new year same struggle

In The Now (Glasear X Elijah Who)

lyrics:

Messages I wrote
U don’t even know the half of it Im pouring out my soul
Take apart my heart then wake me back up when im old
Dead and cold
Do u understand my code
Take me home put me back in the ground
Waves smash thru my chest lift me up again
Breaks that had never even worked so I coose to gun it then
Tech fleece on my body
I can’t buy u shit if u aint always all on my body
I live life like a hobby
Please don’t blow that shit nowhere by me
I know bush when it floats by me
They aint ever believed in me
would I make to to the party
Honestly im so sorry
That I don’t care that u sorry
This Love shit is so corny
It never did shit for me
All they do is talk I dont have nothing to talk about
Late at night in Edinburgh I float up to the ceiling
Im not fearing it anymore
Let these feelings take their course
I would never wanna know. 
I never wanna wake up feeling this alone
But as long as u got my heart
I feel ill be ok
In the dark I see the light of day

Maybe we could wake up
And feel the same as the day right before we break up its ok I kept my mind right
I had to stay up
For some long nights skipping day jobs
But my dreams coming true now when I wake up
 
Ur only chance alone already came and went
If we eat it raw were bound to puke again
U should never of packed up the base camp tent
I told all my guys I told all my friends
Shot 
Green blood
Flesh chunks
Wet skin
Stump numbed
Gums bleed
And im turned on
Weak stomach
And A Heavy gut
Taking my soul right out me and I think that’s hot
Look at me deep I know u see the things that I hide
Hearing me talk I know u feel the things I don’t write
Bbl I know she got an ass she had bought 

Maybe we could wake up
And feel the same as the day right before we break up its ok I kept my mind right
I had stay up
For some long nights skipping day jobs
dreams coming true when I wake up now
Eat my heart out
I don’t want to break out
I feel the rain drip down in thru my warped house
I can’t see the same way
U tryna teach how
Take me on my word now

wake up now (kassgocrazy)

cover art: @scottysplash

lyrics:

How could she break up my heart if it always was
I spend weekends getting high inside some stranger garage
All I ever needed said was baby im proud of you
How every time I go out they’re all just like you
How every time I go out and they’re all just like you
Bitch im tryna blow out but I won’t treat you
That’s the way u feel pain when the money change u
I had copper in my veins and it still run blue
Please just look me in my face when I talking to you
Ferragamo on my waist she said I want dat too
Who the fuck could fill my place when I pass on thru

Let me feel let me rest let me lay down
Sober shakes it look like I just couldn’t wait now
Thru these laboured breathes
I control my chest
And I hold my gut
As I drop my head
No matter what ur never better off dead
Baby ill be right here to catch u fall back
Take it slow
After all Were just animals
I hope u could make it try and let me know

How could she break up my heart if it always was
I spend weekends getting high inside some stranger garage
All I ever needed said was baby im proud of you
How every time I go out they’re all just like you
How every time I go out and they’re all just like you
Bitch im tryna blow out but I won’t treat you
That’s the way u feel pain when the money change u
I had copper in my veins and it still run blue
Please just look me in my face when I talking to you
Ferragamo on my waist she said I want dat too
Who the fuck could fill my place when I pass on thru

copperVeins (scottysplash)

lyrics:

We dress up nice to break down tonight
And we know well be drunk when were home well be high
As he stumbles he falls and he thinks to himself
Why do I take aim on myself
He saw the ripper thru the window looking out
In the bay soaked wet in the rain
He steps forth to introduce himself
The waves crash thru the house

If I could tell the future I would stop it
Stay inside tonight the storm is coming
And I would rather die for u live id give my life to buy u time if u needed it
The notes they leave behind are what haunts him
A devil come to life in silk clothing
And every single time he dreams he wakes in sweat thru out the night and lays there frozen

Coppered eyes
Cold hands and a broken smile
I guess I just think its funny how
Ive only seen him when he’s turned around and running in the wrong direction
Oracle
I could see him thru the costume
What a fucked up face u have to match you its disgusting
Run away from blame u guised monster
We dress up nice to break down tonight
And we know well be drunk when were home well be high
As he stumbles he falls and he thinks to himself
Why do I take aim on myself
He saw the ripper thru the window looking out
In the bay soaked wet in the rain
He steps forth to introduce himself
The waves crash thru the house

If I could tell the future I would stop it
Stay inside tonight the storm is coming
And I would rather die for u live id give my life to buy u time if u needed it
The notes they leave behind are what haunts him
A devil come to life in silk clothing
And every single time he dreams he wakes in sweat thru out the night and lays there frozen

I SAW THE RIPPER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Rest for the weak while the strong hold ground
I pray u forget what ur worrying about
Everything I had been taught so far in this world just brought me scars
People dont know what u go thru till u in the ground or recovery wards

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

Mama I feel like I made
But mama I think im dying
My tear burn hard in my eyes cause liquor fall out of them when im crying
Maybe inside im angry maybe inside Im trying 
Suffering just like reading its way more easy to do it in silence
Misery needs some company and I heard she’s hiring
I believe that the being I wanna be dont fit my environment
But I would die a martyr for my cause instead of folding
I heard the devil wears Prada but really I dress in thrifted clothing
I called upon my faith but I think my prayer was left on holding
Still I hold hope in this light and this warmth even my soul is frozen now
I put my heart into to people and they leave it broken now
Im off the Henny and coke and im getting emotional
I get the shakes and im sweating im waking up soaking now
I feel like people u know gonna trade you for less than a quarter now I swear
I take a shower to ground me and bleed out the dye in my orange hair
But everyone that’s someone had some shit to go thru
Then once u felt the strength inside there’s nothing u cant do

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

risks and regrets (jabarionthebeat x shahmajorofficial x fastlifebeats)

Remix of one of Huskii's tracks. Lyric video on youtube!

Verse/Beat from - Huskii (2017)

Huskii x Ozumi - ESCAPE

lyrics:

Told that lil bitch im baked
And ion know what to say
I cannot do romance
People just feel so fake
Jabari and me on comets
Taylor and me on waves
Ion know who to like
But I know who to hate
Maybe im way to negative
So Maybe I need my space
Jesse and I hit bait
Nicholas bought some bape
We been blowing on big woods
Still I hit that vape then rail that pill and touch the moon

I been sucking back balloons
Please dont hit my line if it is not the afternoon
Please dont call my phone unless its evening ok
I just poured my cup and that shit was bleeding ok
Once I was getting on new friends were never in good faith
U could lose it all and they gon leave u in that state
I had plenty tears fall on designer pants and fade
I been dressing nice but its the norm because im gay
Im in the sauna when Im touching Molly
She see im stressed out and she tryna calm me
Dont massage me just touch up on my body
Fuck it lets skip the night and rain check that party
I geek her up and now she moving like a zombie
I deck Dior on top her chest not Abercrombie
I pour out cups she told me to make it look like barney
Dont play those games with me lil bitch I am not no carney

Told that lil bitch im baked
And ion know what to say
I cannot do romance
People just feel so fake
Jabari and me on comets
Taylor and me on waves
Ion know who to like
But I know who to hate
Maybe im way to negative
So Maybe I need my space
Jesse and I hit bait
Nicholas bought some bape
We been blowing on big woods
Still I hit that vape then rail that pill and touch the moon

Bro pull up with that cooker
Im at peace off of this Molly talking to my booker
Im tryna eat
Like im fat like im in the desert
I dont pre
I just ball up till I need a stretcher for me cause im geeked

If im being honest first I think about is me
Been one too many fakers tryna play around ode
I never share my shit with cakers cause they take it like its free
But Im lovely when im on at e
U a faggot u a clown boy
When I fucked his bitch oh I pound boy
I made her sing like she was kid laroi
Wiped it up with mink cause im a rich boy
Drank came thru and I put it in my tonic
Smoking cookie from the moon I feel like I was wolace and grommet
I won’t fuck around because my girl is special product
This city get to me I need to dip off to a cottage
I hope u dont mind
When I settle in place
Im sweating off these drugs baby please just gimme space
I am not no thug baby I keep people to rage
I aint go in for that hug she gave me cause Im not tryna make new friends
 
Welcome to the safe house 
Percocet on the night stand
Turn Percocet in my brain now
Typical bitch with sub tweets
Fuck it im feeling great now
Ciroq with the blunt im binked now
Bro pull up with that cooker
Im at peace off of this Molly talking to my booker
Im tryna eat
Like im fat like im in the desert
I dont pre
I just ball up till I need a stretcher for me cause im geeked

Tastes likecopper (taylor morgan)

lyrics:

I cant feel
When im off this perc
U were so damn nice
So it just won’t work uh
Uh heaven sent ok
Fuck No she is treesh she fucking
If they super bad she fucking on them like mclovin
Baggie on me I told my bitch to trust it
Just Trust it
I just booted Molly she hate when im doing substance
Im too high for this shit she arguing with me way to complex
Bitch I cant even feel yet ok

Im On that Jersey
Takling bout scared she hurts me
But I would give it up like its lent
Then she reimburse me
With that pussy
Oh its way to wet I need air
Oh she shaving that shit when I thought it was nair
Oh I talked my sh- 
Then I made it hit like it was fate
Please to come at me since these guys wimme got their k’s
Serial number wiped right off they noobs whenever they spray
But They pull on triggers hard like they was playing arcade games
I cant feel
When im off this perc
U were so damn nice
So it just won’t work uh
No shweat
Im on the cusp of death
Off these dugs I sweat
Plus u can smell it on my breath uh

I said Bust the boy
All of my boys go jinn
Trust that boy
But I cannot speak the language
Uh heaven sent ok
Fuck No she is treesh she fucking
If they super bad she fucking on them like mclovin
I said Bust the boy
All of my boys go jinn
Trust that boy
But I cannot speak the language
Uh heaven sent ok
Fuck No she is treesh she fucking
If they super bad she fucking on them like mclovin
Baggie on me I told my bitch to trust it
Just Trust it
I just booted Molly she hate when im doing substance
Im too high for this shit she arguing with me way to complex
Bitch I cant even feel yet ok

Mclovin (jabarionthebeat x zazu)

lyrics:


Gimme the quick revive cause my hearts done
When love is the focal point u bun the outcome
Im surprised to see at this function
Cause last time we were close u left my soul numb

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

I heal these wounds with plenty of alcohol
And now im sure I wouldn’t miss u at all on me
Until I think about the nights u were all on me
Oh my god
Alone at 3am in my bed I just miss you
The ghost of u can hit hard
If it weren’t for these drugs Id be gone
I hate that This drink give me courage to push on

Red leaves Fall fast
Us two Won’t last
Friction and Kickback
Good things Will Turn bad
No one had checked on me at my lowest point
So I developed on my own that’s why im to the point yea
Bedbug bites were on my thighs and back oh its bad
Plus people tried to put a price right on top my head

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

tbh (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Its been 7 months 
Can we speak
Im not hurt
I just need closure
Im happy u had come to my concert

Breakaway from the
Predetermined life
Im ok I just cant seem to get sleep at night
U could see it in the photos 
From the tour posts
I was dealing with addiction in like most of those

I put time into our partnership for bullet holes
I drive home on summer nights and play our videos
I play playlists u had made and then forgot about
No one else is in my brain when I lay sleep at home 
 This path break I could see in the trees
Tells me I am not the only one inside this forest held dream
Plenty people in their sleep come here more often than me
In relation to our heartache u had never met me
These blue pills inside my drink had changed me
Its not often I talk problems this deep
Maybe its time to start
All these drugs cause palpitations inside my rib cage 
She told me people never change and im the perfect case

Breakaway from the
Predetermined life
Im ok I just cant seem to get sleep at night
U could see it in the photos 
From the tour posts
I was dealing with addiction in like most of those

curtain_caller (eric godlow)

lyrics:

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I heard plenty stories about the afterlife
But so far no one gives me anything that’s helps sleep at night

She broke me from out my hard shell just to send me back
This time its made of concrete u could never crack
Sniffing blow right now
Then she might touch her toes right now
Im sat high as fuck
In bed at the royal York right now
She a 10 to me
I like that gothic aesthetic uh
She look good to me
She tryna fuck like mating season
U mad about some shit u were not there to see u bitter
She need 3 rounds on me I deliver im not a quitter

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I have been the same since birth I cant say that for fake friends
I seen warning signs but I cant help but trust them

Grace give me
The strength to carry on
Thru heat
All this animosity
Tempts me to become like thee
Lately

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I heard plenty stories about the afterlife
But so far no one gives me anything that’s helps sleep at night

Sleepatnite : Lately (Brody x Taylor morgan)

lyrics:

If I lay this bitch I know the amermath
She said blow it my mouth and I will digest
Crazy bitches coming over shit get frightening 
I swear im sober baby its just the lighting
Really im high as fuck I pray I packed the vizine
Im so high im like a ufo sighting
I lay that bitch on top my table like a project board
U hate me well get in line Its tickets at the door
Course im fitted up what u think making money for
Prada on my jeans and my halo christian Dior

Grrrr
Grrrr bow
From my doggies car
U just lucky that that comment couldn’t hit my heart
General admission carts
Off this Julio
I press upon my counterpart

Texts on my phone
That I sent go green
I paint these white bitches up with my sunscreen uh huh
Obviously we didn’t work
But every time I glow up she go fucking berserk

Welcome to the church
U’ll be ripped apart neck down
Up until the purge I aint see us being shut down
Once she’s giving birth
We will eat em
In the name of the purge
Purge purge

The Church : Purgepurgepurge (scottysplash)

9tails - im sorry (prod. killedmyself)

[Intro]
I been—

[Chorus]
I been dead inside and I just wanna feel alive (I just wanna feel alive)
Tracing out your thighs with my finger by your side
Feelings I confide into the mind of yours are mine
I won't find another human like you in my life, yeah (In my life)

[Verse 1]
Catching photos, where'd the time go? (Where'd it go?)
Facebook memories from the last snow (Last snow)
Strive for times where I won't answer to employers (No employers)
Work and music keep me busy, I don't know her (I don't know her)
Baby, get to know me, I wish we'd get closer (Get closer)
Gain connection then start breaking down the borders (Breaking down the borders)
Way back, way, way back (Way back)
I forgot the loving and I never got it back (Never got it back)
Playlist, crybaby face tat
Knew that you were something special
When you told me that it slap (R.I.P.)
I keep tasting shit when I breathe (Tasting shit)
Pull it nice with the bong, need it to be clean
Gold ring on my nose, gold ring on my finger (Ring on my finger)
Ballin' up in the Northface, loud hit the coat and it linger (Linger)
She said she wouldn't call me a singer
But all my shit fucking slaps
Baby, call me whatever
Fuck the neutron, I gotta blast

[Chorus]
I been dead inside and I just wanna feel alive (Ooh)
Tracing out your thighs with my finger by your side (Ayy, woah)
Feelings I confide into the mind of yours are mine (Yeah, yeah, ayy)
I won’t find another human like you in my life, yeah

[Verse 2]
What would you call me (What would you call me?)
Smoking on palm tree (Palm tree)
Hair look like shiitake (Mushroom)
Bars icy like hockey

[Open Verse]

9TAILS - connect (prod. yusei)

9TAILS - disgraced (prod. beatz era)

Self Destruct

lyrics:
SWAINE
can u feel it?
baby can u feel it?
tell me can u feel it?
can u feel it?
can u? (x2)

dreams of doin 90 on the freeway
in a brand new sports car, supports leeway
so i can fit the squad inside and blast the shit that we make
and we can give opinions based on what we feelin each day
today im feelin blessa
come from black mesa
please dont call me i dont know u, just a heads up
hope for sunny days, blue glaze in the atmosphere
i blast back with a tac from the haunted hills
cant touch me on the 90s flow old shit
get ur words and ur bread up or u done quick
bred from the xos and ovos alike
but i still got bars for anyone, like turkish delights
ight?
if u wanted cocky then u got it
im delusional, i been namin myself the cream crop, bitch
at the bottom but i feel im on the high ground
cuz all i see is heads, dead prez's all around

can u feel it?
baby can u feel it?
tell me can u feel it?
can u feel it?
can u? (x2)

9TAILS
can u feel it
just made the deal and sealed it
now this medicine inside me
got me spinning like a ceiling fan
bad behaviour block the art
my flow is permabanned
i heard you man
youre never gonna mess with me
im too advanced
saucy with it
flow is diarheaa
and my mouth told me i pooed my pants
i got lettuce on my head im like the salad man
rubber bands
up inside the mattress in the camping van
just in case im in need of a back up plan
anti social
my old friends are who im close to
i kept the rest at the distance
i come across as a cold dude
so rude
stinky weed
in the bong tube
smell like old food
could use some soap and a sponge too
when we come thru
nv always set the mood
straight with the beef
but these other rappers tofu
i miss the old you
is what the tell me
if i was planning on never evolving
id miss him too
spring weather i couldnt remain a zero
hit that life with the vito i feel like robert de niro

out the godfather
see people trashing a style when their name is on the charter
i came to push my genre further
i dont give a fuck about whos smarter

can u feel it
can u feel it baby
can u feel it
tell me can you feel it

Can You Feel It? w/ 9TAILS (prod. ILLUID HALLER)

produced by 9TAILS

lyrics:

just let me be
problem starter its in my ways
thats all on me
nobody wanna talk to the dude
its ok ill let you hide from me
ion really ever talk much
people bitching bout my new stuff
said i flaunt a little too much
whole game is wacky im gassed up

fuck it up again
no ink is on my pen
on notepad on my desktop
imma make a hit again
girl is perfect like im ken
sometimes she bring a friend
the good life can come any moment
but real life never ends

woo
she too fancy with it
i can barely be her man
look to kill in denim jacket
diamonds on her hand
she dont got a boyfriend
she just view all of them as fans
packing by the ounce she going ham on green like sam i am

sam i am
make the money
in advance
thats the plan
she tell me
thats the plan
that girl the man
that girl the man

mad people dont listen
im arguing with these children
ill push em back like a piston
its fuck you for the mission

im too focused
i stay focused
straight through every summer night
shit, not even taking adderall
its only downers bout every night
im feeling right
im feeling good
that pussy tight
this a perfect woods
its understood
im living life just the way i want
like i said i would

take a look at the brain matter
these trash boys make me die of laughter
little miles shoot shots so much im like
cj miles for toronto raptors

demon smile
guess i see the cycle
looks like miles caught on that its all recycled
espestus tiles and a moldy basement
thats my life every day you know i had to change it

sam i am
make the money
in advance
thats the plan
she tell me
thats the plan
that girl the man

sam i am
make the money
in advance
thats the plan
she tell me
thats the plan
that girl the man
that girl the man

sam i am

HUSKii BEN - Sick

lyrics:

I just sit my ass on the floor
Strange creatures with their ears to my door
would u Look at all my hair on the floor
and If im not scared I need more
Lifes hard like a tough mudder course
and Lately my bones grow sore
and I could hear my sons thru the chords
and If I had a choice I would abort them
cause I don’t do this music shit for them
These concepts of theirs so foreign to me now
Fuck it though I just try to ignore them yea
cause Up inside my head they not important anymore
She say that im not like I was before
But im just not dumb anymore So Im just not nice anymore
and No im not taking anymore Black blood in my broken heart
Saw dust in my swollen pores No life in my pickled corpse
and Im asleep in the shit water trench in the ground under the city 
Pieces of my body float free from me Leave from me
In like 20 something years they'll find teeth from me
Hopefully the right now mean something
and U don’t scare me bitch
I am used to this Try a different trick
You have watched me grow and I have grown so much
But I have grown so cold Yet I welcome it yea

new year same struggle

sarah ;)