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sick w/noahmadethiss (prod.iof)[thanks for 1k❤️]

i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & wstdyth
produced by donttrustlando & tgwog
recorded @ goblin haven
art by bedhead
lyrics:
I don’t wanna talk bout drama
Baby get money not mad
And I raised you all if I’m honest
Calling me mommy not dad
I keep it true to the facts
Don’t gotta thank me for that
I was asleep at the pad when my power was cut and my blankets were trash
My heart is could to the touch
Hotter than yours is too much
I’m only saying it once
If you listen closely you’ll be stunned
See me on a TV when I stunt
Rock me like a riff that’s hella grunge
Thought that I could be your only one
But I never thought that that would be enough
Drink a redbull slowing down the clock 
Got these wings like a albatross 
I wander but I'm not lost 
I wonder if these dice are tossed 
Will I roll snake eyes 
I can read your mind so don't say lies 
It's always up and down I guess c'est la vie 
That V on your shirt looks so lame brah
Feel like the Citadel how I got all these ricks yeah 
I'm at the wishing well Imma throw in my chips yeah
I luv the kush smell resin over my lips yeah
Walk on my tiptoes by the light of the moon
Why you wanna see me lose
Imma cash in all my blues 
Feel so sick catching the flu 
Fashion piled up in my room

ALL PLATFORMS

if u listen closely w/ wstdyth (+ donttrustlando x tgwog)

look into my eyes

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mileage
recorded @ goblin haven 8/17/22
art by @kickfliptommy

u r not the moon (+ mileage)

POS {siem spark}

this anxiety 
shit is killing 
I’m fighting every fucking day to find the better of me 
now I’m waking up at 2 pm again
I take a couple shots then lay back in my bed 
with you in my head 
I think that’s it’s time to clean up my act 
I need to get sober imagine that x2
fucked up again and again and again 
I’ve gone pushed away all of my fucking friends 
That’s why I play pretend 
I takes a lot of time to sit and think 
about my fucked up life 
and why I chose to drink 
Oh just leave me alone I think I’ll figure it out all by myself 
why do you 
see the best in me 
I’m drowning 
playing make believe x2

make believe (prod. DRMA)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IhuJXL3axXI

i dont wanna give it up i cant control that
im the cause of all these problems and i know that
gave u everything u wanted just to throw it back
really try my best but i do not know how to show that

these the problems that i deal with
u would think my life is gr8 but its not tht appealing
ion really need a crazy crowd of people cheering
im looking for something that is so much more fulfilling

this aint feeling real bcus i usually conceal it
its gon have to take a couple rips just 2 reveal it
and im gon have take a couple more for me 2 feel it
ima fuckin float until im up way past the ceiling
ima fuckin float until im done w all the healing
ima scream louder and louder until u hear it
this how i see it
and ill repeat it
this how i feel give a fuck how u perceive it
im headed to the top and ill do what i see fit
i feel like ripley yeah bitch u best believe it
pussy wanna get rowdy i told him bring it
no plan just wing it
pull up in a van tinted
im the man boy admit it

aint no way that i could fix this x8

all my relationships failing n now im struggling
battling with my emotions and they keep bubbling
everything i once built is now crumbling
climbin up a hill but i just keep on tumbling
thought i had it locked but i was fumbling
every experience of failure is so humbling
yeah im speaking faxx but they think im just mumbling
thought they were my friends but they rats that shit puzzling

and i could try to give one fuck
dont speak 2 me bitch im up
bitch im so up that im stuck
and u could try to press yo luck
yeah you could try i bet youll duck
ye he think he fye i bet he junk

yeah we flyin innat truck
if you lyin u get bucked
if its us then we go up
why u cryin whats it for
we gon always have control
ill be tweakin til the bowl

we was really bout a bag
we was really in the mix
now we really on our ass
now we really in the sticks
i was really down to ride
i was really down to crash
aint no one was on my side
but im still gon push the gas

aint no way that i could fix this x8

the downfall of i / chill4 [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

produced by @rystersuniverse & @nickmira
mix and master: @notlieu
featuring: @notlieu

alot more songs on the way! ♥

@venaz7 & lieu - owe me back ✨(prod. @ryster & @nickmira)

stream ❄️

to clear u from my head w/ 8485

on sight! (prod. nate2timez x internet joe) (contest)

@gemstonegang
@internetstains
#22cb
yungsapphire@gmail.com

the downfall of i / chill4 [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

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