he contemplates. Each song on the record invites the listener to join him on this journey, to reflect alongside him, and to find resonance in shared human experience.

Matthew Heller - Miss Conjecture

夢から覚めたくない [don't want to wake up]

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walking out the front door
always going out war
what the fuck was that for?

oh
fuck it
walking out
the front door
we used to love
now we’re always
going out war
shoot another round
yeah like
what the fuck was that for?
just let me
die alone
in peace
on the ground floor
yeah
hit the gas
out the driveway
fly above the stars
while i’m drifting out
in deep space
sip another round
while i try forget
your face
falling to the ground
but I’m heading
to the right place

things have been going down
for a while now
down like this bottle
pouring into my mouth
all i ever wanted
was to see you smile
now we’re tearing
each others hearts out
guess now
i’m sleeping on the couch
heartbroken
and a head full of doubts
so tired of playing
cat and mouse
now we’re both
starting to shout

i split your drink
you lost your shit
did she know
it was an accident?
now i’m like tearing up
all of the apartment
tried talking to you
just got my throat slit

make it rain
it’s the last storm
now the moon
can come out
couple beans i take
now i’m shining
i won’t come down
numb my pain
oh
now i’m up in space
don’t think that
i am playing safe
was better off
just to seal our fate

girl it hurts
to see you cry
its just so tough
so i hope 3 floors
is high enough
to kill myself
(kill myself)

oh
fuck it
walking out
the front door
we used to love
now we’re always
going out war
shoot another round
yeah like
what the fuck was that for?
just let me
die alone
in peace
on the ground floor
yeah
hit the gas
out the driveway
fly above the stars
while i’m drifting out
in deep space
sip another round
while i try forget
your face
falling to the ground
but I’m heading
to the right place

three hundred and twenty seven

Title: Lavender and Lace
By: Riot Chick 
aka: Katie Fennell 

Checking notifications. Just numbers climbing.
Then your name. You like. There. Under my new track.
A seismic shiver. Shaking my bones.
I thought that door was straight up locked forever.
Years... just crickets.
Broken trust. Left wondering.
You out there... somewhere?
And me, frontin' like you were ghost. It was just easier that way.
IT WAS EASIER!

But then it slams. Hard.
My sister, my best friend. The beat in my blood,
Lavender and lace, bleeding out now.
Still here. Hanging out, hoping, praying to God,  that you're safe.
See you again. I Don't blame you.
But, Just dont trust that booze and blow, again. 
Can't go back. Go forward?
Even if we can't. Just know I forgive you, girly.

The sting, the lies – that mad fear in my eyes.
I carried that hurt, so long. The rot attracted flies.
It changed me, broke me, I missed you desperate, yo.
Chiseled the ice out of my heart.
Those days ain't holdin' me now.
From here, all I wish is for you to find your happy place.
Hmmm, hmmm, but after all this time, I still miss you.

Our Ways split. Different storms.
Pulled down by the junk.
Watched. 
Real us... gone.
 Rest in peace, (rest in peace, rest in peace)
Weight too heavy.
Blame the alcohol.

I used to hold onto all that mess.
The wrongs. I felt played.
My own stupid mistakes, in the shadows.I was told to stay away. So I did.
But the years, they stripped things bare. Showed me what's truly legit.
And those stupid mistakes? I can forgive you now.
From here... new space.
I never lost my love for you. I just thought you were lost, lovely.
Still got love. Always will.
I Forgive you now.
Hmmmm

But then it slams. Hard.
My sister, my best friend. The beat in my blood,
Lavender and lace, bleeding out now.
Still here. Hanging out, hoping, praying to God,  that you're safe.
See you someday. I Don't blame you.
I really mean it! Just dont trust that booze and blow, again.
Can't go back. No more boys in blue.
Just know I forgive you, girly.
And stay away from that booze and blow!
Hmmmm

I don't blame you, I just miss my sista from anotha mista.

Lavender and Lace

🎶 "Сон" — світла, весняна і трохи сюрреалістична пісня, народжена зі сновидінь 😌 
Мелодія та гармонія пісні була почута уві сні та втілена у реальність, а текст — сюжет реального сну. У записі використано аналоговий синтезатор Yamaha PS-30 1982 року.

сон

Sendas en el desierto es un proyecto musical que tiene como objetivo inspirar, animar, y ayudar a encontrar por medio de cada cancion el camino correcto a la casa del Padre. Damos Gracias Dios por Jesucrito y esta oportunidad! a El la gloria!

10. Es tu Voz

Invisible City

Slow Light drifts through a hazy dream of quiet change — a chillwave soundtrack for the moments where everything feels frozen, but time keeps slipping by. Shimmering synths, airy textures, and hypnotic rhythms carry you through the space between now and what comes next. It’s atmospheric, bittersweet, and softly hopeful — because sometimes the light takes its time.

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Slow Light

about a girl

lyrics:
youre so perfect it makes my eyes bleed
i know you saw me across the floor
having panic attacks 
wish i could take it back
i cant do this no more (x2)

let me out
i dont wanna go
just let me out
i dont feel
just let me out
put me down
just let me out 

take me to the park and dumb it down
i dont want to know the details
just give it to me
tell me the truth
you want me to leave

what does this mean (x3)
i dont really care anymore

you want me to leave
you find me insufferable
you remind me just why i hate the fall
is that all 
just a joke to you
what do you want from me
offer me nothing

i hate the fall

NOTHING TO COME BACK TO

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