playing this section in repeat every day of my life

produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

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miami:
hold on for a sec
miami, miami, miami, miami
ay
heh

you didn’t pop out like you said you would on another day
even after all the bullshit, you still run away
you done F’d up betty, im done, im leaving now
wake up when the suns died down
she just want my heart stopped now
drugs gon make my heart stop now

she should’ve told me like it is
i’m not really pressed ‘bout it, it do not mean shit
but betty i been thinking every night and holy shit
i came to realize that it’s you fucking up the best
i could’ve been the best
could’ve been the best for you
leave me with your heart, betty boo, i still adore you
swimming in the ocean, they yelling lil shamu 
fucking with them stains on me, i feel like i’m t.a.t.u. 
running through my head, running through my head
gotta ride for tropes, that’s my real friend
i don’t really got none of those left
gotta ride for him, gotta ride for them
i don’t know a thing, i don’t know a thing

even after all the bullshit, you still run away
you done F’d up betty, im done, im leaving now
wake up when the suns died down
she just want my heart stopped now
drugs gon make my heart stop now

blxty:
i walk in the bank and make friends with the tellers
i know he a snitch i know he a teller
and me ans gang go up just like a propeller 
they ask me how i’m doing i just say i’m stellar
when the suns up, i’m down
said she wanna come over, well i’m down
rolling in a Bentley in your town
and your ass not gonna do shit so pipe down

miami:
even after all the bullshit, you still run away
you done F’d up betty, im done, im leaving now
wake up when the suns died down
she just want my heart stopped now
drugs gon make my heart stop now

SUN'S DIED DOWN FT. BLXTY prod. feardorian

its my birthday nigga shout to falc

da beats:
playboi carti - beef
brakence - 5g
juno - come thru ft midwxst
ice spice - bikini bottom
that one tik tok beat
rollinthrax - yeaaa
lil uzi - just wanan rock

its my birthday so heres me rapping for 2 minutes

video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYCnp0JV2c0
mastered by fangs

i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-
i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-

pour some rosé, some juice yea
we should just go on a cruise yea
stepping out, im in my boots ya
i know that bitch she gon choose ya
walk in the club and they all know my name, put ur drink on my tab, i cant lose yea
need all the drugs in the world in my body im mixing the molly and shrooms yea
told you i could change your life yea
you is not worth of my time yea
no enemies in my sight yea
i just be coolin w my guys yea
told you i could change your life yea
you is not worth of my time yea
no enemies in my sight yea
i just be coolin w my guys yea

i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-
i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-
'joy being rude
i enjoy being rude
if i dont appeal to you, then i fuck ya momma too
i wake up and i get paid, wtf u wake up to
she pulls up and spread her legs n she ignoring u

aye i dont even really love you
i dont even really  love
i dont even really care about you
i dont really give a fuck
i dont even really love you
i dont even really  love
i dont even really care about you
i dont really give a fuck

ya its big megatron nigga pay attentionnn

gonegirlcity

exulansis

exulansis (prod me) music vid in desc

entirely self produced by me
mix & mastered by sunny lou
stream feardorian everywhere - https://vyd.co/Feardorian
shame on you music video - https://youtu.be/LmDl9T7JLWc

1. shame on you (prod. feardorian)

produced, written, mixed, mastered by me
cover art by @serverxyzz on twitter

[lyrics]
am i doing this wrong?
i try so hard, but i think i forgot
i bite down til it stops
just to find out you cared about me all along
did i do it all wrong?
maybe the past doesnt influence the future,
so ill let down my guard
maybe its better than how i remember

its all on me now
(maybe its better than how i remember)
its so so warm out
(maybe its better than how i remember)
its all on me now
(maybe its better than how i remember)
its so so warm out
(maybe its better than how i remember)

am i doing this right?
its been so long since i even thought to try
sun is shining so bright
its even better than how i remember

how i remember

additional production by @can-of-bliss
mixed & mastered by @st1cksyea
cover by renner & cody mar

i want it all (trophy)

cover by moonaiana

video
https://youtu.be/eYplMLx9Sz8?si=dTPkp4i64Zdkt0BI

lyrics
I’m trynna sass up witcha
She trynna fuck me over
Don’t talk bitch, we thru we over
Cringe nigga said he a loner
Bitch so mid I ain’t get a boner
Girl u so lame, won’t hold ya
Can’t recall the day I met ya

I ain’t rocking with my kids, im bad father
Why u asking if I love u, girl I just met ya
I just lowkey wanna hit and dip, excuse my manners, manners
I don’t got none in me, disrespecting you in person
I don’t fuck with you when I’m in New York
I don’t fuck with you when I’m in Missouri 
We don’t fuck with you when we in la
I’d name every state but I am in a hurry
I got out my birkin, working
Brand new bitch she perfect
That boy need some learning
Teach his ass a lesson
7 in the whip, driver getting mad @ us
Ima spread that money up, like accordion 
You’re ashamed of your art, nigga own up to yourself
Nigga free Palestine, why u eating McDonald’s ???????????

I’m trynna sass up witcha
She trynna fuck me over
Don’t talk bitch, we thru we over
Cringe nigga said he a loner
Bitch so mid I ain’t get a boner
Girl u so lame, won’t hold ya
Can’t recall the day I met ya

sassup witcha (p. bbyazul & jugowickd) *vid in desc*

HURTS

dk classics

🌧️✨🌈The grass is greener where you water it, but it’s also greenest after a good few storms nd while you’re in the middle nd having to brave them it’s good to remember theres a rainbow waiting for you on the other side and the greenest grasses you’ve seen 🌈✨🌧️

Rainbow

portland based popstar.
contact: saoirsedream@gmail.com

i want it all (trophy)

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