They say love can do anything 
But it will never fix me 
I still need a doctor and a lot of therapy... 
No, you are not my lithium 
You are not my prozac 
But when you come over 
You are my July, summer sunshine on my back 
And that calm voice soothes me like an ice pack 
Don't laugh, Know I really mean that 
You saved me, and you motivate me 
In spite of all the pills and the side effects, in spite of the panic attacks

You don't need to fight the dark inside of me 
Don't worry, it's my responsibility 
Sometimes I feel like I can't get up 
But I always do 
Yeah I always get up for you 

You're never gonna cure me 
You're not my new religion 
But in you I found something good to believe in 
No, you are not my white knight 
You are not my life boat 
But you are my best friend just when I thought I was alone 
You were beside me 
I felt weak in my knees 
Fingers wove in mine as I fell asleep 
Trust me, I am still a train wreck without a steady pay cheque 
And I know you hate to watch me struggle and you hate when I'm in trouble but 

You don't need to fight the dark inside of me 
Don't worry, it's my responsibility 
Sometimes I feel like I can't get up 
But I always do 
I always get up for you
credits
released March 30, 2016 
Music and lyrics by Sarah Jickling 
Produced by Harley Small 
Mixed by Alex Aligizakis 
Mastered by Brock Mcfarlane 
Artwork by Amelia Butcher

Valentine (from the emotionally unstable)

You Let Me Down

Repetitive

Lullaby

Anything That You Want

This Time

Saint

Illustrations by Amelia Butcher
Music and Lyrics by Sarah Jickling
Produced by Laura Smith
Mixed by Greg McLeod
Mastered by Elisa Pangseang

I have never been the hero
No, I have always been the damsel in distress
Cause that’s what I do best
I look innocent and broken in my cotton summer dress

But then this wild pain animates me
Makes me sick
And I don’t know wrong from right
This wild pain animates
Makes me sick
And now I am the villain

right from the start
he wasn’t the one in my heart
but I was falling apart
when I felt empty I’d send him a text
we’d eat and he’d pick up the cheque
then after sex
I’d have a panic attack
alone in the bath
calling in vain for my ex  

and when he stood up for himself, I
Took all the plates off the shelf 
smashed them while screaming like father like daughter
I felt like a monster, the anger was stronger
than me, boy
you're insignificant 
clueless and ignorant
I’m a tornado
you happened to witness, This 
is much bigger than you, 
Do we need to review
I’m the girl that you knew 
had a death wish, a brain glitch,
my mind is real bitch

my mind is real bitch and
who the hell are you

But this wild pain animates me
Makes me sick
And I don’t know wrong from right
This wild pain animates
Makes me sick
And now I am the villain

I come from trauma
raised in drama 
I can’t be fixed with 
marijuana

Sarah Jickling and Her Good Bad Luck

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