
GOD LOVE ME I WAS ONLY A YUNGIN 

this track was recorded back in 2013, I'd just turned 14 and I'd just discovered Hayley Williams' POWER VOCALS (ugh she is a dream come true!!) I entered a talent comp in youghal, and when I won (whew it was amazing) I had the privilege of recording it in Claycastle Recording Studios ♡♡ its been 7 years, but I'm more proud of the amazing musicians playing the song than I am of my squeeky ass voice (lmfaao) but it's all about GROWTH amarite :") 

Decode - Paramore by Saoirse Murphy.mp3

17 Weeks.mp3

sleep deprived & feeling low, I chucked on a beat from my YT beats playlist and started singing some poetry I wrote 🧿

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJEL8SKHKm7eGdqz_scBoRbKN2LEJSnFF

check my beats playlist- this track is called: "Circle" by Urban Nerds Beats. 

lyrics/poem:

Bitterness and rage 
Kept me alive. 
They sought answers 
Which numbness 
Could not have survived
Baring.. Simmering 
Blood boiling 
Catastrophic 
Fires that no other emotion 
Could take on and drive. 

My sweetness 
Insincere 
And heart in 
Other places 
My head wanted 
To rise above 
But my soul said 
Let's face this. 

If I had not the bravery
To taste all this bitterness 
I almost would swallow 
My own self whole. 

If only in weakness  
I allowed myself to let go 
Deep down Id be carrying 
Enough to stop me 
In my tracks 
I could be placid 
Like I've almost tried 
But there was hatred 
Simmering 
A side of me 
That makes me think that
I'm of the oppressors 

I've been suffering 
I could carry on 
And be so stoic 
Though I'm doubtful 
Strength will stem 
From play pretend 
Less love to me and
More points to them 
And I know they know it.




bitterness & rage (room recording) ☆freeshtyle☆

𖦹𖦹𖦹 this emotional recording was made from my aunty’s Anthea’s house while no one was home… 
Big love to Sticky Fingers and their creations. 
You’re on your own cyclone 🌀
(date of recording: ??-11-2023)

𖦹Cyclone (cover)-StickyFingers.𖦹

szaa kill billl bedroom coverxo .mp3

DIRECTIONS FOR USE: play when you're feeling sad, to amplify feelings of sadness. 

"Stranger" - SAOIRSE. (original song)

▪︎♡☆1999☆♡▪︎
vocal voyager 🌌

Saoirse Murphy

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