I'm not here to make money off of @angeldiary. I just wanted to re-share one of my favourite songs that she deleted (if she asks me to delete it I will do so immediately)

OG descrition:

if you dont let me in
then where will i go?
and who will i see?

and how do i know what it feels like?

and how do i belive in light
when you keep pushing me down?

(the starlight
it reaching my heart)

[ for rabi'a al-'adawiyya}}

and i am alone with You

It’s always easier to disappear 
When I’m nowhere 
Where no one else can hear me 

I’m almost never seen when I’m with you
I’m never seen at all 
I won’t make a peep 

Death is gripping me closer to your lips 
Kiss me till I drop 
Dead down, I’ve lost a lot 
I don’t ever want to be found 

Death is gripping me closer to your lips 
Kiss me till I drop 
Dead down, I’ve lost a lot 
I’m always invisible to you 

I romanticise everyone who hurts me 
I wish my self worth was worth a diamond jewl 
I rip the flesh off off your face 
Skin to skin my aftertaste 
Was your disgrace 
And my mistake was you 

Death is gripping me closer to your lips 
Kiss me till I drop 
Dead down, I’ve lost a lot 
I don’t ever want to be found 

Death is gripping me closer to your lips 
Kiss me till I drop 
Dead down, I’ve lost a lot 
I’m always invisible to you 

My head falls to you 
My angel was you

I Romanticise Everyone Who Hurts Me [On spotify & all platforms] (Prod. Perpetualll)

$ANCTUARY - CANCER STICKS PROD ANTICØN

Sâra Medhyèna - Allo Boi (Ft. The Mac) (Slowed & Reverb)

Lay me down
Tell my dreams
I just yell
All I ever do is scream
I don't mean
To stay so angry
Just lately
I feel so lonely
I miss when
The sun was here
I used to think
I'd never fear
Anything
And I can sing
The same damn thing
Over and over
Lay me down
Kiss my head
There's no place
I'd rather be instead

lay me down

JSQTP ft zzero *rare*

[bleeed] *+letyougo+* 4/10

La vie c’est dur, dur seul dans le noir 
Je me rassure sur un peu d’espoir 
J’fais des rature sur je broie du noir
Même dans ma cure jcontinue d’y croire 

La route elle brule, brume quand je repars
Seul je m’allume pour ne plus te voir 

Mais y’a personne pour moi j’ai plus personne 
Et jme questionne jentend ma voix qui resonne
Et j’me questionne j’arrive pas à me resonner
Plus rien qui mettonne j’crois j’ai tout vu la, désolé 


all alone quand y’a plus personne 
Quand je donne plus rien ne respawn
Quand je cris ma vie qui résonne 
J’vie la vie mais bon je reste stone

Aaloner - seul quand y'a plus personne

silence

vocals: cartoon ben
written by: teddybear, cartoon ben, dave monks
produced by: deegs
mix/master: deegs, cartoon ben

Lyrics:
I'm finally turning a corner
In the back of my mind
Still it's never enough
Like it was never enough
I'm a different person
When I'm saying goodbye
Never thought it'd come up
Saw a look in your
Eye
Under street lights
Under water
Underwhelming
I know that it's a process
I'm only paying what the cost is
Suffering
To me is just gravity
Stuck inside a labyrinth
On your side of everything

And I'm gone
But I'm good
Am I all
That you want from me
Did you think
It would hurt
Me to fall
To the dirt babe
Into dirt babe
In the worst place
In the worst ways
On my worst day
Of my worst days
I'm the worst
I'm the worst
I'm the worst

Suffering
To me is gravity
It weighs on everything
It weighs on everything

I need my memory erased
I don't need a place in the city I'm cursed
If I can forget it maybe then it won't work
On everything you've said
On everything you've heard
And I'm staring in the mirror
Trying to change the way I look
Into the hourglass
Of fear and suffocating
Here forever
I was never meant for anything
I'm tired and I'm selfish
Over everything you came here to lose

I'm finally burning the corridor
In the back of my mind
Still it's never enough
Like it was never enough
I'm a different person
When I'm saying goodbye
Never thought it'd come up
Saw a look in your
Eye
Under street lights
Under water
Underwhelming
I know that it's a process
I'm only paying what the cost is
Suffering
To me is just gravity
Stuck inside a labyrinth
On your side of everything

Sâra Medhyèna - Allo Boi (Ft. The Mac) (Slowed & Reverb)

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