imwatchingyoufall w/@Ih8manny

VOICES? w/@whatsaheart (haste)

VOICES? w/@whatsaheart

talkabtit.

You always complain
About the things you hate
Baby tell me now
Why was it all fake
And you claim to hate me now
But I need you stay away
I need you to stay away

I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
CI cant stand this anymore
I'm not where am supposed to be
And I'm sorry mama
I should be home inside your arms
But I'm miles miles away
In a different place
And how it hurts to the core
How I miss you now

But I barely care anymore
I lost all feeling inside
Inside this heart of mine
You claim that's mine
This hearts made out of gold
And how they left it rotten and cold
But I barely care anymore

I just need you to stay away
I need you stay away
I need you to stay away
Away from me
I don't got time for symphony's
All these god damn melodies
How they fill my brain
I'm not where am supposed
I'm sorry mama now
I should be home inside your arms
But I'm miles miles away
In a different placea

DECENCY? @prodsaintmike

VEINZ? W/ @RYUK

You don't care if I'm dead or alive
I search for a heart but all I find is you
(all I find is you)

So tell me who would care if I'm gone
Would the world keep on spinning
Tell me I'm wrong
(tell me oh I'm wrong)

I don't think I can do this anymore
Don't remember oh what I'm fighting for
I've seen this all
(oh all before)

The reasons fade and I'm on the floor
Contagious oh im-a disease
Can't take this
I can no longer breath
Couldn't tell you what's wrong with me
I've been rotting for a while you see

I am a parasite
Who don't go outside
Wasted so much time
While the world
Oh passes by
While the world
Watches me confide

So Tell me who would care if I’m gone
Would the world keep on spinning
Tell me I’m wrong
(tell me oh I’m wrong)

I don't think I can do this anymore
Don't remember oh what I'm fighting for
I've seen this all
Oh all before

The reasons fade and I’m on the floor
So Tell me who would care if I’m gone
Would the world keep on spinning
Tell me I’m wrong
(tell me oh I’m wrong)

I don't think I can do this anymore
Don't remember oh what I’m fighting for

So tell me now
Who would care if I was gone?
I don't think I can do this anymore

DEAD OR ALIVE?

I'm lost, you're the only one that helped me find my way
You're gone and my heart won't forget, 
Oh, that it aches I run, but my legs, 
Can't seem to oh get away, away, no
Twenty years and I think I rule the world 
I don't rule shit, walk this world alone
Everything that I loved, destroyed by my touch
You hate me, you hate me, don't love yourself

How can I save the world when I can't save myself? 
How do I live alone when I can't stand myself?
You watched my body burn, but I put it through hell
You love to tear me apart, I'm left here with open scars
I'm lost, you're the only one that helped me find my way 
You're gone and my heart won't forget, oh, that it aches
I run, but my legs, can't seem oh to get away, away, no

If you picked up the phone, what would I even say? 
So many nights alone, pray the lord takes me away 
Oh yeah, there's no one home, today might be the day
Baby, I know I'm wrong, but I can't let you escape
I've been tryna figure out what life is, baby, I can't even close my eyes
Never felt like I belonged, don't know, baby, what I'm doing wrong Guess I'll shut my mouth, cause, baby, you don't care, oh, anyway, guess I'll keep quiet now, cause you don't even listen, oh, either way

How can I save the world when I can't save myself? 
How do I live alone when I can't stand myself?
You watched my body burn, but I put it through hell
You love to tear me apart, I'm left here with open scars
I'm lost, you're the only one that helped me find my way 
You're gone and my heart won't forget, oh, that it aches
I run, but my legs, can't seem oh to get away, away, no

I'm nothing, I'm nothing, I'm nothing, to you
We said it was forever, oh, I should've knew 
But I fucked up a million times, and it keeps me up at night 
I can't believe, oh, baby, I hurt you
I know this body's not mine, I wanna escape it tonight
All I can do is hide and lock myself away
There's something wrong inside, oh, how I hate this place 
There must be, there must be another way

How can I save the world when I can't save myself? 
How do I live alone when I can't stand myself?
You watched my body burn, but I put it through hell
You love to tear me apart, I'm left here with open scars
I'm lost, you're the only one that helped me find my way 
You're gone and my heart won't forget, oh, that it aches
I run, but my legs, can't seem oh to get away, away, no

I'm lost, you're the only one that helped me find my way 
You're gone and my heart won't forget, oh, that it aches
I'm lost, you're the only one that helped me find my way 
My way, no

2004 (prod. lostangel x J44p)

COLD? w/@noise (prod. lostangel)

yuusef x SARM? - (BURN)

noise x SARM? x akiradoves - CANT LET GO

I couldn't be who you wanted me to be 
I wasn't enough, but maybe you couldn't see
I took your love for granted, baby, what's wrong with me
My stomach is turning, I'm tired of running 
You're the only one who ever gave a shit
Without you it's hard to find a reason to live
My body carved up, need some bandages
I'm losing all control, ain't no f*cks to give

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I'm never, never enough oh, 
My stomach keep on turning
At the thought that you're
Happy with someone else
I can't let go, I can't move on 
Oh, my head is racing
I can't tell oh what's real
I don't know what's happened
The thought of you with someone else 
Oh, my heart is pacing
Oh, I can't seem to get it
That I'm a fucking nuisance
Oh, I can't seem to get it
Why am I so complacent

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I can't, I can't remember oh your voice
Nothing even matters in the end, so what's the point
What's the point
I can't look in the mirror I hate what I see

Oh, everything's clear 
Can't leave it be
Oh bury me alive oh in a coffin
Leave me to starve 
Give the bugs the satisfaction

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see

damn

NO REASON TO LIVE (prod. lostangel)

Take me back to what I know
What do the past feel so close
Feel so close

So take me back to what I know
I don't wanna tell you how I feel 
Don't wanna tell you how I feel
So take me away
Need you more than the air to breath
Fill my lungs with poison baby
I don't want you oh to leave 

What am I doing with my life 
Every night wasting time
Oh lord burn it all
I just wanna be gone
I can feel yeah something is wrong
Feel it in my chest, my chest to my bones
Rip out my flesh I don't  need it no more

So take me back what I know
I don't wanna tell you how I feel 
Don't wanna tell you how I feel
So take me away
Need you more than the air to breath
Fill my lungs with poison baby
I don't want you oh to leave 

Did you ever feel baby how I felt
I know you saw how the cards were dealt
And all the medicine that tamed my scars
I need a Rocketship to take me far

Take me back to what I know
Why does the past feel so close

So take me back what I know
I don't wanna tell you how I feel 
Don't wanna tell you how I feel
So take me away
Need you more than the air to breath
Fill my lungs with poison baby
I don't want you oh to leave

TAKE ME BACK!

I think I might die alone, my head full of Styrofoam
I'm so empty, don't tempt me, might put a bullet right
Between my eyes, grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote, for my rotting, rotting soul

I see disgust in my mother's eyes
is this the child she raised, trying my best, oh lord, how It aches

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

Oh, you're happy on your own
That's why I can't leave you alone

I'll haunt you when you're dead, I'm haunt you, dreaming in your bed
I'm a rotting soul, losing all control, I can't let you go
Ran out of my love, never enough, I blame the drugs
I'm an empty shell, you know

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

I'm an empty shell
Couldn't see how far I fell
Put me in a comatose
Leave me there to sleep in an endless dream
As I walk this lonely road
Still read every word she wrote
Burn every photograph
Think about the past, my head running laps

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote, for this rotting soul  

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for my rotting soul

GRASP FOR HOPE prod. @lostangel @jaysset

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

I have to accept that you left me for dead
And you have to accept 
Baby, that you live in my head
Everything reminds me of you 
Baby, why you always acting so rude

I'm a haunt you when I'm dead
That's how I know I'll see you again

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

And I've been wasted 
Baby, to get you off my mind
And how I hate this
Waking up, pressure on my chest, don't feel mine

I might relapse
Think about the past, baby, I can't relax
What more can I lose? 
Can't even run a mile in my old damn shoes

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

FLESH & BONES

Same damn cycle, I'm helpless or either in denial
Keep lying to myself, diminishing my health
With every pill and bottle

I'm tired of losing, oh I'm in delusion
It's all an illusion, but I need to pay the bills
I'm standing still, can't find my will
To carry on, and staying strong damn

I cannot see straight, I'm stuck in this rat race
I see through the lies, through the blank old eyes
Oh everyone I know, vile
I'm tired of the fake smile

Don't you dare let me down, can't you see this crown
And this heart of gold, they want my soul
Well come and take it, I'm afraid it ain't there
I sold it way back then, we all know price weren't fair

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

When I see you again, I'll be digging a grave
For you and me, cause I don't wanna see you happy
With someone else, burn the world down
Watch it crumble, baby oh to the ground

So tell me when will it all end
I'm tired of losing all my friends
I can't wait for the day when we're both dead
When we're both dead, my dear

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

VILE? (prod. myss)

MONSTER w/ @noise (prod @jaysset @noise)

6 FEET? w/@noise (prod. injury)

Don't ask for moon when you have the stars
Don't tell pretend like you're
Nothing when we both played our parts
I act like I'm numb, but I still feel my heart
I replant memories, like scars on my arms

They say I know nothing, nothing at all
But they never seen, how far I've fall
Cigarettes on cigarettes, they rot my teeth
Vigilant, so vigilant, do you know what that means

Don't ask for moon when you have the stars
Don't tell pretend like you're
Nothing when we both played our parts
I act like I'm numb, but I still feel my heart
I replant memories, like scars on my arms

Don't ask for moon when you have the stars
Don't tell pretend like you're
Nothing when we both played our parts
I act like I'm numb, but I still feel my heart
I replant memories, like scars on my arms

I've been getting high to numb the pain
Heart so numb, fill it with novocaine
It don't matter what I say
We both know nothing will ever change
Grasp for air in this cruel cruel world
What you chaos around me swirl

I need something stronger running through my blood
And I ain't high enough, no
Couldn't tell you why the world against me
I've been feining for long, what does that mean

It's never never enough, I need something more
Before you find my body on the goddamn floor
I miss what we had, I'm still stuck in the past
This headache wont go away, I see your face in the rain

Lost in memories that I won't erase
That I won't, maybe I can't
And baby I won't, I'm still stuck
With the same old feeling
You left me with

Every night I'm stressing when will I win
Tired of being a joke
Every night I'm sinking, no one knows
Get high off of anything to cope

I lost my mind, broke my spine just to get here

I've been getting high to numb the pain
Heart so numb, fill it with novocaine
It don't matter what I say
We both know nothing will ever change
Grasp for air in this cruel cruel world
What you chaos around me swirl

SARM?

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