Can't believe I've been listening to your music for so long

for some reason at the end... I hear: "Ive been digging a grave... in parts of my brain.. to find worth....".. even if it doesnt say that.. its so fitting....

Mix/mastered: @falls-2

Soul find me right into you 
Words don't speak unless they're true
All my shadows are shallow
They dig me to my grave 
And take me up
My only love is written in battle
And when I die alone
I'll lift my cup for no one

Hell is a fine place for two people
I'm in shells 
And I can see that nothing is equal no

Falling fixtures
Keep your mind in pictures
Are you really going to stay with me tonight?

Move it away
Talk with the shame 
Gone with the flame
Movie it away
I can see that you like it but never contain
Move it away
Stop with the games
I can just say
That you're ashamed
Say that you'll never 
Leave me again

Soul find me right into you 
Words don't speak unless they're true

Soul find me right into you 
Words don't speak unless they're true


collecting all my knots (Prod. Drip-133)

Prod. Yukari

@yungchibi

Mix/mastered: @djmonstrom

Sink your teeth in me
I'd rather mean 
Nothing more than everything
Its okay to leave
Cause I think
That this whole fuck is a petty thing
Night eyes 
Blind Gaze
Soft touch
Your taste
I don't want to be your type
Cause I would rather feel you just right


Give me your touch and I forget everything
Light shines dark and I cant feel anything
Stuck around just to watch me bleed
I see what once was me

Give me your touch and I forget everything
Light shines dark and I cant feel anything
Stuck around just to watch me bleed
I see what once was me

Bedroom Eyes feat. Yung Chibi (Prod. Yukari)

Prod: Tidecruz

Mix/Mastered: @djmonstrom

My heart of stone don't love too much 
Since the light has burned away 
I've had too much 
The kiss and touch 
But this teenage heart gets played 
I don't expect a lot these days
But theres something that still knows
That one day ill be old and over
And thats just the way it goes
Its just the way it goes

Stop don't talk wait
I don't care so 
You won't really know
What I'm thinking of a midnight 

Close the door babe
Feel your tension
You won't really know 
What I'm thinking of at midnight

Won't you call back 
Read your message
You won't really know 
What I'm thinking of at midnight

Does she taste good?
I'm so restless
You won't really know
What I'm thinking of at midnight

You won't really know what I'm thinking of at midnight

You won't really know what I'm thinking of at midnight..

The one thing I love Is that I don't (Prod. Tidecruz)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2Zw6UvjQ1c

Prod: @totaldespair
Mix/Mastered: @djmonstrom

Out here in this never land 
Your heart drops when cannot stand this
Over dose that will take your hand
It'll bring you to the dark
and i'll show you what is magic

Over doze from the night before 
Cause I see you dressed in black
Then you ask for more
You're turning white out with a face so sore
There's a voodoo in my hands
Yeah you caused this storm

Will you still wake up when you don't want to breathe?
Am I a waste of whatever you don't need?

Will you still wake up when you don't want to be?
Am I a taste of the things you hate to see?

Im not your queen..

Dakota (Prod. Despair) // VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

Mix/Mastered: @falls-2

Prod 
Forgotten Frames
@combinationlock 
@laddderr

You can’t hang don’t you come
You’re not a part of anyone 
So sheltered and afraid
Of what they all will say
Don’t think won’t you relax?
Keep digging in the day and past
Smoke more so i can’t feel
What’s good and what is real 
Drench me in the talk and all the guilt
Stuck in this home that i never built
That i never built
They said the grass gets greener
When I’m on the other side
But every time i try to come out here
I lose it all again and hide
Don’t you even try to 
Tell me what i got
Cause i go back to the hollow place
Where i rot

This is the home that i never built...

Hide Out, Then Run (Prod. Forgotten Frames)

I close my eyes, then I see your eyes,
I look around, and your not around.
In my mind, I start to realize,

Tell me if you need me,
You know that I need you.
I don't really need you,
I just really want you.
I want you to come through,

Tell me what you wanna do,

Tell me what you wanna be,
Tell me if you want me,
You don't really need me,
I just really want you.

Tell me what you wanna be.

Baby won't you come to me.

MUSIC VIDEO

I Know It's Complicated (Prod. Lunar Vision)

Prod: Chevali
Co-Produced: SPD, Diego Farias, Taylor Mack
Mixed Mastered: Diego Farias 
Written by: Saphir 


Writing about the days when we were so young 
Shaye i didn't think you'd leave with that pistol gun 
Now you're running out the town killing everyone 
Saying you're closer to the sky when you feel the sun
Remember how we said that we must not hurt 
But the scars upon your skin starting getting worse
Don't you ever blame yourself for the bad you've done 
Cause you're just like me 
Dear Shaye Saint John 

Love collides
Love collides 
Don't say 
Don't say 
Love Collides
Love Collides
Don't say
Don't say 

Nature is the force that we cannot touch 
But the anger that we build 
Seems to get to us 
Cause I hardly every thought that 
The feeling won 
Shaye I didn't think today would be the day you're done 
Running through the streets like we use to do 
Now the screams are on repeat and they're finding you 
Blood is dripping from your clothes 
And you're on the run 
But i'll find you in the end 
Dear Shaye Saint John 

Sticks and stones and broken bones 
Don't worry 
We'll be chasing stars till everything we love collides
You can promise I won't say story 
Deep inside my heart you're always going to be alive

Love collides
Love collides 
Don't say 
Don't say 
Love Collides
Love Collides
Don't say
Don't say 




R.I.P Eric Fournier

Shaye Saint John (Prod. Chevali)

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no where to go (feat. ʎpoqou & omenxiii)

Original Sample - Nicole Dollanganger : Mean

☣☥♂♵♹♳♵♂☥☣ - cccxxiii

Peace on earth or I sail
You gave everything away
But come here
I fear
We are falling

Let some wind in my sail
I'd give everything away
Or if you'd like I will become you
I fear
I won't survive here

i come from a place of love

SPD ~ Co-Production
DIEGO FARIAS ~ Mix/Mastering
TAYLOR MACK ~ Recording/Engineering

Bedroom Eyes feat. Yung Chibi (Prod. Yukari)

SAPHIR

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