✱ for the first time

https://genius.com/albums/Saoirse-dream/Everything

art + exec prod @daywaiter

everything✱

prod & art by @can-of-bliss <3 <3 <3
backing vox by @wishlane

album ??? i think

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/mrspeepeepoopoo/weeniehut-emotional

collection ii

weenie hut (can of bliss)

caroline polachek - door (sd flip)
saoirse dream - idiot
paramore - misery business
webcage - actor
saoirse dream - weenie hut (p. can of bliss)
saoirse dream - ritual (p. can of bliss)
dltzk & fraxiom - if you make music, stop it
dolly - sixteen fourty four
death grips - takyon
sophie - faceshopping
leroy - copyright my fucking nuts
p!atd - i write sins not tragedies (hikeii flip)
underscores - bozo bozo bozo (groovy bot flip)
dltzk & kmoe - homeswitcher (sd flip)
queen - bohemian rhapsody
saoirse dream & can of bliss - can u hear me mau5 (unreleased)
can of bliss - closure (p. saoirse dream)

untitled set

@tropes777
@heartstopmiami
prod me

im the transgender porter robinson... portia robinson

dullscythe w/ tropes & heartstopmiami

prod me
@wishlane

shout out cody daywaiter and elliott e7ellie 4 the pic

mnk w/ wishlane

updated 3/5/22 - "director's cut"

og mix 8/2/21 - https://www.dropbox.com/s/ji0iszfxg3pal0r/when%20your%20pizza%20rols%203.mp3?dl=0

when your pizza rolls + horse girl with a gun

✱ track 6

https://fanlink.to/jstlkeu

mastered by @dossyx
backing vocals by @t0rr, @daywaiter, & @can-of-bliss
shoutout renner for the audio clips & bree for the voicemail at the end

~~lyrics~~
to a better half:
(are those the words we used?)
you want a better start
but you know i love to lose
through the bitterness
you know you always win
you want a better part
but it's just like you said -

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna dress like you
i wanna act like you do

i see you in my dreams now
but usually you're just hanging around
a couple of times i think we made out
but we've never been in this house

"if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good"
is a lesson i learned and then misunderstood
so if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good
i heard it, i heard it, i wanna be just like you

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like

just like you

✱ track 2

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

co-prod @annaglyphs

~~lyrics~~
(i'm somewhere else)
find the portal, make an entrance
scratch the surface of something different
decide you hate it, know it hates you
let it bury, let it break you

life's an empty hallway
lungs feel empty always
stuff it in the crawlspace
treat it like a mistake

crush the pieces even smaller
cut the loose ends, block the caller
love the horror, burn the altar
wake up six feet underwater

"you're just fucked up like your father
you can't focus any longer"
discomposure ever present
it'll kill you if you let it

find the portal, make an entrance
scratch the surface of something different
decide you hate it, know it hates you
let it bury, let it break you

portal

✱ track 4

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

~~lyrics~~
we could have coffee, doughnuts
we could watch twin peaks, good fun
shouldn't move closer, no touch
shouldn't get caught up, no feelings

but that's what i want
i make it obvious
i'll throw my life away
for one good fuck

i want what i can't have
so i get what i don't want
i make it all no fun
i make it all blow up

i'm done playing fuckup
i'm done playing fuckup
i'm done playing fuckup
i'm done playing fuckup

i could take your t-shirt home
and never give it back
and make new friends
and put it all behind me
all behind me

we could have coffee, doughnuts
we could watch twin peaks, good fun
shouldn't move closer, no touch
shouldn't get caught up, no feelings

want

✱ track 5

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

~~lyrics~~
(take it out out out
in the bath room room
keep it in your phone case 
keep it close to you
take it out out out
in the bath room room
keep it in your phone case 
keep it close)

i wish i fuckin worked right
i wanna take walks on the westside
without feeling like i might die
static tearing out the night sky
i wish i fuckin worked right
i wanna take walks on the westside
without feeling like i might die
static tearing out the night sky

i don't wanna wake you
i don't wanna bother
i don't wanna fake it
it's obvious i'm not her
caught in my obsessions
or just being honest
i'm a disappointment
say it's not ironic 

i get kinda scared to talk sometimes
feel like i'm faking my whole life
and all the stupid shit that makes me cry
thinking i should let it pass me by
better people wrote all my best lines
and they're out there living their best lives
i'm so caught up tryna make up lies
out of people tryna have a good time

sometimes i wonder if they hear me
i'm quiet but i feel like i'm screaming
see how long i can live without breathing
and if i get it just right i can push those feelings
right down, forget about it
go out, get fucked up, shouting
"i'm alive for now because i found a way to kill myself"

i don't wanna wake you
i don't wanna bother
i don't wanna fake it
it's obvious i'm not her
caught in my obsessions
or just being honest
i'm a disappointment
say it's not ironic 

i get kinda scared to talk sometimes
cause i know i'm taking my own life
why am i always so afraid to die
if it's not even the first time i tried

facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing
facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing
facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing
facedown, pavement,

idiot

✱ track 7

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

mastered by @dossyx
ft 7aurenner
additional mixing by @daywaiter

~~lyrics~~
i make my friends upset
knocking on my door like "are you up yet?"
blowing up my phone asking where i've been
but my room's the only place i'm spending time in
what do i even tell them?
i can't keep on lying to my best friends
keep my mouth shut during the discussion
is it still the truth if i say nothing, nothing

i don't know

[7aurenner]
i get lost in the sound (crowd)
but in the silence i sometimes drown
this is the part where i run
but i got stuck here, frozen with no bounds
so tell me why
we're six feet under in all of these lies
i try to fall in love
well i don't know myself, or even try
guess that's my alibi

[me]
you showed up in my dream
we weren't making out
you told me it's fucked
we call this our house
in the blanket fort
power line fell down
you just held me close
and you kissed my mouth

i feel you breathe in deep
while you're on top of me
i see my arms bruising
i start to count to three
i'm stuck losing sleep, rapid cycling
bear it and grind my teeth,
no hurt in losing me

i make my friends upset
knocking on my door like "are you up yet?"
blowing up my phone asking where i've been
but my room's the only place i'm spending time in
what do i even tell them?
i can't keep on lying to my best friends
keep my mouth shut during the discussion
is it still the truth if i say nothing, nothing

upset w/ 7aurenner

✱ track 8

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

~~lyrics~~
oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted

no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you wanted

oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you needed
yeah, no, no pity

watch it burning from the front row
you're sitting pretty in your chateau
it's too late for "hi, hello"
cause i'm jumping out the window
say it with me
you need something
checking all your power
i could compromise a quiet life
if i spoke a little louder

guess i'm back in the backrooms
crying holding on a bottle in the bathroom
promise that i had nothing against you
i just cut you off because i knew i fuckin had to

oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you needed

big city no friends in sight
and i start telling people that you died
and i'm too busy building up my pride
and i'm caught up in all these lies and

oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you needed

now you're better in a bad way
you learned how to better hurt me
you take your time tryna get around me
knock me down when i find my feet, yeah
you're breaking down every wall you see
one one more door and you open

now you're staring at me wide eyed
you think we're talking just because you needed my life?
no more looking on the bright side
i'm being very fucking clear when i say that you get
NOTHING

pity/nothing

✱ track 9

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

coprod @annaglyphs & @can-of-bliss

~~lyrics~~
everything you said, everything you did
brought the shit back up from when we were kids
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad.
can't we be best friends? cmon, don't be sad
for yourself or mad at yourself
don't think too hard cause it's bad for your health"
but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out

i don't wanna freak out again
i live in the real world, i guess
i live in the real world, i guess

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now
we're all adults, i guess
i don't wanna hear you cry again
i don't wanna hear you cry again

oh our words hurt?
how does it feel on the other side?
don't you hear yourself talk?
don't you hear yourself lie?

but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out
yeah it's pretty different now
cause we made a new crowd
and we all found out you were bringing us down

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

you're fucked up if you think i wanna do this
i mean, i know we had to, but it feels like shit
i'm not the one you wanna hurt so bad
i'm not just "them", i'm not "some fag"
i had your back, didn't have to do that
when it comes down to it i don't owe you shit
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad
can't we be best friends, cmon, don't be sad"

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

nomore

i don't play the bitch enough!!!!! fuck u man

ft @taiyoukeis

prod @flooddubs @trndytrndy

https://genius.com/Saoirse-dream-aboutme2-lyrics

aboutme2 w/ taiyoukei (flood + trndytrndy)

round three

prod me
ft @cmten

https://genius.com/Saoirse-dream-doitrightback-lyrics

art designed + edited by cody mar (@daywaiter)
original photo + concept by mars whitlock & me

stream

doitrightback w/ CMTEN

*you're

>:)

prod me 
ft + art @daywaiter 
samples ought by @sadkey

https://genius.com/Saoirse-dream-ought2-lyrics

ought2 w/ daywaiter

wrote this tonight & liked the first take

L + ratio + you fell off (demo)

sobadlately

prod @st1cksyea

@can-of-bliss
@nebita
@quickslvr

grindr w/ can of bliss, nebita, & quickslvr (_st1cks)

it's my 3 year (tr)anniversary so here's a song

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3hWKrKYI13vgQN9rHhqdDz?si=hOoqdC4gTjKEwWm4ife8eg

lyrics:
i’m just a regular girl
just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli
i’m ur manic pixie dream
or at least i really wish people said that to me

i know my makeup looks bad
it’s intentional
i don’t need all these tutorials
people treat me like i’m 10 years old
just cause i started hormones in high school
if i looked just like hunter or laura
maybe lesbians would find me more adorable
at least my mindset’s less horrible
since i bought clear frames and moved up to oregon

my last episode was in may
i recorded a whole album in like three days
but when i listen to it now i don’t hear me
cause i wrote all the songs when i was 18
i used to really deeply hate me
now i only kind of hate me
i’ve been doing a lot better lately
and i’m not afraid of being crazy

i’m just a regular girl
just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli
i’m ur manic pixie dream
or at least i really wish people said that to me

can’t change who i am, don’t feel safe around cishets
even online you’re always grouping me with men
government wants to write me out of existence
but in a year or two or three we’ll all fucking be dead
you say voting fixes everything, i can’t help but laugh
we’re all hopeless, but the least we can do is act
if i live to the apocalypse i’m stealing a life raft
swim to DC, kill the US president (in minecraft)

i’m just a regular girl
just like anybody else

regular

✱ track 1

this song is about being so far outside of my body that i did bad things to myself and ended up in the hospital. not feeling anything isn't good or fun. if you're self-harming or experiencing suicidal ideation, get help, because that shit doesn't just go away on its own.

lyrics:
i don't want anything at all
don't need any attention
cause i'm building up a wall
fortifying my defenses

and when i wake up
will my room still look the same
will i step outside for a minute
will the world know i'm in it

no painnnn
i wont feel anythinggg
blood drains
dripping down my leg

i told them i'm afraid
of what i do to myself every day
i told them i'm afraid
of what i do to myself every day

take it out out out
in the bath room room
put it in your phone case
keep it close to you
take it out out out
in the bath room room
keep it in your phone case
keep it close to you

no painnnn
i wont feel anythinggg
blood drains
dripping down my leg
i told them i'm afraid
of what i do to myself every day
i told them i'm afraid
of what i do to myself every day

pre-order everything✱

anything

wmaa^2

prod+master @can-of-bliss 

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AAeVlEitFAs

spotify <3 https://open.spotify.com/album/3nGTuD0VH3ezmrpPUXsvG3?si=R14w6ZMoRNqjzwliQ7qdpg

ringtone mag writeup: https://www.ringtonemag.com/2021/02/caller-id-track-roundup-21821.html

<3 <3 hope u enjoy

!!!lyrics!!!
never at the top yeah it just feels so unreachable
i dropped out of college cause i’m completely unteachable
smoking cigarettes when i get sad cause it’s habitual
drinking monster energy like it’s a fucking ritual

and i’m jingling these bells
whipping out my magic glock and shooting all these spells
i didn’t see ur mom last night cause i don’t kiss and tell
balling like an idiot *******
i just got my nails done
now i’m smoking on a nail gun
if i ever meet drake i am going to impale him
ur the peak of faildom
i’ll eat u like some cinnamon
tre was never real
he was created by the government

been workin at subway
i’m lookin like a subgay
praying for some weed like it’s a mother ducking sunday
all my work is unpaid
i want to eat a grenade
i get home at 3pm and hang out in my webcage

u care bout monthly listeners
ur mommy, i been kissin her
mute and deafen cause i am about to say a cuss word
f*ck
yeah it’s a funny word
is ur mom a table cause i think i’m gonna bussin her

never at the top yeah it just feels so unreachable
i dropped out of college cause i’m completely unteachable
smoking cigarettes when i get sad cause it’s habitual
drinking monster energy like it’s a fucking ritual

ritual (can of bliss)

all proceeds (on https://saoirsedream.bandcamp.com/album/let-the-sky-in) will be donated to the Transgender Law Center (https://transgenderlawcenter.org/ for more info - they're an incredible organization)

tracklist:
1. moon ii (0:00)
2. shasta (3:28)
3. so separated (5:25)
4. be hurt (8:48)
5. birthright (11:29)
6. yesterday (14:44)
7. 27s club (18:01)
8. will (19:25)

support the TLC

let the sky in (full album stream)

✱ track 3

>:) the second single
art + ft @daywaiter
prod @draf2k @pandi

streaming: https://fanlink.to/darkroom

(me)
haven’t been outside in a month or two
i'm a hermit, barricade my room
until i earn it, decorate my tomb
and then i burn it, nothing wakes me up like a

darkroom, no light, keep a costume on
don’t let em see nothing nothing
darkroom, no light, keep a costume on
don’t let em see nothing nothing

(daywaiter)
light in my head keep a fire lit
starin at the ceiling thru my eyelids
searching for the way out, buddy find it
why u always running in the dark 
whatchu stacking up, mileage?
but u lookin for a pilot?
my apologies i don’t have the requirements
wish i could get us outta here before i die by it
i hear my echo in the walls, i'm gone die tryin

(me)
haven’t been outside in a month or two
i'm a hermit, barricade my room
until i earn it, decorate my tomb
and then i burn it, nothing wakes me up like a

darkroom, no light, keep a costume on
don’t let em see nothing nothing
darkroom, no light, keep a costume on
don’t let em see nothing nothing

darkroom w/ daywaiter (draf2k + pandi)

homeswitcher flip

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